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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Down Time
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Sunday, December 22, 2013. Still the best part of December so far, but all the holiday festivities do come close. I pledged to become healthier after those three glorious days of exercise, fresh air and spiritual centering but alas Christmas IS a toxic time of the year. In other words, bring it. These walls can't hold me. :). Documented for posterity by. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Yo.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Friday, April 4, 2014. Partly because I just spent the last hour and fifteen minutes on Facebook and Reddit, accomplishing NOTHING, I mean to get some karma back on my side writing the night away. I’ve lived through all my alternative realities and have come to the realization of how futile the exercise is—that the thing that makes us divine is the thing that makes us as close to animals as we could ever be: our bodie...Meaning: ...
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Spontaneous!!
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Friday, September 27, 2013. The twenty-six things flying around my head, things. For that moment they hovered in mid-flight:. Some clung to the walls of cerebral and more likely metaphysical hemorrhaging;. Sucking, waiting, bastradizing, writing their own twisted tunes to sing the moment. Where I left off. But for the meantime, this,. Pause of the century,. Where the worries slithered back to where they belong: in the future,.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: I Should Mark This
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Saturday, October 26, 2013. I Should Mark This. The contemplative life is attractive to me, but it's possible it's not for the right reasons. I get how people so comfortable with an interior life would be destined to live this kind of battle out in the streets. What mean streets these are! Life can sometimes get so beautiful your heart breaks, and I'll take that heartbreak any time, over surrendering this body to the elements.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Scrapbook Alert
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Sunday, August 17, 2014. Hello, erstwhile watchers! It's been a while hasn't it? I've been watching a lot of Parks and Recreation and doing a lot of internal whining and external smiling lately but in the process re-edited a years-old novel back into shape. In a moment of weakness, I had my dad cut ten years' worth of hair. I wish we didn't have to earn money. Life's a riot. Documented for posterity by. View my complete profile.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Some Ulysses Contract
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Sunday, September 15, 2013. Is best kept online, away from real-world personalities and people who may actually give a fuck what I think. I'm about to do something incredibly insane and incredibly selfish and something in me is sure that it's the right thing to do. And so I'll subsist on that certainty- I have begun trusting my gut at work and it's such a good feeling to be able to rely on something outside of facts. Fiction's Ro...
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Security
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Sunday, January 12, 2014. I don't know what I'll write about today. I don't write that regularly anymore, at least not in public, but I have been trying to make time for Memento (the app, password-protected) every day. It's where I log my wins, my feelings and observations. I'm not making any judgment on actions done to help other people- I'm all for service and meaning. But sometimes I lose sight of how this fits into my leg...
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Me-me-me
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Wednesday, August 14, 2013. The truth is I'm screaming, I've been screaming for months and no one hears. The jumble of emotions get so crazy sometimes I forget to breathe. I get the beauty of life and all that bullshit and the value of pain, but I'm just saying it's easier to talk about it when you're not in the middle of some pretty bad shit. I still need to live through it, I still need to do things anyway. It appears I am back.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Green and Burnished Gold
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Sunday, April 13, 2014. Green and Burnished Gold. I feel sometimes like I'm living two lives, that these two lives will forever live inside of me no matter what I do to consolidate them, assimilate them, or make them friends with each other. One life is what you see, the job, the career, the stuff I allow the world to observe. The fictions I come up with, they rule me sometimes. It is the drug that keeps on giving.
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing: Courting Bullshit
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The Life and Times of Christina the Astonishing. They need to go somewhere! Wednesday, December 4, 2013. By the time words fail me I'm this gnarly mass of twigs, leaves and organic horrors and smells and ironies and the death of the will. I'm still so confused about life sometimes that I often prefer the comfort of the doing nothing haze of catatonia. But I understand life at least in this aspect, in that this will not work in the long haul. Documented for posterity by. December 5, 2013 at 11:09 AM.
