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New Beginnings: When I Can't Sleep I Think...
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Books Read in 2016. Tuesday, October 28, 2014. When I Can't Sleep I Think. This morning a close friend and I were talking about a woman who was being abused and left her abuser and then decided to go back to him. Her family doesn't understand, nor do most people. I listened as I struggled to stay awake, knowing that even though I had no sleep I had to work this morning. I listened. Or "Why haven't I moved out? Because sex is good! It is not only how we reproduce but it gives us pleasure. People could...
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New Beginnings: It's my Birthday and I am Taking Charge of Who I am
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Books Read in 2016. Friday, October 17, 2014. It's my Birthday and I am Taking Charge of Who I am. Today is my birthday, I turn 47. I'm getting closer to 50. Sigh! Guess what I do t care. I a, taking this year, 47 to become me again. Last year I left my ex and he still calls me to help him solve problems. I took care of my Dad, who has dimentia and my mom who started with two brain bleeds and finally after nine months her body just gave up. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Books Read in 2015. When I C...
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New Beginnings: I Never Thought I Would...
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Books Read in 2016. Thursday, September 18, 2014. I Never Thought I Would. Maybe I needed a change, I know my life has been filled with chaos recently so maybe I needed to controlled chaos of car racing? I did also recently move and it turns out there is a track near to where I moved too. Well, to be fair there was one near my last home as well but I never went there. So on my first payday from my new. Job I splurged the $20.00 and treated us to a night at the races. Who knows. Still I never thought ...
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New Beginnings: Just Two Minutes
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Books Read in 2016. Friday, April 24, 2015. The kids stay in one house and my ex and I change places. I work first shift he works second shift and he gets them on weekends. Perfect for him. Stability for the kids. Steals sleep from me, but the kids need it so I do it. Over all it works. Here is the beginning of my dreaded two minutes. He could wait in the street and beep, he could text. He comes into the house and typically one of these things will happen. He will complain to me about how the house looks.
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New Beginnings: April 2015
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Books Read in 2016. Friday, April 24, 2015. The kids stay in one house and my ex and I change places. I work first shift he works second shift and he gets them on weekends. Perfect for him. Stability for the kids. Steals sleep from me, but the kids need it so I do it. Over all it works. Here is the beginning of my dreaded two minutes. He could wait in the street and beep, he could text. He comes into the house and typically one of these things will happen. He will complain to me about how the house looks.
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New Beginnings: A New Year, Will it be a Good One?
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Books Read in 2016. Saturday, January 3, 2015. A New Year, Will it be a Good One? Have I changed. I have lost weight, so I know I have. I am free to practice my religion the way I need to and want to finally. I have embraced my Paganism and won't let anyone keep me from practicing it again. I have been dating and have discovered that I never really had a good relationship with him. I have changed. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Books Read in 2015. Find Me On Facebook. Raising Four in Brooklyn.
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New Beginnings: May 2015
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Books Read in 2016. Thursday, May 28, 2015. Don't Protect the Abuser. I don't think so. He may be in the spotlight now and this may be the topic we are debating now. But what about next month, next year or the next decade? Can what happen help keep possible future victims safe? I have no idea. If you are being abused, sexually, physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially or anyway don't. No one deserves to be abused! Saturday, May 23, 2015. So of course occasionally I take advantage of it and we we...
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New Beginnings: January 2015
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Books Read in 2016. Wednesday, January 14, 2015. Just When I Think It Is Almost Over. The divorce papers are here and I am going over them with a highlighter. Too many little things that bother me like the kids won't be able to call anyone the other other parent marries mom or dad. Of course he didn't have any idea that was in the agreement which means that of course he didn't read it at all. Yes, I did cover up names but changes nothing that was written. So he shows me food in the freezer. Food I ho...
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New Beginnings: Mother's Day
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Books Read in 2016. Monday, May 11, 2015. It was my first mother's day without my mother. I have been dreading it for weeks and here I am just moments after it ended. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I picked up my kids from the exes house and we went to my mom's favorite place to eat, a local hot dog restaurant. The look on their faces as they took the first bite of a french fry soaked in vinegar. It was priceless. They shook their heads and made sour faces. Saying how they thought...I am so u...