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You Are My Sunshine: February 2013
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You Are My Sunshine. Saturday, February 16, 2013. 365 Days in Heaven. Dear Sam –. I can’t believe it’s been a whole year, 365 days without you. 365 days that you have been in Heaven. 365 days that I haven’t had you here with me. 365 days that I’ve missed you more than words can ever say. 365 days that I’ve wished I could hold you and smother you with kisses. 365 days of memories we missed out on. 365 days that my heart has ached for you. This is Mommy’s new favorite picture. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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You Are My Sunshine: February
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You Are My Sunshine. Friday, January 25, 2013. It’s been awhile since I’ve written. I’m in a very weird place. I continue to grieve the loss of my first son and at the same time I’m excitedly expecting the arrival of my second son. I also find it hard to use this blog space. It is Sam’s place and it is a place I want others who are grieving loss to be able to come and relate. I don’t know how to mingle my grief and how much I miss Sam with the happiness his baby brother is bringing me. Will pass me by.
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You Are My Sunshine: 365 Days in Heaven
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You Are My Sunshine. Saturday, February 16, 2013. 365 Days in Heaven. Dear Sam –. I can’t believe it’s been a whole year, 365 days without you. 365 days that you have been in Heaven. 365 days that I haven’t had you here with me. 365 days that I’ve missed you more than words can ever say. 365 days that I’ve wished I could hold you and smother you with kisses. 365 days of memories we missed out on. 365 days that my heart has ached for you. This is Mommy’s new favorite picture. February 28, 2013 at 10:51 PM.
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You Are My Sunshine: January 2013
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You Are My Sunshine. Friday, January 25, 2013. It’s been awhile since I’ve written. I’m in a very weird place. I continue to grieve the loss of my first son and at the same time I’m excitedly expecting the arrival of my second son. I also find it hard to use this blog space. It is Sam’s place and it is a place I want others who are grieving loss to be able to come and relate. I don’t know how to mingle my grief and how much I miss Sam with the happiness his baby brother is bringing me. Will pass me by.
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You Are My Sunshine: October 2012
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You Are My Sunshine. Monday, October 15, 2012. Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. At this time last year, I had no idea what this day meant. Sam was just conceived. We didn’t even know he existed yet. I wish I would have paid more attention to Facebook posts and other outlets recognizing this day in the past. Nothing could have ever prepared me for losing Sam. I will be forever thankful that he made me a Momma and my heart will always ache for him.
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You Are My Sunshine: March 2012
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You Are My Sunshine. Saturday, March 31, 2012. I knew this morning when I woke up that today was going to be a challenge. Usually I'm pretty good about dragging myself out of bed and getting things accomplished. Today was not one of those days. It was gloomy out and it pretty much fit the way I felt. At 2:30 I finally forced myself in the shower because we had two birthday parties to go to. Friday, March 30, 2012. Fear of the Unknown. Today I thought about my fear of the unknown. IT’S JUST NOT FAIR!
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You Are My Sunshine: April 2013
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You Are My Sunshine. Monday, April 8, 2013. According to the March of Dimes, in the United States, 1 in 9 babies is born prematurely. Babies born just a few weeks early are at risk for severe problems and lifelong disabilities. Since losing Sam, I have felt helpless. We don’t know the reason he is not with us, no reason was ever found. Losing Sam made me realize how very precious life is. Over the next couple months I will be focusing on raising money for the March of Dimes for stronger, healthy babies.
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You Are My Sunshine: April 2012
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You Are My Sunshine. Friday, April 27, 2012. I’ve been particularly hesitant lately to write about my feelings on pregnancy announcements and recent births because I’m afraid to upset anyone else. Both have had a huge affect on my emotional state and this is my spot for healing and sharing with other baby loss moms. So, just know that my intention is not to make anyone feel bad. Until recently I thought that seeing or being around pregnant women would be the worst thing ever, but it’s not. It just breaks...
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You Are My Sunshine: What I'm Thankful For
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You Are My Sunshine. Tuesday, November 13, 2012. What I'm Thankful For. It’s been a really tough year. Beyond losing Sam my family has had a few too many medical scares. There has been a black cloud looming above us. I’m really looking forward to the end of 2012 and it can’t come fast enough. However, considering this is the time of year we should all be considering what we are thankful for, I wanted to focus on the good. Despite how hard this year has been, I am thankful for so many things. I pray every...
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You Are My Sunshine: May 2012
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You Are My Sunshine. Wednesday, May 23, 2012. We’ve had a very busy week getting settled in our new house. Things are mostly put away and our home is everything I’ve dreamed of. It’s absolutely perfect except for one thing that is missing, Sam. Even though Sam will never grow up in this house I feel closer to him here than I did living in our apartment in the city. I feel like this is where we are meant to be. I still grieve in some way everyday, but I can honestly say I feel more at peace here. I would ...
