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Only a Mirage: December 2006
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A Diamond in the Desert. Tuesday, December 19, 2006. The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasmer participants. Want in Sugasm #60? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set. Http:/ dirtylittlecockslut.blogspot.com). I was being watched by a room full of people, but all I could think about was his thick cock, pounding me, his balls slapping against my ass.
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Only a Mirage: February 2007
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A Diamond in the Desert. Sunday, February 25, 2007. Hi, my name is MM, and I’m an addict. First it was cigarettes. I’ve been able to quit pretty much everything (I still drink some), but with an addictive personality, there’s always something I’m jonesing for. Right now, it’s cock. I’ve become a fuck-junkie, and as any junkie will tell you, we’ll go to pretty extreme measures. To scratch that itch or chase that dragon. Not so, sex. I don’t know if it’s sex with this guy,. But, as I’ve mentioned before,.
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Only a Mirage: March 2007
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A Diamond in the Desert. Thursday, March 29, 2007. I've been tagged by Preheated! It's my first tag and I feel like a real Blogger (tm) now. And maybe like I should send candy, or at the very least, some unagi. ;-). Without further ado, then, 5 facts about me you wouldn't have known by reading the blog:. 1) I used to supplement my income by hustling pool. Indeed, I found fairly early on that the "but I'm just a girl! Line worked wonders in appropriating easy marks with a willingness to wager. I wonder if...
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Only a Mirage: September 2006
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A Diamond in the Desert. Thursday, September 28, 2006. So My first love called me out of the blue the other day. We'd been e-mailing each other for some time after he Googled me and was actually able to track me down. (Through Google! I have a picture of me at the airport. I look confused. At that time, I frequently was. After the initial shock, I e-mailed back (of course, I live for the pain! And we've been sporadically and generally happily e-corresponding ever since. Superficial it is, then. That he c...
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It's been a long, long time. Posting to Lj has seemed so ridiculous.… - You Don't Know Me
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It's been a long, long time. Posting to Lj has seemed so ridiculous. - You Dont Know Me. But you wish you could. Prefers: Dogs over cats, red lipstick to pink, high heels to flats, warm weather to cold. 26 March 2007 @ 11:58 am. It's been a long, long time. Posting to Lj has seemed so ridiculous. I think this will be my last post - and I'll explain more toward the end of it. I've had a really eventful few months. He's doing well. Only carries cash. Figure it out. So - tuition. I've decided to go to p...
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Only a Mirage: October 2006
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A Diamond in the Desert. Wednesday, October 25, 2006. Stereotypical surfer boy, Sean was bleached-blond, freckled, and tasted of salt. He had beautiful blue eyes with an ever-present mischievous twinkle. Our families had been friends for years, and as I got older, he came around more often. A blossoming master in the art of engagement, I’d flirt with him shamelessly: shy coquette one visit, oblivious exhibitionist the next. Coming up for air, he asks if I have had enough. Please I gasp, my heart is i...
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Only a Mirage: April 2007
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A Diamond in the Desert. Monday, April 23, 2007. Do you understand grief? No, me neither. But I do now realize that no number of cigarettes smoked, no amount of wine or liquor consumed over convivial times at the bar, no multitudes of men, no amount of cock will fill that hole, cross that divide, deliver me. Miss you, dad. Posted by desert diamond at 9:47 PM. Sunday, April 22, 2007. What a Fucking Week. Also, delayed demerits for leaving marks. Tacky! Friday I went to dinner with Jose who I haven't seen ...
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Only a Mirage: November 2006
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A Diamond in the Desert. Tuesday, November 21, 2006. Later I call to order some takeaway. Are you ok? Is everything all right? He wants to save me, I think. I tell him I’m fine, order, disconnect. When I go to pick up, the restaurant is empty. My dinner isn’t quite finished, so I accept a glass of wine. While talking, he tells me he is separated from his wife of 30 years. I had not yet mastered walking at the time of his wedding. It takes a few seconds for this to register. As it does, I watch his fa...
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Only a Mirage: January 2007
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A Diamond in the Desert. Monday, January 29, 2007. One of the first things I look at are the hands. There is a reason that hands are so often used as an art subject - you can tell so much from them. If you pay attention, they'll tell you most everything. Has strong hands. They are big with gnarly knuckles from hitting people and things too much. The veins push out the top. They are heavily calloused and have myriad scars of all sizes. One hand can almost completely encircle my throat. If I am wearing pan...
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