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Wednesday, March 29, 2006. Oh man. I had the MOST exciting day. Through work I know a pilot who took me on a helicopter ride today! Is it stupid that I'm having issues adjusting to my new fancy blog home? I was so used to my little grey site with the picture of the firefighters I took on top. I'm a little overwhelmed, and a little uninspired. Besides making dinners, I love to bake. Cakes are what I seem to do most, and since I don't actually eat them myself, the firefighters always benefit. Hey! And that...
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Saturday, January 30, 2010. I have a travel log blog (ha! On our cruise in the que, but I just had to post about this today. This morning Ryan and I took a tour at Superstition Farm. We're really interested in finding out more about our locally grown food, and Superstition Farm is so close we can smell it. No really, we SMELL it. I follow the Farm on Facebook and Twitter. And decided it was about time I visited the place that Udder Delights. Comes from. And also? And two BABY COWS. Babies! On to the star...
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Monday, July 31, 2006. High School: Not for the faint of heart. I know this sounds stupid since I'm JUST 28, but I'm feeling old lately. And I'm telling you the first thing to go is the metabolism. I'm ultra sensitive right now because we're going to Vegas next week (where I want to look cute) and The Reunion is coming up quickly. So I'm really working hard at the gym, and I've cut back on my food a lot. I'm serious! Don't tell him I told you. I'm hoping that my new lens will get me going again. I'm not ...
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Thursday, January 28, 2010. Lots has happened since I last checked in! My pre-holidays photo sessions were amazing and I was happily busy. Now it's the new year and I had been expecting a bit of a slow down. Not so! I've already had a session this year and I've got an adorable newborn to point my camera at this weekend. I'm particularly excited about this one because it's the first born of a couple who's wedding I shot! I can't believe it! And now on to the big news! First, Nemec Photography. I'm Amanda&...
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Sunday, May 09, 2010. My mom and me on a Photo Day). And then she told me that I better be prepared for her to be nosey about my life for the rest of hers. So to all the mothers in my life, a very Happy Mother's Day to you. I'm amazed by mothers and their ability to create life and make it beautiful. Posted by atpanda at 9:23 AM. Im glad you made it through ok. its always a hard holiday and i know you miss you mom so. Hugs! Big hugs. I cant imagine how much you must miss her. D. View my complete profile.
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010. Guess what. we get snow in AZ too! This last weekend Ryan and I packed up the dogs, some food, homemade limoncello, our flat screen TV and tons of hot chocolate and headed up to Pinetop in the White Mountains. Arizona has tons of snow hanging around up north, and even though we're n ot skiing and snowboarding anymore. We both love the snow, and Ryan really needed to get out of town and away from homework. Not quite as graceful. Can you hear how windy it was? CLICK HERE to vi...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Happy News--For Someone Else
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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, November 18, 2005. Happy News- For Someone Else. I found out a good friend of mine is pregnant. This is the first close pregnancy since discovering i can never get pregnant. Never, ever. And then you hear about those who can. How do i feel? I dont know. Numb. Disappointed. Saddenned. But right now, i feel that happiness that isnt mine. And it feels like a sad loss to me. Posted by Fertile Soul at 12:08 PM. I started this blog to mourn the loss of our unborn children and g...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Mourning Has Broken
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40 Mournings and Nights. Monday, February 13, 2006. Well, i guess you can say that the mourning is over. I'm no longer mourning the loss of my unborn children, and I no longer suffer from permanent infertility- the two reasons i started this blog. Instead, dh and i have been downgraded to the garden variety infertility and have become residents of ivf nation. In the meantime, I will be starting a new journey at The Fertile Soul. Take care and God bless. Morning has broken, like the first morning. Praise ...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Happy Thanksgiving !#*%&@!^%!*#%**#*!*@
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40 Mournings and Nights. Thursday, November 24, 2005. So, today's Thanksgiving. We're invited to my SIL's. I'm not going. DH is. I just dont wanna. I wanna stay home and have a day off. I dont want to see people. I dont want to make conversation. I dont want to be uncomfortable. What i want to do is have a little quiet time for myself. Relax in peace and quiet. Write. Wax. Do a load or two of laundry. Play with my cats. Watch a movie. Go to bed early. Take care of me. So those are my plans. This was my j...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Procedure Overwhelm
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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, February 03, 2006. I'm nervous. This procedure is coming up, and i feel all out of sorts. I dont know where to begin. I'm scared (surprise, surprise). I have no friends or family to talk to about this, mostly because they cant relate and usually end up saying something patronizing, which then makes me feel like it's better to have said nothing at all. Do they need to freak us out MORE? I'm scared, but it's so irrational, but i am. And, i dont know why. I guess that's what...
