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Tuesday, January 01, 2013. A year ago I was "Falling into 2012". and to be honest. this year did feel a lot like I was knocked out, down for the count, and then slowly revived and rebuilt toward the end. I had a lot of hope going into 2012 that things were going to be different, and they have been, but not in the way I had thought. I have had more challenges pulling the "annual" lessons of the year - but I'm going to give it a try. 1) Freedom From Fear. 2) Wrestling With God. I had been for quite some ti...
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Friday, February 25, 2005. You're in a better place,. I've heard a thousand times. And at least a thousand times. I've rejoiced for you. But the reason why I'm broken,. The reason why I cry. Is how long must I wait to be with you. I close my eyes and I see your face. If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place. Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow. I've never been more homesick than now. Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways. The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know.
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I Will Hope In You. Thursday, October 11, 2012. There is a kind of tired that comes not with lack of sleep. That comes not from physical exertion. That lags not from lack of food or drink. There is a type of fatigue that comes from persevering. That comes from fighting forward. That comes from survival. A combination of both physical and emotional. An exhaustion born from the work of waiting. From the season of planting. Then trusting for the harvest. The flicker of hope at the end of the tunnel may help.
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Journeys in Outer Space: Uncle Traveling Matt: July 2006
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Journeys in Outer Space: Uncle Traveling Matt. Sunday, July 30, 2006. Happy Birthday to me! So, as of eight or so minutes ago, I'm officially 26. Kind of scary. Getting to 25 didn't seem too bad, but 26 seems kind of.old. Today I got to celebrate my birthday by going out to Tower Lake, re-logging some core, and working to put together a representative rock suite for one of our project areas. Whoo! Posted by Matt at 5:57 PM. Saturday, July 29, 2006. Posted by Matt at 7:14 PM. Friday, July 28, 2006. On Sun...
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Friday, December 30, 2005. As many of you have come to learn. when I do not post, there is reason for it. These last two weeks - the struggles, the challenges, and the things I have faced in my life, were not things that could be processed or explained via blog. most of these last two weeks have been a day-by-day, challenge-by-challenge, endurance test. Then end is near. As 2005 is so near its close, I continue to plead. I believe in faith that I am near the end of something and hopefully begining someth...
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Life in the Fast Lane. Running on Empty. Saturday, May 28, 2005. Fill It Up Please". I say to the man at the pump. and gladly sit in my car as the rain and wind are something to talk about that day. Fill me up Please! I say to my Father in Heaven. as I realize that I'm once again running on empty while the world whirls around me. Well time to go get all that shizzle done so I can leave for home tommorrow night! Yay for my first time planning a bridal shower :). I just love sanity as well. Well, here I am...
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Sunday, March 27, 2005. In more ways than one. Just finished my last paper in my Social Work degree- - insane - WOW. Only thing left to send to Regina is my last set of journals - hope to finish the most of that tommorrow. And then of course everything I need to do to complete my time and assignments at Hannah's Home. Blessed to be in Fort Wayne Indiana visiting friends this weekend. God is so neat! Remembering the love of Christ. Posted by Becca @ 1:59 AM. Thursday, March 24, 2005. Today in one of our a...
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Tuesday, November 27, 2012. It’s been a long year. It’s been a long couple years. But in particular, the last 12 months have been long and have been some of the hardest and darkest of my life. A year ago there was a lot of major things happening in my life. On the ministry side, we made some tough decisions that affected people I care about and a ministry I care about and have been connected to for pretty much the entirety of my adult life. This amputation occurred at the end of a series of stressful yea...
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He Will Carry Me. Thursday, July 28, 2005. I picked up the phone to call a woman who I would say has been my greatest spiritual influence since I was a child. She is one of my two "other mom's" and just an amazing person in my life. I called her to get her daughter's number so I can visit when I go to Leduc this weekend. But that's not really why I called. God knew I needed her. Mark Schultz - He Will Carry Me. I’ve lost it all. And it’s more than I can bear. I feel so empty. But I feel like givin’ in.
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When the spinning stops. drink a smoothie. Thursday, November 25, 2004. Quite honestly I never really liked that game as a kid. You probably all know where I'm going with this. but as usual I've been thinking a lot. Today was really rough. and I was frustrated with myself. Why am I so upset? Why can I not focus on the things I need to focus on? Why am I finding it so hard to just get through a day when there is nothing really happening and in fact everything is getting better, beginning to make sense?