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nothing's going to change my world: sick day
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Thursday, August 03, 2006. I haven't eaten all day and I called off sick from work this morning. I've come down with a strain of the flu. It started yesterday. I nearly passed out behind the counter at the deli and later on at the bar, I had to keep leaning against the wall. My body felt weak and my head was pounding. Right now every joint aches, I can't keep anything down. I have a fever and my neck is stiff. I feel like my body is a huge bruise. I wish life wasn't like this. I'm tired of working so...
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nothing's going to change my world: Yesterday and Today
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Friday, July 21, 2006. I've seen this survey. In a lot of blogs lately. I never filled out a survey before so I figured I'd give it a shot. I was 12 years old and struggling with puberty. The awkward adolescent years. I had just gotten my period for the first time ( and was hiding it from my mother and my sister. I had bought my first bra, I hated the way I looked. I let my bestfriend bleach my hair and it nearly fell out. I wanted to look like Gwen Stefani. What I knew NOW. Came in for a bagel. We t...
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Manic Mom's Mental Myriads: More On Tuesday
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Manic Mom's Mental Myriads. Stop by and have a laugh from Manic Mom's Mental Myriads on Motherhood, and some other stuff too, but mostly motherhood, wifehood, thoughts on writing, etc. No politics will be discussed here or geography, and I will not be solving any mathematical equations. Just some BS on whatever I feel like blogging on. Wednesday, November 02, 2005. I knew having a Confessional Tuesday would pay off in a major way! So, to answer the burning questions on blogging:. No, I just try to rememb...
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nothing's going to change my world: new
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Monday, July 31, 2006. I met someone Saturday night. I spent the night at his apartment. He's nearly 20 years older than me. I don't have much time to type about this right now. What am I doing? It's different than I expected. I'mnot thinking clearly. Posted by Iris at 5:26 PM. This is my diary. I'm 22 years old. I'm 5'6, 113 with dark red hair. I'm a college student right now and I'm working as a bartender. I live in the city with a roommate. View my complete profile. Bestfriends and Older Men.
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nothing's going to change my world: 2 A.M. Confession
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Thursday, July 21, 2005. I have only slept with three men in my life. I like to act as though it's been more and give off the illusion that I have all this sexual experience. That I'm a free bird and that casual sex is as natural to me as anything. But the truth is.it's not. It happened at his house, in his bedroom when his parents were out. I remember feeling disappointed afterwards. I just thought " What? It went downhill from there. We broke up 3 months later. Then I met Luke. So that's my history.
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nothing's going to change my world: A crap day
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006. Came over this afternoon. She looked around my flat and all I felt was judgment. From her. I don't know why it bothers me, she doesn't mean anything. To me If we were strangers on the street, we wouldn't talk at all. So then she starts making small talk. we sit down together at the stools next to the counter Island. The whole time I was just wondering what she was doing here and what she wanted from me. I just stared at her while she spoke. I couldn't figure out why. I think she s...
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nothing's going to change my world: still sick
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Monday, August 07, 2006. This flu is knocking the life out of me. I'm still sick. I feel dizzy and disoriented from these painkillers that lisa gave me. I missed 3 days of work. I feel like gravity is working against me and I'm trying to push against the air. I can't stomach anything. I should probably go to the doctor on tuesday if this doesn't go away I can't live like this. Posted by Iris at 3:43 AM. This is my diary. View my complete profile. Bestfriends and Older Men. Great Blogs to read.
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nothing's going to change my world: an update
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Sunday, August 13, 2006. I'm still sick, I've missed so much work. I'm afraid I'm going to get fired. I went to the doctor on Tuesday and I was tested for Mono, Epstein-bar and CMV. After a lot of blood tests, I came up clean. Apparently it's just a particularly bad strain of influenza. It also turns out that I have anemia. I have to start taking prescription iron tablets daily. Jonas has been by my side through all of this. Lisa has been great too. Posted by Iris at 8:56 PM. This is my diary.
