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June 2016 – livingmylifelost
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Loving a married man. I hate when my head is so full of thoughts that I can’t even think straight. Thoughts about my husband, the other guy, my children, work, gym, ball games, the house, the chores…OMGoodness! Please just make it all stop. The whirlwind of things swirling around in my head. The only constant is when it slows down and finally stops for a brief moment…it’s always about him…the other guy. Why, dear heart? Why do you continue to do this to me? June 29, 2016. June 30, 2016. I know a lot of p...
November 2016 – livingmylifelost
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Loving a married man. Now I just have to find the right time to give it to him. November 30, 2016. November 30, 2016. How do I decide. I broke down this morning and can’t seem to stop crying. I don’t want to make this decision even though I do believe it has already been made. I don’t want to hurt him…more than I already have. I hate to see the pain in his eyes but I just can’t keep doing this. I need to pick a decision and go full on with it. How do I do that without him hating me? November 15, 2016.
January 2017 – livingmylifelost
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Loving a married man. It’s not all fun and games. I honestly don’t understand what H is thinking sometimes. Yesterday was a rough day for me. First off, work was a long and boring day. I was excited to get to the gym afterwards…at least I was until I got a text from H:. H: Want a lifting partner? M: Whatever you want to do. H: What does that mean? M: It means it doesn’t matter to me. M: Because I can lift alone but if you’re gonna be there I guess it’s ok. H: I was planning on it. January 31, 2017. I mes...
The date is set – livingmylifelost
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Loving a married man. The date is set. December 21, 2016. I have finally decided that my last day at my home will be December 29. I will start moving my things to my parents house on the 30th…and my boys will be going with me! H is bitter. Which I really don’t expect him to be any other way. He keeps telling me that I don’t have to do this (move out). I do need to do this! It’s the thought that counts. 4 thoughts on “ The date is set. December 21, 2016 at 7:07 pm. Well done for having a plan and setting ...
October 2016 – livingmylifelost
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Loving a married man. This little light of mine…. Going to happen.” pointing to the bed. Seriously! Right, no pressure at all. He says he doesn’t want to fight but everything is a fight. That is all we seem to do anymore. The other day he told me his “friend” needed to talk and he was going to the bar to have a beer with her. Oh really? How is it ok for him to go to the bar with another woman but if I even look in the general direction of another guy he flips out? October 28, 2016. October 28, 2016.
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Stressed! | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. August 12, 2015. This is my last week of work. I’m freaking out about that more than I thought I would. I mean, I’ve been working since I was 16, nearly half my life! To suddenly not have a job seems — strange and foreign. So we need the house to sell. And for his visa to be issued. We need to get over there so he can start making money again! I am ready, ready to get out of here and leave all the reminders this town holds of the affair.
Purging the bile – A Darker Truth
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Joined at the heart. It’ll never stop. Things will never be the same. Is this what it has come too? All in a dither. A thought as I settle in for the night. Out of the frying pan. Back to square one. Wednesdays have always been the best. So I had an affair with a sex addict. Fear is the mind killer. Four words that saved me. When life gives you lemons. 8220;We need to talk….”. Do as I say, not as I do. Dead in the water. Do you believe in fate? A tough day at the office. Joyous heartbreak and resolve.
Just like that | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. July 15, 2015. He is mine and I am his. Our past is painful, but our future, unknown though it is, feels bright. Love is confusing, confounding, and blinding. Right now, I’m enjoying the flood of love i felt when I saw him at the airport. When it comes right down to it, I want to be happy. And that means that at some point, I’ll have to let the affair go. Maybe not right away, but the day is coming. 3 thoughts on “ Just like that. You are co...
Anxiety and Healing | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. July 21, 2015. Honestly, my anxiety is up. And it’s manifesting in ways that I don’t like namely, in making me a nervous basket case and encouraging me to spend too much time thinking about the affair (i.e. What and who my husband was doing at this moment last year. Rather than focusing on the present. Both of which leave me feeling quite optimistic and happy. My last day of work is August 14. And that’s how I’m looking at everything right n...
pain and protection | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. July 26, 2015. I look beautiful today. I’ve been working out regularly to help me channel the uptick in stress and anxiety in my life. My body shows the benefits of that exercise more readily than my mind. My skin is bright and smooth. My hair is long and shiny. I catch men staring at me and know that to the outside world I look beautiful. 8221; But why is that so hard to believe? Why turn to her? God, I wish he knew then. Being punished, bo...
Running | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. July 16, 2015. July 21, 2015. I never want to be there. Again I never want to stumble upon such an awful secret. I want to be loved, valued and respected. I want to be told the truth. Loving him is so much harder than I ever would have guessed. Life. Is so much harder than I was prepared for. Is everyone I know living this way, seeming fine on the ouside but secretly in pain, alone and afraid? It’s not even that today was bad. I am trying to...
SAD BUT TRUE – Diary of a Failed Marriage
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Diary of a Failed Marriage. January 11, 2017. It’s hardly been a week since barely husband’s return and my daughter turned to me and said “Mom, I preferred it when it was only the two of us.”. That was difficult to hear but not because of me; because of her and what we have been putting her through. She doesn’t feel too different from how I felt when my parents had issues in their marriage. A few weeks ago. That saddened me because I long for love. I want to be in love! 9 Comments Add yours. Aw it’...
Date Day | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. August 6, 2015. It was a welcome distraction. We had so much fun together — somehow, someway we are better suited for each other today. Than we’ve ever been before. We just have so much fun together. I had a great day. 6 thoughts on “ Date Day. August 6, 2015 at 1:23 am. Sounds fabulous… as you talk about your stressors, it seems today was a pre-cursor to fun times ahead as you go abroad. I sure hope so. Happy day to you! Liked by 1 person.
Worry | Life. Post. Affair.
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Life Post. Affair. Life and marriage after my husband's affair. August 2, 2015. The hurt is still very much alive inside me. I worry because I’m gearing up for a very difficult last two weeks at work. Tomorrow the other woman returns from her off campus work assignment. I just want to avoid her, get through my last ten days in my office without having to see her face, or correspond with her in any way. So many good things. To so many good things. Just two weeks to get through first. Your husband has step...
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Living My Life In Sepia
Living My Life In Sepia. Saturday, September 22, 2012. Http:/ www.superty.org/. Monday, August 20, 2012. Sweet, sweet adolescence. Well I suppose I had this one coming. I stretched my own adolescence and teen angst against my mom and made it last a good 15 years. I have finally achieved the prophecy of my own mother and "have a daughter just like me so that I will understand." Touche. Monday, July 30, 2012. I need to make some changes:. Friday, July 13, 2012. And made several houses homes. I've been ...
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*Living My Life Inspired*
Sunday, January 22, 2012. Life Changes (March 2011-December 2011). March 08, 2011. Dr De La Torre performed my life saving surgery in 45 minutes. The 45 minute surgery has added YEARS. To my life. Saying "Thank You" to Dr. De La Torre and his team is just a drop in the bucket. I am repaying them by living my best second life. I refuse to waste a second of it. I breathe it all in and love it all out. May 16, 2011. July 05, 2011. August, September, October, November, and December 2011. In February of 2010 ...
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Living my life in the USA
Sunnuntai 22. syyskuuta 2013. Matkavideo osa 4 / California. Ollaan täällä tällä hetkellä Mauilla nauttimassa auringosta, palmuista, turkoosista vedestä ja valkosista hiekkarannoista. Tää on semmonen paratiisi, että välillä tuntuu kun kaikki olis unta. Vähän jälessä tulee nää videot kun ei viitti kaikkee aikaa täällä viettää näitä videoita tehden, mutta tässä ois nyt part 4 eli California/Los Angeles! Ps muistakaa laittaa laaduksi HD. Torstai 19. syyskuuta 2013. Sunnuntai 8. syyskuuta 2013. Tää vuoristo ...
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Living Syazzy's Life
Sketches of Life] [Scribbles of the Heart][ Notes on Experience]. I'm usually nice. =D I don't eat people unless they try to eat me first. So if you talk to me that would be great. =). View my complete profile. Wednesday, April 8, 2015. Perhentian Island Vacation Part 3. When we waited for our ride for the trip we did not expect the boat to be SO open. lol. I mean there's no shade or protection and its 2pm. Can u imagine? The beach that welcomes u to Pulau Rawa. More dead corals than live ones? In front ...
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Living My Life Like It's Golden
Living My Life Like It's Golden. Wednesday, March 30, 2011. And the search continues . Well, the call came this afternoon from the job recruitment agency to inform me that the job was offered and accepted by another candidate. It would have been incredible if my first interview resulted in a job. But alas, it was not meant to be. So, like tons of other folks out there I'll just keep pressing on. Links to this post. Sunday, March 27, 2011. After our amazing venture in West Wittering. Links to this post.
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livingmylifelost – loving a married man
Loving a married man. 8220;It’s hard without you being at the house because we have to do dishes and Dad says we have to do our own laundry.”. 8220;When do we get to stay with you again at Grandma and Grandpa’s house? 8220;Dinner’s are different now; Dad doesn’t make enough food.”. January 6, 2017. January 6, 2017. How it is now. Finally our oldest got home. I was doing the dishes and H says “go ahead and tell him so we can get this over with”. Really? I never said I was going to stay, NEVER! I am so gla...
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Living Life Loudly
I make no excuses. This is who I am. I live my life out loud. Tuesday, December 13, 2016. Where the Hell is My Roadmap? Where are my mentors? Where are my peers? Where are the “others” who’ve successfully navigated this road at my age and come through on the other side at peace? Where is the FUCKING roadmap? In the days leading up to my publishing All of the Things I Am. The best is when someone I don’t know well says “wait, I thought you had a boyfriend? 8221; I do. He’s amazing, kind, patient...One of ...
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Discovering your life’s purpose, finding the path to fulfill it, and starting your own business is challenging and even a little bit scary. You are not alone. I, too, am on a new journey towards digital entrepreneurship. On my blog. I share tips, techniques, and strategies to making your transition easier. Having more time to spend with those we love is something we all desire. Are you contemplating a change to take back control of your life? To learn more about starting your own business.
My Life, Living It Now
My Life, Living It Now. Life is a journey, not a destination, and your along for my journey. So, get on, and enjoy the craziest roller coaster in the world, known as life. Wednesday, July 26, 2006. Wow, Been a While. Posted by A. Surasky at 11:20 PM. Wednesday, May 17, 2006. Alright, let's make Kopecky happy. So, now that I've hopefully made Kopecky happy, I'll talk to people later. See ya. Posted by A. Surasky at 4:27 PM. Sunday, February 05, 2006. OR 50 FREAKING PULL-UPS. That's hard for those who don'...
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One Step At A Time
Order A Forever Hope T-shirt Today! Forever Hope Ministries' Vision. Friday, March 6, 2015. Bail Out Fundraiser Saturday March 14th, 2015:. Everyone that is close enough to come is welcome and we would love it if you could be a part of this event we are holding for Forever Hope! We are having a BAIL OUT fundraiser! What is a BAIL OUT? It’s a crazy fun way to raise money for a good cause! This is going to be a ton of crazy fun! We are still looking for volunteers if you would like to be one! Order your sh...
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Living My Life On Purpose
Monday, October 11, 2010. Hello friends and family I am super happy to invite you to come on over! Because of the talent of some super smart computer guys I now am located in one convenient location! The super smart computer guys were able to combine it all into one nice package! Thank you super smart computer guys! Can I just mention that they also spent time via email and the phone 'trying' to train me? Anyway the applause goes out to them, the guys at Five Talent. So I will be officially over there now.
