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Deborah Descends: Deborah's December
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Monday, 29 December 2014. I think I am going to wind this blog down. I know I've said similar in the past, haven't I? A dead-endedness was well expressed by me here. The journey into my inner femininity has been good, but now introspection has finally run out of steam. I've grown weary of 'interiority, imagination and desire'. Nevertheless, the appeal of my own little autonomous realm within an underground world has held its appeal....
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Deborah Descends: July 2014
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Saturday, 26 July 2014. Self-acceptance, towards and beyond. The whole experience of writing a blog which does get read but doesn't get many comments is an odd one. Overall, though this is very uneven, it is gradually getting to feel less adequate, to me, as an expression of my transness. It feels like a private dance with some unknown faces looking in at me through the window, though I can't see them. First, then Deborah Descends.
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Deborah Descends: Dead-end Deborah?
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Monday, 15 December 2014. I have been contemplating the insubstantiality of my own existence. I have frequently extolled the potential of cyberspace for liberating ontology, in a way that is particularly good for trans people. Cyberspace gives people a place to act - a real space to act - in which they are not tied to external reality. Wonderful! Can inner women socialise? I feel that I am treading water. The blog is becoming an un...
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Deborah Descends: March 2014
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Thursday, 27 March 2014. Inner woman, crossdreaming man. As I interpret my inner self, I have a sense that Debbie the inner woman and Deb the crossdreaming persona are distinct, and that this is an important distinction. So I embrace both the inner woman and the crossdreamer. Recently I have gone a bit potty for Sally Potter, the film director. Her films really are magnificent. Orlando. These certainly had the 'oooh! Factor. The mo...
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Deborah Descends: December 2014
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Tuesday, 30 December 2014. Yes, I've decided, the chronicle ends here. I've examined the reasons for this in recent posts. Projects have an appropriate lifespan. If they carry on too long quality diminishes, and creative energy is spent that could be better deployed elsewhere. Many thanks again to all who've supported this blog. And to all who've made a positive contribution to trans culture. Posted by Deborah Kate. Links to this post.
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Deborah Descends: April 2014
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Wednesday, 9 April 2014. Woman trapped inside the body of a computer. I have put my talent into writing. My genius I have saved for living.' Oscar Wilde. The life/writing relationship is complicated by the writer being the subject of their own writing. Especially when the theme is introspection and development of identity. There's an appeal and also a discomfort in performing myself in this public/private space. Bye for now. xxx. Poste...
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CROSSDREAM LIFE MAGAZINE: December 2014
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Wednesday, December 31, 2014. Deborah closes Deborah Descends. Deborah has decided to close down Deborah Descends,. A blog with a lot of insightful reflections on sex, gender and transgender. I am really sad to see it go. In 2012 Deborah closed down her crossdreamer journal: Mirror Sister. The existing content is still available, though. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). New Threads on Crossdream Life. There are men who dream about being women and women who dream about being men. We call them crossdreamers.
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Deborah Descends: September 2014
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Friday, 26 September 2014. I have a strong desire to settle on a position that accepts my transness in a deep, calm, mature way. Transness is a challenge to really accept. It can, though, also feel like a comfortable, sensual private refuge, a kind of warm womb. So in which direction do bravery and honesty point? And then there is sexual desire, which, by nature, also runs counter to calm, wise, sensible attitudes. Links to this post.
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Deborah Descends: August 2014
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Journey to the centre of my inner femininity: an introspective diary. Friday, 8 August 2014. So many of us. There have been many trans people recorded in history, but how many more of us have there been who kept their transness to themselves? A vast secret tribe who never knew each other, never connected as a community. Who couldn't each develop confidently in the knowledge that they were who they felt they were, and that there was nothing wrong with that? Posted by Deborah Kate. Links to this post.
