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stars and satellites: stay
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Bloodshot eyes,a single word i cannot utter. My bloodied hands clutch,the wound left open as it were. I try to get up,wipe away my tears. Something tells me you will be here. Running across the open road. Sounds of cars and trucks bombard my ears. I scream your name out loud. Can i ever get out of here. I see your smile,your laugh with every step. It's obvious you're all i see. If i said stay,would you stay? And then i breathe you in. I walk and keep walking. A light hits me like lightning. Now i can fly.
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stars and satellites: October 2008
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My head is spinning round and round. Like hanging on a speeding car. Heading nowhere but not slowing down. I see skid marks across the tar. The night stands still without a sound. The flashing lights intruding the darkness. Smoke billowing beneath the clouds. Marks the beginning of annihilation. Far beyond the moon and the stars,. I drift away into the empty space,. Seeing the world being torn apart,. I hope to never return again. Friday, October 31, 2008. Castles in the air. Through the black hole.
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stars and satellites: i'm back!
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I'm turning 24 really really soon.i need to get my life back together. And i've thought pretty long and hard about this. but yeah,. From here onwards, the posts will not be sad or sappy anymore. Just REAL LIFE STORIES! With a dose of humor, i hope.:). Thursday, May 27, 2010. Because life is best written. 28.05.1986. Castles in the air. Through the black hole. Writings of a pm. Template designed by It could be this one.
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stars and satellites: cut so deep
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My body aches but i'm dancing. My heart is empty but i'm feeling. My brain is blown into pieces but i'm thinking. My hands shiver but i'm writing. My feet is numb but i'm walking. My lips are torn but i'm smiling. My mouth bleeds but i'm laughing. My eyes are tattered but i'm seeing. My ears are bushed but i'm listening. My neck is strangled but i'm breathing. My tongue is sore but i'm eating. My voice is fading but i'm singing. My organs are damaged but i'm alive. I wanna cry but my tears have dried out.
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stars and satellites: December 2008
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Through the black hole. What if the clouds stop forming? And memories of you. Fade like blood washed in the rain. Filling up the drains. Sets you off against. The shadows of the dark. Just for a moment. The black sky blankets the earth. You light up like the brightest star. That I will follow. I’m floating into space. To get closer to you. I am not afraid. What if the clouds stop forming? With nothing but the silence. That creeps in the air. I want to fall. I want to run. Till I am heard. Writings of a pm.
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stars and satellites: June 2008
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I’m lying on the cold hard floor with nothing but the silence. Let it take me, let it consume me, like the deep blue ocean. Swallowing everything along its way. My words are getting rusty because they are not spoken. Scripted and repeated over and over though in paper it was never written. Waiting for the day when I would say it with confidence. The times I ran, I jumped and I flew. Chasing nothing but with not a single clue. My heart leaped whenever I see you. But now it’s time to let go. I don't even k...
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stars and satellites: August 2008
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This is the first time i've entered a public cc.the chairs are fabulously comfortable and the screens made my laptop screen looks like a tiny rectangle. As Malaysia's 51st Independence Day is tomorrow and Ramadan is coming,i'll talk about those today. What does it mean being independent? Being independent doesn't only mean sticking a flag on your car.instead, it's your actions.the little things that you do every single day. Saturday, August 30, 2008. I rubbed my eyes and stood up from my deep dead slumber.
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stars and satellites: July 2008
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I read somewhere(a trivial source)where there were all these comments regarding women.especially women who cover up(if you know what i mean).they said that women who cover up tend to get "hornier and easily aroused.therefore, they are constantly wet between their legs".i was completely repulsed by the statement.call me a feminist but are women really that hungry for sex? What about the men then? Doesn't it take two to tango? Friday, July 25, 2008. I'm not saying anything but. Am i really who i am? It occ...
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stars and satellites: May 2008
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Cool stuff of the day. The lip-sync was a little off but this could be an actual music video.i've watched this at least ten times.it's THAT good! Tuesday, May 27, 2008. Süßigkeit zu meinen Augen. I couldn't sleep so i went downstairs in the middle of the night. i turned on the tv and flipped through all the channels.it's saturday night and there's wrestling? So i keep hitting on the remote control incessantly.then, i thought i saw sp! He reminded me SO much of sp that i sat down for the entire hour!
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stars and satellites: independence
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This is the first time i've entered a public cc.the chairs are fabulously comfortable and the screens made my laptop screen looks like a tiny rectangle. As Malaysia's 51st Independence Day is tomorrow and Ramadan is coming,i'll talk about those today. What does it mean being independent? Being independent doesn't only mean sticking a flag on your car.instead, it's your actions.the little things that you do every single day. Saturday, August 30, 2008. Because life is best written. 28.05.1986.
