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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: February 2009
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Wednesday, February 18, 2009. Never once did he tell me when, so can i ever claim that he was dishonest? He said he'd call. And like that, a timeless plan was issued, and if he was to call 30 years from now, it'd still be that; a plan, fufilled. Yes, a plan it is. Because how dare I call it a promise? Was it ever owed? He ever owed to me? Yes, it was owed. 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: February 2008
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Friday, February 1, 2008. Natasja Saad. gone but not forgotten. 1974-2007. Diary of a Mad Soul Sista. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). SpokenWords Poets that make me drip. Amanda Diva (u gotta see this woman perform! Dana Gilmore (newly discovered thanks to NubianSoul). Georgia Me (i love this woman). J Ivy (i love his hair by the way). You should check him). 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: January 2009
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Saturday, January 31, 2009. Two days ago, I turned 26. And as my 25th year had brought me just about the worst trials,. It just may've been my year of blessings. These things, supposedly dont come in pretty packages. And this one, surely didnt. I was out of school. I felt like a failure. I was in love. Unrequited, at that. I had to let go. She, had not. 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: July 2008
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Monday, July 14, 2008. Dont believe a word she sings. Dont let she lie to you. It aint always so good. But i know i couldnt have known better. Because i simply, did not know better. Just as she wasnt yours. Dont mean your very best friend would be the one. She cant save you, and neither can you, her. And i know i couldnt have known better. And he, believed. 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: My story with PB... concluded.
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Thursday, February 18, 2010. My story with PB. concluded. The story started here:. Http:/ diaryofamadsoulsista.blogspot.com/2006/12/my-closure-bye-pb.html. So, it'd been over 3 years since we spoke but in January, we resumed our friendship or whatever is left of it anyway. I wont get into the details, but from this experience, I have learnt that. Subscrib...
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: Doubting in secret.
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Sunday, March 8, 2009. Its one of those times when I dont want pity. Ever made one of those mistakes that you dont even know if you can ever get to fix? I dont even want to call it a mistake. That sounds like an excuse. I want to call it. Because to tell you that it was a mistake maybe to tell you that i deserve this chance. But see, i dont even care. 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: August 2008
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Sunday, August 10, 2008. My Caribana week just ended :(. Now what am i going to do witht he rest of my summer? Last thursday, i went to ing and Queens - didnt even stay to find out who won. Friday, went to j'ouvert- the official best party of my summer- water everywhere and then some! Why was it still going on when we were leaving at 6am? To ma head,. 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: March 2009
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Sunday, March 15, 2009. I hope you someday,get to see this. But i didnt want to tell you it. You dont deserve a word from me. Instead, you may read it here. Because somewhere along the line,. You forgot that you are not the only one with feelings. It isnt my fault that you're late. But if i continue to let you hurt my feelings. Diary of a Mad Soul Sista. 
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: April 2009
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Thursday, April 23, 2009. Saying I'll be back, never returning, yet knowing that you'd forgive me. Knowing that distance is never an excuse because you really are, right there. Stopping mid sentence, and knowing that you just "got it". Knowing that you're never alone because someone knows you're alive. Frienship is what makes me want to reconnect back wit...
                                     
                                    
                                        
                                            
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit.: February 2010
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                                        I shall blog now, or forever beetch abourrit. The lyrics of my life! Sayin what i feel cuz those who mind, dont matter and those who matter, dont mind! Thursday, February 18, 2010. I was here". Madsoul, signing out. It is no coincidence that the wall paper is navy. blue. No coincidence that these posts reek of anger. No coincidence that I exclaim excessively. And it sure is no coincidence, that I am named, Mad. Though my Soul remained, I was Mad, nonetheless. Certainly not from readers. (Was it? 2 Ountog...