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Monday, February 21, 2005. So many things happened the past few days.Sad things i mean. I am so sorry once again.I still feel VERY VERY guilty.Please forgive me.I hope u would. We've made it this far and i dun wana let go just like tt. "Barulah aku mengakur.cinta kita telah musnah.". Now u cannot smoke.Wahahahahhahaha! Ok2Sorry.I was kidding.Get well soon bro.Salam from all my kakak2. For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.*. LiKeS to hang around and do nothing.
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Friday, November 21, 2003. Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? Who would be ha. Crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 10:35:00 PM. Thursday, November 06, 2003. Yesh,and nadiah just got in this lab AGAIN.Feels soo nice to be disturbing her after sooo long.yah mann.been long since i last disturbed and irritated her.And she's happy about it.woohoo! Nadiah,nadiah.(shakes head). But then right.there'll be 13 people ltogether.so like we will conquer the place arh.haitz.im done. I am deserted in ma own ...
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Monday, December 27, 2004. Hello my fellow comrades.Ahakz! Im in school now.Tgh kebosanan dan tgh pikir whether i should go for my lectures later.Macam malas pun ader,macam rajin pun ader gak.Somebody save me can? Awch I was soo freaked out. He has been wanting to meet me for a long time,but i just ignored.Ahakz. Dun wana get in a serious relationship yet.Not ready yet. Im still in love with someone else.Waiting for someone who can open up the door to my heart and one who is willi...Actually nth much....
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Tuesday, September 30, 2003. Oktoday was kind of a different day compared to yesterday.i was less vulgar.i totally do not know wads wrong.felt very very lonely inside.i duno y.probably cos she suddenli stopped sms-ing me.haiz.i dunno.but.argh.i dunno lah. I dunno.i feel so troubled by i duno by wad.she's doin her hw.im sapose to sleep,but i can't.darn.anyway,it's a good thing tt one load is off my mind.1 down,3 more to go.argh. Crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 10:02:00 PM. Monday, September 29, 2003.
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Friday, January 30, 2004. Here i am in lab. Accounts lecture ended early. Lecturer was lame. Uh huh. Very lame. I'm so tired and sleepy. Stayed up to do the cover letter and resume and now i'm still not done with it. Sickening mann.I got class later at 10. Haitz. Life's been hard.Uh huh. Been getting ma gastrics.Haha! For not eating properly.Haha! Ans dunno what to say. Im always getting this pain and shivers at night. Made me feel different and not myself. Haiz. Wad a life. Haha! Or even on the phone.
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Friday, September 17, 2004. Heylo readers of my blog. Ahakz! To my dear nadirah,sorry lah yesterday i wasn't of much help for ur english compo thingie. Was really busy trynna complete my project before the lab closes. So,didn't quite have the time to entertain u. So sorry yah. Crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 11:25:00 AM. Monday, September 13, 2004. Why must you be someone else? Please. Try and change and be your true self and everybody will love u. Goshexams is in a few weeks time and i am not at all p...
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004. I want to know why, why am I like this. Is there a reason for me being who I am? Am i going to make a difference in this world. Is anyone going to give a damn? Will I ever find out,. Find out why i was put on this earth. Was it a gift or a punishment,. That day of my birth? I have the need to be special. And that is what I most fear. That nobody would ever notice. If I would just disappear. Crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 3:43:00 PM. The raw, burning scream. Chafe at my throat.
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Friday, June 11, 2004. If u think that i am mad at you, lemme tell u tt i am not. All i needed was some space.All i needed was ur understanding to what i'm going thru. Why can't you see what i've been going thru? I dun mean to lose myself at you yesterday and the day before, but y aren't you giving me a chance to explain all tt? If tt'll really please you,i'll take it. Just do anything that pleases you ok? Nothing i do seems to be right.It's all wrong.Haiz. Crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 3:39:00 PM.
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Saturday, May 14, 2005. And my fren tell me that if i continue tt way,the next time they see me,i will definitely have no flesh left.Tulang only.Aper je korg.Anyway,working hours,9-6 on weekdays and 9-1 on weekends.Haiz.Stress seh keje.Everything i do oso see BIG numbers.Im not talking about ten,twenty dollars.But more like millions sia.Wahahahahha! And i have to audit sooo many files.But for now im ok with it uh.Getting used to working life.Hmm. Crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 2:21:00 PM. Class starte...
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Saturday, February 28, 2004. To tt someone.Yes,im sorry for listening to what they had said.I truly am.But how would i noe tt they are not related to you at all? How do i know tt? Can u see me? Can u see the pain and tears behind this smile of mine? Why can't you understand it? You know you mean alot to me.You know tt dun u? But i had no other choice.What if they were really related to you? I am sorry.I said sorry right? Whether or not u'll return is up to u n not me.Like i said. By the way,im goin home&...
