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Music Rainbow: October 2011
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Friday, 28 October 2011. 第三张考完了，像之前的考试一样， 没有什么想法， 心想总算答完就是尽力了。 其他的我没能选择怎么了。希望可以过关吧！ 我真的祈求这张可以过关，我发现我读书的能力， 慢慢地在减少， 我真的很怕， 没有了读书的冲劲了。 Posted by Chin Yen. Monday, 24 October 2011. 倒数第三天，考试真的要来了， 我不得不理智些， 加加油了！哭过了， 伤过了， 绝不能让自己为考试不理想的结果再流泪。 所以， 振作！ 今天下午一定要做完， tax planning and capital statement! Posted by Chin Yen. 我要的陪伴， 已经是他的负担了。 他开始埋怨我， 为什么不与他母亲同座吃饭， 我说了， 他的母亲， 让我不是滋味ᦁ...我明知道他会生气， 可我还是说了&#...
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Music Rainbow: June 2011
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Monday, 20 June 2011. Please don't take away my right. Yesterday morning, i went for a checkup. Actually i expect same comment like last time. When doctor started the scanning procedures on my tummy, he keep asking me 'is it pain here? I burst out tears badly outside of the maternity on his shoulder. I don't know what can i do for now? How come i sense out you don't plan it at all and you are calm&#...
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Music Rainbow: A familiar stranger
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Monday, 14 April 2014. Once, we were lovely couple, but we were now stranger to each other . 10 months passed. physically i left Malacca but my soul and mind stay where we belong and where we went. I knew we are over, our memories are past tense. I chose to go, i have to go, for career development, for my future and for my goodness sake. Posted by Chin Yen. Labels: specifically for someone.
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Music Rainbow: February 2011
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Thursday, 10 February 2011. 这几天， 我都找借口让自己加班。加到我很饿了， 也将近8点了， 就随着公司最后一个人离开公司。因为我不想一个人回家一个人面对墙壁， 起码公司不止我一个人。现在才知道，原来我也有选择让自己加班的一天。 今天是天公诞，听着外面的鞭炮， 噼里啪啦的， 房里更显得寂静的可以。虽然有时我很喜欢一个人的感觉， 但是这么大的变化， 总得时间来适应吧！第三天工作了，可是感觉好像还是新年。 外面的鞭炮越来越频密了。。。。。。是快到十二点了吧！脑海里又出现那种，小舅们让我们围着门栏， 看他们放鞭炮，很是开心。我想我真的老了，因为我已经或在回忆过去了。 Posted by Chin Yen. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Music Rainbow: June 2012
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Sunday, 10 June 2012. 再过30分钟就是5年半了。可是我们还在谈分手。这次，真的是很大的打击， 我承受不起。我吃不下， 睡不下。我的心很痛，眼泪不能控制。我好累，我好难过，我真的好难过。 给妈妈打电话， 妈妈说，'下星期你回来，我带你去看医生'。妈妈上一次说这句话是在七年前。 Posted by Chin Yen. 我以为。。。我没事了. 我以为我们谈妥了， 最重要的屋子问题我们谈妥了， 就再也没有分手的理由了。我以为前两个月的冷静与妥协会让我远离这种担心受怕， 不安的日子。我以为一切安排好了， 我的晴天来临了。 都怪我把事情闹大了， 我不介意他自个儿陪妈妈去买tab我只是不希望他习惯这样不理会我的感受， 不加入我于他的人生。我怪他不把...Posted by Chin Yen. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Music Rainbow: April 2011
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Friday, 29 April 2011. 其实，那束花是什么意思，对我来说，到底会有什么意义呢？什么影响？ 对我没有影响， 要是有， 早在四，五年前应该会有变化了。 可是，今天一整天，我都在想那束花到底是什么意思？心不在焉， 不能专心温书。 我不明白的是， 以前他写的情信，我一点动摇也没有，甚至马上就连续几个月或一年不联络，希望他相通，那几封信根本没能影响我！ 我永远没有答案,我到现在还是处在等答案，等沟通， 等待讨论的浪费岁月。 Posted by Chin Yen. Thursday, 28 April 2011. Checklist of CPA-Ethics and Governance. Finally, i have tentatively done my studying on. Self assessment question (exclude Module 4).
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Music Rainbow: May 2012
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Tuesday, 8 May 2012. 自从他参加了麻坡的Rotary Club ， 每星期三他都没空，就算现在人在马六甲， 也不会缺席；可对我来说， 星期三是看电影， 以及Baskin Robin欢乐时光。 所以我们都是处在意见不合的日子。他说，他都是逼自己为了我去缺席的， 他心有不甘。所以，自从‘破’布之夜，我知道， 我需要体谅， 我想要努力， 所以我早给自己找节目，找事做， 不阻扰他。 今晚（星期二）他妈妈给他煮了晚餐，可是我不想出席，也不想阻扰， 所以自己自个儿吃晚餐， 找事做，没事也找事做。。。 我好感动， 好傻气； 可又觉得惊喜， 开心。 Posted by Chin Yen. Wednesday, 2 May 2012. 可是近几年我们毕业了， 各自就业了， 也就失去了当时的我们。我们不在紧紧相依， 而是各就各位ʌ...Posted by Chin Yen.
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Music Rainbow: April 2012
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Monday, 30 April 2012. 久违了。。。我的年记。。。 今天心血来潮想要在这儿发发牢骚话。最近心情甚差，想找个人倾述， 才发现及时想找个懂我的人发泄。。。真的没有。。。（为什么的懂我的呢？ 因为不懂我的， 跟他或她说的话， 我只是找罪受）. 今天我请假， 其实最近我常请假， 心情差， 身体差，总的来说，想请 就请假。我蛮懊恼的， 我不是很爱这份工作吗？我不是已告诉自己接受了， 就要爱。。。这份工作。 怎么我会厌烦呢？原来是我有太多太多，又没能解决的问题。 昨天爸爸突然心血来潮想要上马六甲游玩。 （其实是弟弟在马六甲读书期， 爸爸想去找他，可又不好明说， 所以我们都看在眼里， 温馨在心里。）天啊， 我多么的兴奋， 开着衣橱， ...途中外公一直看着我， 问我为什么没有像以前一样胖回去。。。真是的， 我说瘦了才...Posted by Chin Yen.
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Music Rainbow: April 2014
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Nothing much, like normal girl who just hoping for the best in life and family as well as caring and love. Wednesday, 16 April 2014. Spectacles- this is how you protect me. Ever since i took out the spectacles he bought for me, i felt like i'm watching him. Why did i took out the spec? Coz i cried for few hours the night before, thus my eyes were swollen like a frog. I got to 'hide' myself behind something. Now, i'm taking it out again while blogging, I felt you! Will i step forward and smile with you?
