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Beatnik Bravado: July 2004
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Seattle, Washington, United States. I respect honesty, intelligence, kindness and wisdom. All the things I lack. View my complete profile. A Tidal Wave Approaches. Pigeons on the Wall. If I Had Something To Say. Answers To My Own Questions: Role Model. Answers To My Own Questions: Favorite Body Part. Answers To My Own Questions: Favorite Music. I Am A Signpost. Illuminated Site of the Week. A Tired and Angry Man. What I've Been Reading. What I've Been Hearing. What I've Been Watching. Why Am I A Martyr?
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Beatnik Bravado: Answers To My Own Questions: Favorite Music
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Seattle, Washington, United States. I respect honesty, intelligence, kindness and wisdom. All the things I lack. View my complete profile. Answers To My Own Questions: Favorite Book. The Occational Writers Block #1. Coffee vs. Green Tea. Lunch Break Lobby Meditation. Twenty Six Years of Karma. The Tragedy of Beauty. Kiss Me, Im Zen! I Am A Signpost. Illuminated Site of the Week. A Tired and Angry Man. What I've Been Reading. What I've Been Hearing. What I've Been Watching. Tuesday, September 21, 2004.
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here i am: May 2009
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009. Yeesh, yes, i suck! I never get on here to log in and post these days. i barely check my email! Motherhood is pretty all-comsuming, plus i'm working almost full time (which sucks, but that state of affairs will end soon as we are moving away from terribly expensive paradise, back to the land of snow and cold and cheap rent, and i will be working part-time, hooray! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Yeesh, yes, i suck!
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here i am: path
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Saturday, April 13, 2013. It's really weird to me how things happen as and when they should, and stuff that supports my growing awareness comes to me always at the right time. The whole of my process of recovery has been like that for me. i think i know what's going on, and then something happens, which causes a rupture, and i realize that i was living unconsciously. this happens over and over. my growth happens in a sort of layered or concentric fashion. it's never-ending.
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here i am: February 2007
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Sunday, February 25, 2007. Not for the world. There was a time in my life when it would have been impossible (laughable, really) to imagine myself smiling and listening to ronnie milsap as i clean the kitchen and cook a pot of beans. yet here i am! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Not for the world.
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here i am: basta
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Wednesday, April 17, 2013. No more looking for clues. No more dodging the shadows. No more looking over my shoulder. No more fighting to remember. No more feeling broken. No more feeling wrong. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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here i am: April 2013
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Wednesday, April 17, 2013. No more looking for clues. No more dodging the shadows. No more looking over my shoulder. No more fighting to remember. No more feeling broken. No more feeling wrong. Sunday, April 14, 2013. I wish i'd held my tongue. I wish had known how. I wish i hadn't yelled. When i really needed to cry. I wish i knew how to do nothing. I wish i had known before now. I wish i had learned how to respond. Before it was too late. I wish you were still beside me. I wish i could hold you. What i...
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here i am: fired
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Wednesday, April 10, 2013. Yesterday i was angry. It hit me by surprise, actually. i hadn't been, but then a wave of it just washed over me. it's not who or what i want to be, and in the final analysis, i know that my anger is somewhat misguided and misdirected. but i have decided to honor it, and let myself feel it anyway. The challenge, then, is for me to stop being so hard on myself. just because someone who professed to love me decided to take the easy way out, or isn't ready to look at their stu...