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worlds upon words: Fibromyalgia - how it almost destroyed everything in my life
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Tuesday, April 07, 2015. Fibromyalgia - how it almost destroyed everything in my life. Things got to a point where I had to do something about my constant lethargy, and the frequent aches and pains I got after long work days. It started to affect my sleep, my productivity, and my mood crashed with every energy low. During this time, I tried to rest as much as possible, wanting to reverse the damage that I had done by overworking myself. My work suffered as a result. My volunteers had to do everyt...Final...
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worlds upon words: Crowdfunding For My Salary Q12014
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Saturday, February 01, 2014. Crowdfunding For My Salary Q12014. Worldsuponwords by avalon at 2:10 PM. It's going to be an exposition of my little sub-worlds, all in language that I try to put together. I suffer from clinical depression, have a passion for writing, art, music and missions. Like my transitory Mecca.
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worlds upon words: Using my medical fund for outpatient expenses for the time being
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Sunday, March 16, 2014. Using my medical fund for outpatient expenses for the time being. I mentioned my medical account DBS eSaving Plus 003-6-105219 was saved for A&E and hospitalisation emergencies. Unfortunately, because I have been suddenly so ill of late, I am going to turn to those funds for my normal outpatient payments. Financially it has been bad (the credit card declined at clinic type). We are drowning in debt and I am spending way more than budgeted for my medical fees every month.
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worlds upon words: am I getting worse, or better? I don't think it is the latter.
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Friday, March 14, 2014. Am I getting worse, or better? I don't think it is the latter. Things might be turning worse instead of better. My mental health. I have been getting panic attacks like how people grab food at buffets. I don't know how to describe it, it is just. very bad. I have seen my doctor about it and he switched me from xan*x to val*um but I just got a panic attack and took both. I cannot remember if he said I should stop the xan*x or not. Worldsuponwords by avalon at 2:39 PM.
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worlds upon words: this week
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Saturday, November 29, 2014. I am on a leave of absence, a nice way of putting it. 'It' being I have a nervous breakdown and need to recover from it. In this time I am tasking self to try and recover, and J has tasked me to cancel as much work as possible. But, despite my lessened workload I can't stop thinking about work. Not doing it doesn't mean not thinking it. Trying my best to relax with music and essential oils. So far, ain't working much. Yesterday I tried to read, I couldn't focu...For now, I gu...
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worlds upon words: I feel like a failure.
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Saturday, June 21, 2014. I feel like a failure. Worldsuponwords by avalon at 12:07 PM. It's going to be an exposition of my little sub-worlds, all in language that I try to put together. I suffer from clinical depression, have a passion for writing, art, music and missions. Like my transitory Mecca.
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worlds upon words: anxiety, you shall not return
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Sunday, May 04, 2014. Anxiety, you shall not return. Worldsuponwords by avalon at 6:22 AM. It's going to be an exposition of my little sub-worlds, all in language that I try to put together. I suffer from clinical depression, have a passion for writing, art, music and missions. Like my transitory Mecca.
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worlds upon words: Trading
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Monday, May 25, 2015. Did I trade down? I wanted a man with the same vision as I had. I settled for somewhat-same. My life is about doing charity. If yours isn't, don't marry me. Worldsuponwords by avalon at 10:59 PM. It's going to be an exposition of my little sub-worlds, all in language that I try to put together. I suffer from clinical depression, have a passion for writing, art, music and missions. Like my transitory Mecca.
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worlds upon words: Intensely
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Friday, August 29, 2014. Reigning madness, like-. Off the edge of the map. It thrusted a shard,. Displacing where life does. I will bleed life out,. Because of pain thus intense. Stab me for real,. Blood through my nose,. I go into shock,. And will no longer respond,. As I curl into a. Then, no more intense pain-. For I give in to it. Take me, break me, eradicate-. Whole, swiftly. for-. My life- it hurts-. Worldsuponwords by avalon at 3:31 PM. Like my transitory Mecca.
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