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more b e a n s please!: Moved to Wordpress
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More b e a n s please! Monday, June 09, 2008. We've moved to Wordpress! 160;YAY now we can follow in Vee and Jay's. Footsteps and password protect photos of us! 160;Hold on to your knickers as you might finally see what we look like! Please update your blogrolls and we can't wait to see you over at. Http:/ www.morebeansplease.wordpress.com. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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soulbliss: announcing...
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Monday, May 04, 2009. Born 3:22am May 4 th. 7lbs 3.8 oz. Soul is a beautiful baby girl. Birth story is crazy and amazing and because of what happened I am shocked and thrilled to announce I got my VBAC. And every other thing I dreamed of. Birth story to follow when I get some time. I was home 10 hours after giving birth. Bliss loves her and was there, asleep until she was placed on my belly. Exhausted but no tearing at all. Much love to all. The biggest congrats of all times! She is positively beautiful!
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soulbliss: it begins...
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Sunday, May 03, 2009. So I began having contractions around 4am Saturday. I was really surprised and happy about it. They were not patterned but they were strong. I slept on and off until about 8:30 and when I got up I began losing my mucus plug. That didn't even happen with Bliss. I had contractions throughout the day, some easier than others. I did breast pumping, yoga ball bouncing, homeopathics. I have been using Contraction Master. Yesterday morning was cute because Dirt came onto my bed and laid ag...
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soulbliss: addendum...
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Friday, May 01, 2009. I feel like I need to add something to my last post and maybe it is in part because of NIAW. And maybe it is just because I am staring at the end of my pregnancy coming fast upon me but my thoughts are jumbled so bear with me here. I did not have this fear with Bliss, not like this. But with 3 years of infertility, 3 babies lost just during that time alone, and 3 IVF's. Hugs to you sweetie. Holding you in my heart. And Bliss, and Soul. Hoping quiet finds you soon. You just broke my ...
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soulbliss: 41 weeks 1 day...
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009. 41 weeks 1 day. Still here, still nothing happening. Have been pumping an hour or so a day but nothing has happened. I see the doc tomorrow and also do acupuncture. I am feeling frustrated for my own reasons but am doing ok. The thing is the body does not stay pregnant forever, none does, and if the baby is ok. Then a HUGE part of me wants to wait. Wants to trust my body. But the other part worries. So I go back and forth getting frustrated, anxious, angry, worried. Watching and ...
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soulbliss: 40 weeks 3 days...
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Thursday, April 23, 2009. 40 weeks 3 days. Saw doc again today. Nothing has really changed, he said maybe a bit thinner in the cervix but he couldn't even break my waters if I wanted because it is still so high. I don't want that as of yet but it was frustrating to hear nonetheless. I got to talk on the phone to Annacyclopedia. And it MADE MY WHOLE WEEK! That was such a delight! And although the grape didn't work the small cherry/grape tomato worked like a charm. Thanks Anna! I would feel sad too if I ne...
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soulbliss: the mother of the genius...
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Thursday, March 26, 2009. The mother of the genius. So it is 1:30 in the morning and I am awake with far too many thoughts which I am sure I will write about in future days but the latest thoughts have turned to the entry two posts ago about Bliss' realization at our strange idioms. Here is my new thought. We say "I like that don't I. Which we already decided makes no sense, but we also say "I don't like that do I. That makes no sense either! I'm sorry, but that is something I teach.]. Fyi (since you're ...
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soulbliss: middle names...
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Sunday, March 22, 2009. So I am very particular about names for my child/ ren. I know the first name years prior. The middle name usually not until right before birth. I do not like gender specific names at all. I really care about the meaning of the names. Bliss Om is about the creation of Bliss. It fit and fits perfectly. Soul is the name of this baby. I have been really discussing middle names with Bliss lately because I like the idea of him having input. Anyhow thought I would share. I love them all ...
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soulbliss: soul birth story...
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Monday, May 11, 2009. A warning, this is very long: :. I began timing in earnest that evening but they were still pretty randomly spaced. I got about three hours sleep and was woken at around 4 am again but with much harder contractions. I was only at 1 and my cervix was still completely posterior and the baby was high. I was devastated to say the least. At this point I called my doula and just wailed to her about it all and said I should just fucking section. So the anesthesiologist showed up before the...
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soulbliss: what to do with it...
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Thursday, March 26, 2009. What to do with it. What do you do with it. You get raised by weak people who abuse you and teach you how terribly you deserve to be treated. You grow up fucked up and abusing yourself when you don't find someone else to do it for you. You get better and then worse and then better and then worse until finally, after many years, you heal bit by bit and get better, get a life of your own. You grow and find direction, find yourself, but still try to live with them and find a way.