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Xana Razak: December 2013
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Friday, December 20, 2013. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.10. Posted by Xana Razak. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.10. Fashion Is My Passion. Teh Tarik Gelas Besar. Born To Be Mild. View my complete profile. Picture Window template. Powered by Blogger.
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girl in averageland: where is home?
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I'm just a little girl lost in the moment. I'm so scared but I don't show it. January 20, 2012. I do not know what's so good about pasar malam that the place is always packed with people. But I notice some people love pasar malam so much that they cannot survive a week without going to. I guess it is the atmosphere. The hustle and bustle of people looking around for food, or just wandering around aimlessly. What's so good about it then? No No, don't get me wrong. I am not against pasar malam! I grew up i...
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Xana Razak: Shifting Caregiver
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Sunday, March 1, 2015. Is giving the most nightmare to the working mom. But I am thankful for having a new caregiver who is nearer to my house (just opposite to my block and within the walking range) BUT to deal with their anxiety AGAIN? Is the most thing I try to avoid. Which mom has heart to see their kid's cannot-letting-mom-go face or crying? I'm crying too baby. But of course I can't show it. Put a firm face and run to car, slammed the door and drove away. But I'm crying inside. House, and dozed off.
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Xana Razak: November 2013
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Wednesday, November 13, 2013. Macam biasa aku hari-hari balik kerja tung tang kat dapur. Lepas masak sap soi teus ajak keluarga makan. Masuk waktu Mahgrib pun baru nak sudah makan, suapkan anak-anak. Usai makan, pesan dekat Hariz solat nak. Berhentilah main dulu. Lepas solat, belajar Iqra' sikit sambung lah main. Masuk kali ketiga aku pesan suara dah nyaring sikit baru lah dia menjawab. Hariz keluar darah lah mama.". Aku yang kebetulan tengah basuh tangan gelak besar. Mama dah boleh solat belum? Tak bole...
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Xana Razak: January 2014
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Wednesday, January 29, 2014. A new life shall begin. I don't know if I'm ready for this. But I do hope for a smooth path. Maybe my son's du'a has been granted by Allah. With his sincere heart. I try my best to nurture even though I think I might not ready. But Allah grant me this greatest gift. How shall I pass? I am just a servant. Posted by Xana Razak. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A new life shall begin. Fashion Is My Passion. Teh Tarik Gelas Besar. Born To Be Mild.
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Xana Razak: Kisah BBNU
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Wednesday, January 14, 2015. Read BBNU as Budak Baru Nak Up. Aku rasa yang hidup sezaman aku dah melepasi fasa ni. Kebanyakannya dah merasa zaman kipas-susah-mati terhadap artis-artis pujaan ni. Tu belum jumpa. Kalau jumpa, aku rasa aku yang tarik peluk dulu kot. Star strucks kata orang. Itu adalah refleks biasa kot bila jumpa orang yang kita minat giler. Nasib aku jumpa Qi hari tu aku dengan anak-anak dan laki. Kalau tak mau jadi gosip the haters nanti. Would you allow him? Aku rasa ye kot. Minda se...
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Xana Razak: Dilema seorang ibu yang bekerja
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Sunday, March 1, 2015. Dilema seorang ibu yang bekerja. Emak mana yang sampai hati nak tinggalkan anaknya yang menangis bagai nak rak bila hantar ke rumah pengasuh atau tukar rumah pengasuh. Mungkin ramai je yang sampai hati. Tapi segarang-garang aku bila anak melalak kt rumah pengasuh sebab resistant nak pergi aku tak sampai hati. Masuk kereta aku yang melalak balik blaming myself. Kenapa patut jadi macam tu? Kalau aku tak kerja sure anak tak terseksa macam tu. Aku dibesarkan dengan keadaan macam tu.
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Xana Razak: December 2014
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Saturday, December 20, 2014. Big Bad Wolf 2014. Aku pergi lepas seminggu dilancarkan. Lebih kurang pukul 10.30pm aku masuk lepas dinner sekejap dekat The Mines sebelah tu. Ada peningkatan dari last two years aku aku. Last year tak pergi sebab apa eh adik ipar aku kahwin kot dan bajet lari. Hehe. This year, berkesempatan juga aku angkut anak-anak aku pergi. Rambang mata la. Si abang bajet nak cari buku yang ada free Lego tapi cuma ada satu kot Harry Potter. So far, it's worth spending. Posted by Xana Razak.
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Xana Razak: April 2014
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Thursday, April 17, 2014. She's cheeky, funny, babbly, dominant, sometimes a poser, loves cats and babies, daddy's girl. Posted by Xana Razak. Links to this post. Posted by Xana Razak. Links to this post. Posted by Xana Razak. Links to this post. I rather spend for the incoming baby dalam perut tu. Tepuk handbag, tanya berapa ada dalam purse or akaun bank. Huhuhu. Posted by Xana Razak. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Fashion Is My Passion. Teh Tarik Gelas Besar. Born To Be Mild.
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Xana Razak: Rutin hari cuti
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Wednesday, May 27, 2015. Biasanya sehari sebelum or seminggu sebelum cuti tu dah plan nak buat apa dekat rumah. Spring clean almari baju, tukar cadar, basuh baju, masak makan best2, menjahit projek terbaru. Tapi menjelang hari cuti yang biasanya apabila terpaksa cuti-cuti tersepit ni, semua tu hanyalah angan-angan belaka. Sebab kebanyakan masa hanyalah menggomol si bayi kecil yang memang attention seeker atau kipas-susah-mati aku. Pantang aku bangun,merengek. Kids, mom are like that. Posted by Xana Razak.
