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l'esprit de escalier: November 2014
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Friday, November 28, 2014. 1 That one place where people depart and arrive. 2 I come here every weekend for morning walk. 3 Some incidents happened, and i was prohibited from running. 3 One thing i am proud of myself is, to be able to dine alone :). 6 I used to come here a lot browsing books @ benzamine bookstore. 7 My pre wedding photo shall be here someday kahkah. 9 With high hopes, i'd like to have a proper reading room in future. Wednesday, November 26, 2014.
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l'esprit de escalier: October 2014
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Thursday, October 30, 2014. A trip to memory lane. Find myself at your door, just like all those times before. I'm not sure how i got there, all roads they lead me here" - Taylor Swift ft Gary Lightbody. I always have this uncomfortable feeling about sharing back stories Simply because, not everything happened in my past was something i would be happy to share. Besides, it is difficult for me to open up. Yes Did i love him? 6: I don't remember much about Bajubi...
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l'esprit de escalier: For once, dreams do come true
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Sunday, August 2, 2015. For once, dreams do come true. When i was 19, i had a dream. A vivid dream, that when i woke up from it; i can still remember it. In that particular dream, i saw myself wearing pink and i was in a graduation ceremony. About 2 years had flown away,. And on May 18th, 2015. I really was wearing pink for real. Since there were too many people that gave me handshake, warm hugs,. I knew, that it wasn't just a dream. Allahu, all praises to You.
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l'esprit de escalier: April 2014
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Saturday, April 26, 2014. There are decades,. But, there are weeks, where decades happen. Thursday, April 17, 2014. Look at this photograph, everytime i look it makes me laugh" - Nickelback. It's funny when day by day passes, but nothing feels like changing. Not even my weight. Kahkah. Oops. But then, if you look back, everything is different. 1 In less than 2 months time, i'll be in my final semester. Exactly, how 2 years flies? What happened was,. And if we l...
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l'esprit de escalier: Make a chair & take a seat
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Sunday, August 2, 2015. Make a chair and take a seat. A lot of times i took a very long long pause and stare at the "EXIT" signboard. There are series of unfortunate events where i encountered the road saying "EXIT" but without a door. By any chance, how does one find a way of exit with nowhere of its door to be found. No, my dear. If someone give you a pile of woods, and ask you to seat, then by all means make yourself a chair. Where do we go from here. But st...
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l'esprit de escalier: Alexithymia
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Tuesday, July 28, 2015. And we hide our feelings forgetting that eyes too speak in a language we can never define. About 2 months ago,. I attended an interview for law admission intake with one of the premier law school,. That once denied my application as a Post SPM student. (ohh, look how fate spins us around). No, we're not going to rant on the rejection. But, let me pick out one of the questions the Professors asked me. Impulsively, I replied. No, it's time...
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l'esprit de escalier: Time, stand still.
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Monday, July 27, 2015. Time, stand still. Apapun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti. Nanti kita kan tahu, betapa bijaknya hidup" - S.N. If this is a letter, i now must apologize for being in hiatus mode. Leaving you o reader o stalker o follower (let's just pretend you are one) questioning my journey. Just a short note for today;. I sometimes wish to sleep, and perhaps wake up 10 years later. Semoga kepergianmu, tak akan merubah apapun. Jessica Jung (제시카 정).
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l'esprit de escalier: July 2015
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Tuesday, July 28, 2015. We keep this love in this photograph. we made this memories for ourselves. Where our eyes are never closing, hearts are never broken. Time forever frozen still" - Sheeran. What's common about everyone in this picture (excluding me) is,. They all say "I love you" to me. But I, almost never appropriately say. I love you, too". They had no idea how happy i am, just when Allah send them over to me. About 2 months ago,. Impulsively, I replied.
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l'esprit de escalier: Pastime favorite
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The feelings after you left a conversation. Wednesday, April 22, 2015. Look at this photograph, everytime I look it makes me laugh"-Nickelback. When i was 7, i had a fight with someone that was always seen around me. I can't remember what was the fight all about. But, my friend made a joke out of me- which i found. With the anger and the raging fire within my soul because of that joke, I decided to ignore her. One day, a letter was given to me. The phrases i remembered the most was,. In the apology letter.
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