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unruly scrawl: giddy
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Sunday, December 23, 2012. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Some recent and random observations. Rhythm of the home. Stuff white people like. Picture Window theme. Powered by Blogger.
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unruly scrawl: bright little lights
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Friday, December 21, 2012. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Some recent and random observations. Rhythm of the home. Stuff white people like. Picture Window theme. Powered by Blogger.
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unruly scrawl: birth story
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Saturday, December 29, 2012. It's coming. Be patient. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Some recent and random observations. Rhythm of the home. Stuff white people like. Picture Window theme. Powered by Blogger.
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unruly scrawl: some recent & random observations
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Thursday, December 27, 2012. Some recent and random observations. Doses off. And he's giving up naps these days too, so that means there are days when I do not manage to sneak one solitary snuggle the whole long day through. I have to beg for a hug. Beg for one, I tell you! Because he's just so damned busy.busy pretending he's the Velveteen Rabbit, or St. Martin, or a little lost mouse looking for his winter home. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Rhythm of the home.
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unruly scrawl: testing, testing
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Friday, July 29, 2011. You're too late for the test! Blurted out the sonographer. "This baby is 14 weeks and two days old based on crown to rump measurements.". That's impossible. Maybe it's just a really big baby? Meanwhile, M is at my back whispering: "You really know the possible conception dates? You wrote down the dates we had sex? Yes," I seethed back at him, laughing to myself. "We were trying to get pregnant. I write everything down. Someone has to.". The doctor came in after all the measuring an...
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unruly scrawl: heartbeat
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011. And it's not making me sick! A little worried voice in the back of my mind said "uh oh! So when she pushed the little thingy around, up a little higher.ah! And finally found it, I breathed a sigh of relief. And then I choked back a tiny little sob because HOLY SHIT- THAT'S MY BABY! My new baby whose face I have not seen, whose personality is a mystery, but who will undoubtedly charm and delight me a hundred million times over, just as my sweet X has. Sleeping through the night!
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unruly scrawl: connection
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Wednesday, January 9, 2013. It's what I feared the most about this journey before I embarked. -the intensity, the intimacy. It just seemed like too much, too absorbing, too painful in the end. And it will be. In the end. But that's good, isn't it? A life worth clinging to? My children tear the very heart out of me like no one before and undoubtedly as no one ever will again. I would do anything for them. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Rhythm of the home.
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unruly scrawl: birth story (on the occasion of my daughter's first birthday)
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Thursday, February 7, 2013. Birth story (on the occasion of my daughter's first birthday). I had spent the months preceding anxious and troubled. Xavier's birth. Was a pretty epic and traumatic event. I didn't want a repeat and I was determined to do whatever I needed to do to ensure this next baby was born. In fact, my entire belly skewed to the left so seriously that my belly button shifted to the right to give it a little more room. For a long while after the birth. He reported later that he could hea...
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unruly scrawl: publishing
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Friday, June 10, 2011. It's hard for me not to go public with this one. With X I shouted my joy from the highest treetops from the very first that I knew of his existence. But I am more cautious this time. My age dictates that I take the genetic testing a little more seriously. I am 37 this time (almost.don't rush me! I have X to consider, who would surely suffer some if we had an exceptionally high needs baby in our care. I guess I just don't want to fuck anything up. So I am keeping hush-hush until we'...
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unruly scrawl: simple pleasures
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Friday, December 28, 2012. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Some recent and random observations. Rhythm of the home. Stuff white people like. Picture Window theme. Powered by Blogger.
