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sugar coated lil devil: a tad too late?
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Tuesday, February 2, 2010. A tad too late? So my depression set in a little later than expected. i thought i didnt have to go through it. but it did : i'm glad sumhow i did endure it. It might be common knowledge but yeah, i turned the wrong direction to deal wif it. but sumhow, im glad i did? I mean, how come i always have to be such a goody goody? WHY does clubbing make me a bad person! Typical rantings by morganadraven.
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sugar coated lil devil: martina mcbride sed it...
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Friday, February 27, 2009. Martina mcbride sed it. I'll be what i know i shouldn't. I'll do what i know i cannot. Yeah thts wad i know. That was wad i tried to leave behind and change. Now i know what had inspired me to turn over a nu leaf. But, i realise that inspiration is gone. Like they say : old habits die hard. I remember the bittersweet memories. carefree and wild. That was me back then. When i want to. With a naughty smile.
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sugar coated lil devil: September 2008
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Friday, September 26, 2008. Maybe it was a spur of a moment. something that i just suddenly wanted to do without encouragement or reason to. i didn't even have time to think rationally about the action i was about to take. there i was thinking with a giggle:"gah lets just get this over with! By the term "get it over with" , i meant that i wanted the truth. I feel so tired. With all these nagging thoughts. 1 i like you alot. Guilt...
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sugar coated lil devil: reality bites.
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Friday, September 26, 2008. Maybe it was a spur of a moment. something that i just suddenly wanted to do without encouragement or reason to. i didn't even have time to think rationally about the action i was about to take. there i was thinking with a giggle:"gah lets just get this over with! By the term "get it over with" , i meant that i wanted the truth. I feel so tired. With all these nagging thoughts. 1 i like you alot. Guilt...
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sugar coated lil devil: February 2008
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Friday, February 29, 2008. Hmm i remembered the first time being forced to wear skirts by my mom when i was six. gosh. it was like forcing satan to wear a pair of angel wings! I was howling and struggling. it was a satin skirt with white lace and ribbons. *shivers* i never really like the kiddy stuff . but . i bought myself a short skirt. from Dorothy Perkins! I went out wit him and realized. I'm really happy! Yet as much as i wa...
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sugar coated lil devil: November 2009
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Sunday, November 15, 2009. Turning over an old leaf. I've truly gotten over him. The guy that i've always been in love with. Then again, ppl say :. If u really love him, u cudnt get over it! That might be true. But what if u know tht u'll NVR be happy. Knowing he doesnt feel the same? But what if u know tht u have NVR mattered. To him as much as him to u? Is when you're not given a choice. Get over him or forever feel inadequate.
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sugar coated lil devil: December 2008
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Tuesday, December 2, 2008. Had a long talk with Ben on the phone just now. darn. i'm gonna miss him like crazy. Its gonna be worse now that he'll be in the States rather than just the other side of Msia. shucks la. now BOTH of my best frens are out of the country. this is when i can truly say, i'm all alone. now there is no one i can turn or run to instantly. Has to think on its own feet and survive on its own! Long gone is that ...
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sugar coated lil devil: ben? kai? maggot?
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Tuesday, December 2, 2008. Had a long talk with Ben on the phone just now. darn. i'm gonna miss him like crazy. Its gonna be worse now that he'll be in the States rather than just the other side of Msia. shucks la. now BOTH of my best frens are out of the country. this is when i can truly say, i'm all alone. now there is no one i can turn or run to instantly. Has to think on its own feet and survive on its own! Long gone is that ...
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sugar coated lil devil: February 2009
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Sugar coated lil devil. I cried when i was born, now i know why ever since. Friday, February 27, 2009. Martina mcbride sed it. I'll be what i know i shouldn't. I'll do what i know i cannot. Yeah thts wad i know. That was wad i tried to leave behind and change. Now i know what had inspired me to turn over a nu leaf. But, i realise that inspiration is gone. Like they say : old habits die hard. I remember the bittersweet memories. carefree and wild. That was me back then. When i want to. With a naughty smile.
