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running up that hill: June 2009
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Running up that hill. Avoiding talking about it when I'm having a shitty time, that is :P. This is one bad habit of mine which I intend to start breaking today. all my friends will testify to the fact that they know I'm miserable or ill if I 'fall off the face of the earth'.stop facebooking, stop calling or in this particular case don't update my blog! Ok, so I am really struggling right now. but I intend to have a bitch about it and then figure out how to fix it instead of avoiding for once! Rant over, ...
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running up that hill: brief interlude
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Running up that hill. Mainly to say ask me questions here! ALSO though, I am more than up for fun, random or silly questions :D I can ramble on about anything and will probably answer most things unless they're things I wouldn't even tell my best friend or something ;). Sidenote about my picture on Formspring.it's me at my highest weight, and I put it up there cause for the first time I'm actually starting to see myself then as attractive, which has to be a good thing! Ok, enough weird food info for the ...
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running up that hill: the other side of the looking glass
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Running up that hill. The other side of the looking glass. Something interesting has occurred to me over the past week. While I was eating. not in a 'oh my gosh I'm eating again already! Way, although that is still quite novel, but because a lot of the time the day to day stuff has become routine, unless there's something particular going on. it gave me quite an unsettling feeling actually! Anyway. the point of all this? Also kinda helped to remind myself that that's only gonna make just under 4lbs in th...
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running up that hill: January 2010
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Running up that hill. Vienna waits for you. More music.I'm liking linking random songs I've been listening too lately :). Billy Joel - Vienna. Slow down you crazy child. You're so ambitious for a juvenile. But then if you're so smart tell me why. Are you still so afraid? Where's the fire, what's the hurry about? You better cool it off before you burn it out. You got so much to do and only. So many hours in a day. But you know that when the truth is told. That you can get what you want. As far as our day ...
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running up that hill: moving house!
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Running up that hill. Please follow me HERE. I was bored and needed a project after the essays were over, and I have to say following trends rocks, I LOVE wordpress! 15 March 2010 at 09:50. There was an error in this gadget. My father passed away. Inside I'm Still Dancing. Girl, you just can't dance forever. How I Mash Potato. There is a time for meditation in cathedrals of ou. The other side of the looking glass. My body is a cage but my mind holds the key. London suburbs, United Kingdom.
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running up that hill: apples and oranges
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Running up that hill. So, I have been trying to write this post for quite awhile. and I just deleted everything I had and started again, cause I want to talk about what's honestly been on my mind all day. funny that! But who's complaining.I feel comfortable and good in my body now and I'm definitely not second guessing that. Soquestion for anyone.what are your experiences with comparisons? Speaking of challenges though I have a new one planned for Monday. it's going to be quite a sad experience. These ar...
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running up that hill: February 2010
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Running up that hill. So, I can say with absolute certainty that the past week has been the hardest in my recovery so far. harder than starting to gain, harder than eating KFC, definitely harder than anything I ever thought I would be able to come out the other side of. The bright side is - I did! And I am doing great now. just thought I would slide that in before I narrated the doom and gloom of the whole thing. I also have some 'mood pictures' from when I was feeling a bit silly and playful. Huge bowl ...
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running up that hill: May 2009
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Running up that hill. Crack beans and unnecessary clothes. Fage 0% w/ agave, Coco Pops moons and stars, and 30g yogurt coated raisins (I think it was Jemima who called these 'crack beans'? It's an apt name! Also a pear and crack in a mug which I didn't snap. I then got home and went through all my stuff (I am so messy, this took awhile! SO childish, but so fun! Promise I will take a pic when I next have one. OH ETA: found a pic! Sooo event of the past few days.NEW CAR! So, round up of my first day with t...
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running up that hill: my body is a cage but my mind holds the key
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Running up that hill. My body is a cage but my mind holds the key. Arcade Fire ftw :D. Btw, there are numbers in this post, proceed with care ;). So many thanks to everyone who commented yesterday.so reassuring to know that my feelings weren't uncommon. I almost want to apologise for that post, but I won't seeing as it IS understandable given the whole, y'know, anorexia thing! On a further positive note, I went shopping today! Ps I know our house is really dated :) you get used to it! Since I was standin...
