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Lullaby Jumpstart: November 2005
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005. Ben I’m gonna need you to FedEx this out, collate these drawings, drop off my dry-cleaning, and then wipe my ass. To note, being an assistant is its own penance, but having to assist an assistant is murderous to your all ready waning self-esteem. Especially when you aren’t supposed to be assisting her at all. Ben, thank god I found you. Do you know where L is? Um, I think he went that way? Where was he going? What was he doing? Because I am not his assistant! Shouldn’t you kno...
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Lullaby Jumpstart: January 2006
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006. Her Refrain and The Reason. Cuz I don’t feel sorry. And I’m no good at things, the things I-won’t-excluded-included-forgot and don’t. And I would ask you to drink this all down. All I spit at you. Would throw it up anyway. And prom queens spout about hearts and being fonder. And I kick them under the table. And leave them to marry and copulate,. You and me both. But can’t appreciate our attempts at splitting the difference. Because its time that makes the distance. Before my ap...
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Lullaby Jumpstart: October 2005
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005. Many Things Are Affecting Me. Perhaps it is because my apartment is so cold right now, or rather that the seasons are changing. It might be because my sinuses constantly throb with a slight ache this time of year. Maybe it is the encroaching holiday season of dread. But many things are affecting me. This would be easy to let go if it weren’t for the fact that everything seems to be setting me off into great contemplation and states of ambiguous empathy. The summation being, i...
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Lullaby Jumpstart: September 2005
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Monday, September 26, 2005. Spiders pull while angels fall. There are monsters in this world, Ben. And they are real. After high school, after Europe and my college diploma I moved. I think my arms wanted to forget what corn silk felt like. Part of me still wanted to hold on to those I feel I affected. A close friend from high school, who now I can no longer find no matter how hard I try, once said to me,. I know why I fought it initially but I don’t know why I resisted for so long. After my first fe...
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Lullaby Jumpstart: December 2004
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004. Finding That Moment Divine. Ginger doesn’t live her. This isn’t her number. I questioned. She doesn’t? Ginger must have forgotten to pay her bill. So you’ve been getting all of my messages then? It’s okay. I hopeI hope you find her. Happy holidays. Great, I thought, I have friends in the cityI just can’t find them. As promising as spending a whole week with my family was, there were new developments that I couldn’t quite get over. Starting with my brother. What would be good?
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Lullaby Jumpstart: December 2005
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005. Not that I’m crazy,. I just like it when things haunt me,. Charge me up and knock me back. Why aren’t you like whiplash? Should be, why aren’t you calling me? Maybe, not so maybe, but maybe its me. Could be, I am bad jazz,. Painful, ruining dim-lit conversation. Least I’m trying, I can be art. Look-it-look-it-look-it, or how about ellipses? I am making oceans everyday or speaking in tongues,. Both could swallow you. And wouldn’t that be nice/naughty/for naught? And I am a book.
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Lullaby Jumpstart: July 2005
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Thursday, July 28, 2005. No, I don't want to look at it and please don't touch me. For one hour of my workday I sit up front at the reception desk and cover the phone lines while our regular receptionist goes to lunch. I usually look forward to this hour because there is nothing for me to do but surf the internet and answer the phone with ungodly disdain. Who are you here to see? Okay I will call him. Feel free to have a seat if you would like.". I saidjesusfeel free to have a seat while I call him.
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Lullaby Jumpstart: June 2005
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005. Folgers in My Cup. I actually managed to have an almost fight at work today about making coffee. Some people would refer to it as an incident. Which resulted in a meeting with a manager, an executive assistant and a CFO discussing refreshment protocol. Some divine snippets to be overheard:. Well if we're going to pour their coffee for them then why aren't we adding in the sugar for them to? It's not like I have ESP. I'm not the Juan Valdez of psychics.". Posted by Ben at 11:31 AM.
