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saga: August 2012
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Wednesday, 29 August 2012. I feel like shutting down this blog because it compels me to update at least once a month. Sigh I think that the whole world is obsessed with getting experience. It's become a commonly cited reason to take a certain course of action (usually travelling someplace or being enrolled somewhere). Yet it's so stupid - as though gaining experience can help one level up! Experience' is often just an excuse for self indulgence. Seed was picked up at. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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saga: June 2012
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Thursday, 21 June 2012. I believe there'll be a day when we'll be able to meet again, and we'll see kindness in each other's eyes. For now I'll just have to let the bitterness wash away, and give my concern to anyone passing by my life. Seed was picked up at. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.". Valid for 03062011 (Friday). March - the best time in the year.
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saga: February 2013
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Sunday, 24 February 2013. Lyrics on this page. Seed was picked up at. Thursday, 7 February 2013. What Hurts the Most. At least, that's how I used to feel. The time-skip is over, right? I don't quite realize it yet, but I'm so glad we're friends again. This, in itself, is a miracle - it's not something either of us deserved, or could expect. My prayers for your restoration are being answered, and now my heart longs for reconcilliation too. Seed was picked up at. Saturday, 2 February 2013. There should be ...
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saga: Bondage
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Thursday, 8 November 2012. And it came to pass in process of time, that the king of Egypt died: and the children of Israel sighed by reason of the bondage, and they cried, and their cry came up unto God by reason of the bondage. Surely sin was not meant to have dominion over us, yet why do we still live in sin? Where is the Deliverer? I sigh; there is no strength left in me. There is no help - none of my friends can win this war for me. What happens when the spirit fails, and it is unwilling?
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saga: What Hurts the Most
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Thursday, 7 February 2013. What Hurts the Most. At least, that's how I used to feel. The time-skip is over, right? I don't quite realize it yet, but I'm so glad we're friends again. This, in itself, is a miracle - it's not something either of us deserved, or could expect. My prayers for your restoration are being answered, and now my heart longs for reconcilliation too. At a time when I would consider you 'ready', I see that I am not. Patience. Seed was picked up at. Valid for 03062011 (Friday).
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saga: October 2012
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Friday, 26 October 2012. Vanity. Though I see it, I am still swept away by it. Surely all flesh is like grass, and the fullest leaf will not last forever. I've fallen sick again. Funny thing about stress is that no matter how aware one is of it, one cannot free their mind from anxiety. Then immunity goes way down, and once the illness begins, everything takes a turn for the worse. Some say that people often choose to do nothing lest their pride gets hurt. I think I've gone beyond that: I'm scared to ...
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saga: September 2012
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Friday, 21 September 2012. It still hurts, honestly. I suppose, when you give your heart to someone without getting anything in return, you can't expect for it return back whole. A piece, or a chunk, remains with that person. and maybe, that's why you can't stop loving, hoping, wishing. I'm still looking forward to the day, when my heart will find the one its meant to be with. I believe then it'll regrow, and the pain will fade. Seed was picked up at. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Less than 2 weeks to ns!
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saga: December 2012
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Tuesday, 11 December 2012. My mood is as overcast as the sky right now. and the only light comes from the setting sun. For every two tribes which stay faithful, there are ten which have wandered off. The priests would stay with the faithful, so that true worship might be kept up within the two. Yet prophets are sent into the midst of all twelve, signifying that the elect stand hither and thither. Truly, it is a good thing to be found within the two, but despite all that, hypocrisy endures.
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saga: May 2012
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Saturday, 26 May 2012. Love can be blind. yet open your eyes too wide and you become blind to love. Where is the fine line? I don't know - what's it like to have natural affection? Sometimes it seems life is so. plastic. Reality doesn't feel real, so it becomes easy to distracted by the imagination. Sometimes I honestly wish there were someone to help me through this wall I've mimed for myself. Seed was picked up at. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Valid for 03062011 (Friday). Less than 2 weeks to ns!