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WhAtZ InSidE oUt Of mE: April 2009
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WhAtZ InSidE oUt Of mE. Tuesday, April 14, 2009. 有时候, 我在想,反省着,我,到底是怎样的一个人,是怎样的一位女生。。。 我,活在这世上的意义,是什么。小时候,我乖巧,很讨人喜欢。 但,一天一天的长大,一天一天在改变的我,已经不再是那,. 又讨人喜欢,又乖巧的女儿了。。。 我,为何要比我同年龄的朋友,来得成熟。。。 8220;成熟”,里头的意思,到底是好,还是坏? 还是,比一般的朋友,只是想的,比较远一些? 我懂得礼仪,我懂得如何去与许多人沟通,也知道良心,是何物。 但,我的生活,还是无法平静的过,无法快快乐乐的活。 我了解,我也懂得,自我虐待,自暴自气,甚至自杀,不仅不会把所有的愤怒、. 悲伤“变”不见,也会导致更多不必要的麻烦,更多伤心事。。。 有时候,甚至会把自己所爱的亲朋好友,拖下水,让他们跟着自己,痛苦的活着每一天。。。 8220;成熟稳重”的品格,是许多亲朋好友都会用它来夸奖我。 可是,因为拥有这样的品格,导致我上学的日子,无法有安宁、简单、. 不能坦白的告白自己的暗恋对象。。。 因为我出国的关系,我读了两年的初二。...
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WhAtZ InSidE oUt Of mE: November 2009
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WhAtZ InSidE oUt Of mE. Monday, November 9, 2009. 日有所思﹐夜有所夢。。。 哈哈哈哈 最近的我﹐在忙著考試。。。但其中我還在網絡認識了一位新朋友喲. 更可愛的是﹐我竟然夢見他三次 = =. 第一次的夢境已經迷糊了。而第二和第三次﹐都是持續兩天都夢到他﹐雖然這倆次的夢境都不一樣﹐但仍然還是那個可愛的他。。。 第二次﹐只睡了倆小時﹐夢中夢見和他與一群朋包了一輛和特別的巴士﹐不知都在慶祝什麼。。。那時的他﹐坐靠窗﹐心事從從。我本來想問他在想什麼﹐但可能因為剛認識的關係﹐我退縮了。我們的另一個朋友﹐打破了他那時的空虛樣﹐勸他不要在一旁不開心﹐一起下來慶祝慶祝。後來﹐當我們一起舉起酒杯﹐準備慶祝時﹐夢境就被我媽打碎了. 第三次更可愛﹐無緣無故就夢見與他在電話中交談。交談中竟然似乎帶些甜蜜 通話的次數也有多次﹐就是交談時﹐會突然掛段﹐又通話﹐又掛段﹐來來去去了好幾回。但後來﹐好像有提到他會來本地什麼的。夢境一瞬間就轉到他被言蒙矇...很怪吧﹖也許﹐這就是人們常說的﹕日有所思﹐夜有所夢. UploaDing bY Kandy Aki -Lin-. AcOrD ( v ).
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Sunday, May 23, 2010. Sitting on a sofa in my bedroom under an environment that I love the most blogging. The time now is 7.31pm. The changing of the day is so beautiful. I like to look at this type of scene because it give me a very relaxing feeling.:). The first aid course in the coming June holiday is not confirm yet althought I applied for it earlier but no new was update to me so far. My CPR test was confrimed on 6 June at kallang and I still need to study for my theory test too. I am indeed looking...
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Friday, July 10, 2009. It had been quite sometime since I post . Ya , this week on Monday is Youth Day holiday . Therefore no school . SAD SAD missed 2 weeks of my PE lesson . I LOVE PE VERY VERY. But I still did some study at home . Tuesday , also nth much happened in school . After school having my O level MT Oral . Passage was alright . But for the conversation's. Wednesday , I was absent from school due to slight flu . CCA. That I got an A1 . Not really surprise to me . But for Jia. Drill 2 holes and...
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Friday, August 13, 2010. I choose to let go. Becase there are several reasons. Firstly, I don't to get distract myself away from it. As I had been distracted by this issue for 1 whole week and my grades were being affected. Secondly, I feel that no matter what it is, I will not always be better than her ex-stead. She will not feel secure/confident in me. Forthly, I do not want to break the brother and sister relationship with her. So I choose to let go. Although I really do not wish to lose her as a stea...
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Saturday, May 30, 2009. Holiday coming . But no holiday for me in the 1st week of the holiday as my day is pack of things . Coming Monday will be my Chinese GCE 'O" level paper . Tuesday I still need to report back to school for my structure lesson ( Chemistry ). Thursday , I intend to wake up early to study and go for my structure after that . After structure , I will be going home 1st then come back . Friday the same as Thursday . But will not be coming back to school . Wednesday I still need to report...
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Thursday, March 25, 2010. Haiz, i think this is the 1st time I admit to my fate in my NCC and relationship because I feel thatno matter how hard I worked, it no going to work. Wednesday, March 24, 2010. Wednesday, March 17, 2010. So will the 59 intake be held again in April? Saturday, March 13, 2010. COURSE WAS CANCELLED, ALMOST ALL THE THING DID NOT WENT WELL FOR ME! Picturses and videos were taken! Friday, March 12, 2010. WILL I BE ABLE TO BE NCC OFFFICER? IT WILL BE A DEPENDING ON FATE! Just start to ...
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009. Specially update . Because I had nothing to do . So unlucky . Fall sick on the first day and second day of school. Do not know what our school band SYF. Got Gonna work harder this week . Miss 2 days of lesson . Think maybe busy this whole week because I need to catch up those thing I missed during the 2 day . Shall end here ba. Need to go study already . Maybe I shall update again on this coming friday. Friday, March 27, 2009. Wednesday , after school got geography structure ....
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008. Hey guy about 30 more minutes to 2009.And it going to the end of 2008.Time pass very fast indeed.Once after the 30 minutes 2008 will be gone and it will be gone forever it will only leave us the all the memories that happen in the year.I will alway remember that a group of my friend had make my year 2008 with joy fun and laught but also sad time too. Hock Meng being friend for 4 year.At first I also have bad impression of you due to all the rumour.But as time pass I ...Zi Ya...
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Sunday, April 25, 2010. It had been quite long since I update. Poly started last thursday(15 April 2010) Lesson was quite fun. I love the lesson on thursday very much. But to be frank, I find it too rush for us to have our Lunch Presentation Worksheet being done in 2 hours. After that, there still RJ evulation, quiz to be done after the lesson. So my schedule for the upcoming week will be pack. MONDAY: After lesson, I need to atend a talk then follow by doing all my homework before going home. I missed t...