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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Monday, November 28, 2005. That old man,. Hiding, hurting,. Poor old man, who. Only wants to finish. My old man, pops,. I like to call him,. The only one who. Go live your life". Sadness in his eyes,. No long goodbye's, for. Me and my old man. Posted by DeeM at 11:04 AM. Saturday, November 05, 2005. Hear how I would. Read this to you with my.
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Sunday, June 26, 2005. Who are you today,. Sometimes I need to know. I tried to google you. But haven't the courage. To type your name,. Can't, won't, even. I see you often. In the face of others. And in my nightmares but. I know, I KNOW,. That if I were to locate you. I wouldn't be able to. Stop myself from all. The things I've often. Hunched over,...
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Monday, March 29, 2004. Winter sky slicing you on a bridge over flowing water,. Summer heat crushing you on a street sticky with tar ,. Spring green reborn in every crack and crevice left to find,. Fall falling, falling. Falling even further behind. Posted by DeeM at 12:59 PM. Secret to my Success. To lie awake night after night. Is it true insomnia?
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Tuesday, May 31, 2005. On this cold hard rock. I watch for you,. The taste of salt. On my lips,. I see you drifting,. Afloat on the ocean. The sun is setting,. You wave to me. Coldness now replaced by hope,. A false sense of warmth. Posted by DeeM at 10:58 AM. View my complete profile. I connect at 14th St. (Revised). Writing from the Heart.
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Monday, July 25, 2005. I look in the mirror. And observe my mother's. Legs, ankles, hands. Refusing to see them. A sign. A message. The only one alive. Who can cheat, defeat. Posted by DeeM at 7:55 PM. Monday, July 18, 2005. I live on this. They are disappearing,. Take me with you,. I built a raft. It too sits on the beach. I dreamt I had a paddle,.
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Monday, July 27, 2009. The Impulse Disorder Crime. Things stolen by you,. The Crime of Passion. With someone he knows. Pillar of the community. And thoughts of burning. Become the antecedent,. A fury, a vow. To settle the score. Nine times in a. Posted by DeeM at 11:44 AM. Wednesday, July 22, 2009. But he's too cold. Dies at his hands.
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Tuesday, October 25, 2005. Energy on the verge. It enters all the. Out one more,. Numbing all the faces. Posted by DeeM at 9:50 PM. Sunday, October 16, 2005. A lesson in relaxation. Illogical, nervous,. I feel hyper, pacing back and. Forth finding random chores. To do around the apartment. In between steps I repeat,. What’s wrong with you?
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Wednesday, August 17, 2005. Punish and reward me. Like the dog you cannot. I serve and deliver. Hungry for seconds,. Those gaps in time. Good side that there. Between thought and action. Posted by DeeM at 1:23 PM. I live in a state of anxiety,. I live for the unspoken word. The lights and sounds. I don't need to. But I want to know all.
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Ham and Cheese..What's on the inside: 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009
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Ham and Cheese.What's on the inside. It’s when I close my eyes that I can’t sleep. When I’m lying still that I’m restless. When I’m silent, I need to scream. Tuesday, June 30, 2009. Facing Fears in an Empty Barn. The fight between good. Is only a state of mind,. If you listen you can hear. The visceral heartbeat,. Beat, beat, beating. Whether it be a. Common sense tells you. It’s survival of the fittest,. Own state of mind. In an empty barn. Reminds you of a. Posted by DeeM at 11:34 AM. Over my skin -.
