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Only Molly Ringwald for company | A bumpy ride
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Just another WordPress.com weblog. Only Molly Ringwald for company. August 30, 2010 in Uncategorized. I started feeling nauseous today at 4am, then again at 6am and so on, for the rest of the day. I shook DH awake on the second visitation and told him, I’m feeling sick, I said, hoping he’d spring to his feet and make me a marmalade toast. That’s great news, he said, before turning over and falling back asleep. Golden Scans part 2. Golden Scans part one. The past few weeks. Kristin on Stork activities.
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The past few weeks | A bumpy ride
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Just another WordPress.com weblog. The past few weeks. October 3, 2010 in Uncategorized. Have been nerve-wracking. I’ve barely been able to talk about my pregnancy let alone write about it, for fear of hexing it. Golden Scans part 2. Golden Scans part one. The past few weeks. Kristin on Stork activities. Esperanza on Stork activities. The Best of the Adoption/Loss/Infertility Blogs of 2009. Babies Everywhere but None that call me mama. Diary of an infertile madwoman. Everyone Else But Me. I also had spot...
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Golden Scans part one | A bumpy ride
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Just another WordPress.com weblog. Golden Scans part one. October 13, 2010 in Uncategorized. I did all this and more in the run-up to the scan. I jumped over paving stone cracks, avoided ladders and bought a second alarm clock. None of it stopped me from feeling so nervous I nearly didn’t turn up to the scan, so desperate was I not to get bad news. Golden Scans part 2. Golden Scans part one. The past few weeks. Kristin on Stork activities. Esperanza on Stork activities. Diary of an infertile madwoman.
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Contrite | A bumpy ride
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Just another WordPress.com weblog. September 21, 2010 in Uncategorized. My most recent post, Just Do It. Has been playing on my mind all day. I apologise to any new Mum who read it, not that (said entirely without sarcasm) if they had any spare time, they would choose to read my blog. I have no right to judge the opinions and thoughts of new mothers any more than I have a right to judge the thought s and opinions of anyone else. Golden Scans part 2. Golden Scans part one. The past few weeks. Create a fre...
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Superstition | A bumpy ride
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Just another WordPress.com weblog. November 21, 2010 in Uncategorized. I’ve been absent from the blogging world for a bit due to an overpowering superstition. I’ve had two extra scans since my 12 week turning point. They say it all seems fine, that there no explanation for the bleeding. That doesn’t stop me from thinking they’ve missed something. Golden Scans part 2. Golden Scans part one. The past few weeks. Kristin on Stork activities. Esperanza on Stork activities. Diary of an infertile madwoman.
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Golden Scans part 2 | A bumpy ride
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Just another WordPress.com weblog. Golden Scans part 2. October 22, 2010 in Uncategorized. As it turns out, Part 2 exists in another form, although also taking the shape of a dramatic rollercoaster ride. Two days ago I went to the loo and found that I was bleeding, enough to think “I shouldn’t be getting a period right now.” Of course my heart stopped. There was only one possibility in my mind. I was miscarrying. In the sodding cinema. Golden Scans part 2. Golden Scans part one. The past few weeks. Leave...
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Roccie Road: My decision
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Retired fertility warrior. Desperate to help anyone still in the game. Saturday, August 21, 2010. I hope it makes sense to move the thoughts from my head to paper. I fear much will get lost in translation. I will do my best to capture it. I want to be able to refer back to it and reset myself if needed. I feel positive. I get it now. The Shit Show has concluded. I have been thinking about donor eggs since. Our first IVF failure. Would they let us go ahead and try again? What number is enough? Short of a ...
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Falling in Hope: February 2011
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The coping blog of a recurrent miscarrier. Wednesday, February 23, 2011. It has been a very very long time; part of my process, I suppose. I am going to spare you all any efforts at literary suspense to say that baby and I are fine. He is 25 weeks yesterday - and yes, it's a He and he has all his chromosomes in the right number and configuration. Have you guessed what comes next? If you are a seasoned IFer, you probably guessed that - whatever came next - it went every which way except the way we planned.
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Falling in Hope: My day-before-Thanksgiving-boss-is-gone-and-I’m-totally-slacking Update
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The coping blog of a recurrent miscarrier. Wednesday, November 24, 2010. My day-before-Thanksgiving-boss-is-gone-and-I’m-totally-slacking Update. Been feeling much better lately. Which, I am finding, is wonderful. In terms of my motivation and mood; but –SURPRISE-I also worry that perhaps it means something else. Having the fatigue and nausea sucked, but I also felt. I have been meaning for a long time to clear up a post from several months ago. Probability of first failure = 0.35. It seemed a little fis...
