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Reflections | quixotic chaotic
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Challenging the concept of normalcy. What a week. I have felt like I was in the middle of a downward-spiraling hurricane of depression and self-pity, with no way to pull myself out. I’m climbing back up. I always do. And as I spend Thanksgiving day. I feel the need to reflect out loud about the things that have brought me to this point, and why I know I can move forward. Then I thought about the last time I was alone on Thanksgiving. It was 1999. I lived in Spain. Eventually it started to come out. I...
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Peace from Beyond | quixotic chaotic
https://quixoticchaotic.wordpress.com/2011/11/08/peace-from-beyond
Challenging the concept of normalcy. When I got home from work around 1 am, I avoided dealing with any of this in a mature, responsible manner by passing out on the couch after a little too much bonding time with my bottle of Grey Goose. I slept like crap, but I never worked up the gumption to relocate my drunk ass to my bed. Despite this conundrum, dreaming about my grandpa makes me happy. His presence is so calming and peaceful. Even though it doesn’t make whatever problem I’m havin...Error: Twitter di...
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Pity Party for One | quixotic chaotic
https://quixoticchaotic.wordpress.com/2011/11/23/pity-party-for-one
Challenging the concept of normalcy. Pity Party for One. I have maybe never been this depressed at Thanksgiving. My life overall is pretty good. I have a nice place to live, I have a beautiful son, I have food, I’m sorta employed. Telling me that doesn’t make me feel better. It makes me feel shittier for not being able to be happy about it. On that note, I don’t know why people are so afraid of dying. Does it. Actually, I kind of do. Apparently it’s a common manifestation of OCD. Enter your comment here.