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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: June 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Thursday, June 29, 2006. Is this what it's like being a Grandma? Okaya little bit of a story.my niece came over yesterday and spent the day with us.her name is Areej. (beautiful name, isn't it? When I came to Egypt she was 2 yrs old.and she's a charmer! Here's a bit about her, cuz I love her so much. She's 7 yrs old turning 8. Smart, Masha Allah. She's memorized 8 Juz of the Quran, Masha ALLAH. She's usually forgotten in the midst of her older siblings.

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: May 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Wednesday, May 31, 2006. I'm feeling icky these last couple of days. My head hurts.my heart aches. I'm just sort of fed up about my whole situation and life. I'm wondering where putting my foot down is going to get me? Seems like everything else I've done has gotten me nowhere.so why should I expect better? I just feel so hopeless.my dreams are only a fleeting memory.and the life that I had loved.is gone. I just feel icky. Posted by Safa at 5:54 AM.

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: July 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Monday, July 31, 2006. Hubby called and said that they are trying really hard to book the tickets.reservations have been made with two airlines, waiting for confirmation.for about August 10th.returning Sept 10th. So we chit chatted a bit.and then I couldn't help myself.I told him."I wanna ask you something, but I don't want you to get defensive, ok? And he's like.okay go ahead. So I says, "what happened about the lipstick shirt? Listen to his answer,.

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: January 2007

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Saturday, January 27, 2007. I'm taking 12 units of insulin daily. It's scary and I've much to say.but later. Posted by Safa at 8:52 AM. Thursday, January 25, 2007. Oh what a run around Egypt is in the best of days! So we go back to the hospital where I've been seeing him, even tho we know that he doesn't work there on Thurs. They tell us that he's at a different hospital, so we go over there. No one sitting in any of the chairs? So we walk back to the f...

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: August 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Wednesday, August 30, 2006. OMGI just talked to her. Well, she called back again.and didn't hang up this time. I answered the phone and I said Salaam. She asked me if she could speak to my Hubby.I told him that he wasn't here right now.so she says.Ummmm.do you know where he is? And I tell her.he's at the lawyer right now and then he's on his way to your house. She says, OK.and I says Assalaamu alaikum. We were speaking arabic anyhoo! But you know what?

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: December 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Friday, December 29, 2006. Tidbits and some hope. I had such a busy day yesterday.SubhanAllah! I didn't think about it.so I looked over at my bed again, and at my daughter, and then said, sure! SubhanAllah, I lay there for the longest time, without sleeping.until finally.I drifted off. I'll have that talk with the girls today. I have to sit them down and let them say some things. Oh Allah, give me strength! YesI hope he doesn't make things worse. I'm wo...

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: April 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Saturday, April 29, 2006. Send me some rainbows. You know.I've been looking over some old things recently. Looking at my old emails.between me and a good friend.it's such sad stuff. Such emotional turmoil and pain.and I supposed I've grown.stopped the crying and tears. Medically assisted, though. (prozac) But you know what? I'm not any happier.not any surer of where I stand. My husband has been gone over two months.in that time. I've gained 30 lbs.

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: March 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Thursday, March 16, 2006. He took another wife. And this woman asked HIM for marriage.and asked him when he was visiting egypt with us.she told him she loved him.we discussed it.in details.I cried.I hurt.and we agreed that we didn't want this. Then he went back to Canada and 3 days later.married her. I don't understand how he got married in 3 days? And how come I wasn't asked about this? How am I supposed to feel? Posted by Safa at 11:49 AM.

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire: September 2006

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Between Obligation, conscience, beliefs and desire. Friday, September 29, 2006. Who said cannibalism is bad? I just had to share this with you all.sheesh.in all my frustrated glory, my 11yr old darling had me LAUGHING today. Oh yeah", she says. But here's her little quirk in the concept.she doesn't think it would be so good to be just eating people here and there.she'd rather attack an entire family, because that would be more humane. WHAT? Is there a humane side to eating people? And she licked her lips.