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ClarityCase: I didn't know I didn't know
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Monday, November 12, 2007. I didn't know I didn't know. Every time I talk to my sponsor about me and my husband, she doesn't hear me. She hears "marital issues" and starts talking about me trying to be the director, me forgetting that God has a plan, blah blah. Sometimes, she's right and she's said it so many times that I'm pretty careful about what I say to her about my husband and me. So after talking to a couple of other AA's I called her the next day and told her that I wasn't accepting of her limita...
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ClarityCase: April 2007
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Monday, April 30, 2007. I got the POWAH! Thanks everyone for stopping by and offering your wisdom regarding my evil MIL. I so appreciate your advice. Even my husband is on edge a little and it's his mother! Look at the power we've given this woman! Hey, I want my POWAH back! I'm just going to take troll-woman one minute at a time, one day at time. Piece of piss! Easy-peezy lemon squeezy. Well, no, maybe not easy, but simple? Links to this post. Sunday, April 29, 2007. I want the sunlight. 9 years, she's ...
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ClarityCase: December 2006
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006. Is it possible that at some point in the past I could have controlled my drinking, but I never tried and now my liver looks like swiss cheese and now there's not a snowball's chance in hell that I can ever control it now? Is there some sort of window-of-drinking-normally opportunity that I missed? I guess it doesn't really matter at this point anyway. Links to this post. Tuesday, December 5, 2006. Taking the Edge Off. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). My name is ...
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ClarityCase: My AA Bro
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007. I'm finding quickly that one person in a marriage IN recovery and the other person in same marriage NOT in recovery put simple can equal a big ole complicated mess. Seems like two really different paths for life. But I hear it CAN work - I'm hoping so for my marriage at least. I'm hoping I can have both. We'll see. Anyhoo - I guess I'm just trying to say I understand your dilemma, so to speak. October 25, 2007 at 4:38 PM. Have another beautiful 24 hours. After 20 odd years I ...
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ClarityCase: October 2007
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007. Links to this post. Wednesday, October 17, 2007. I am so grateful to be sober today. Already, 7 months into sobriety I am doing things that were unthinkable when I was in the thick of my disease. For example, I was able to go to the grocery store after I dropped my son off at school. I could have never done that this time last year. I was actually excited going to the grocery store! They were baking bread in there and it smelled great! Links to this post. Hello and thanks to ...
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ClarityCase: Just beginning
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007. I am so grateful to be sober today. Already, 7 months into sobriety I am doing things that were unthinkable when I was in the thick of my disease. For example, I was able to go to the grocery store after I dropped my son off at school. I could have never done that this time last year. I was actually excited going to the grocery store! They were baking bread in there and it smelled great! The produce looked so beautiful, the bus load of senior citizens did not frustrate me!
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ClarityCase: June 2007
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Saturday, June 30, 2007. About a half hour later I called him back, they were still at the bar. About an hour later, he called and was all pissed off that I was basically heart broken. He was nasty. I felt so betrayed, I felt so helpless, I felt trapped here at home, with the kids in bed. I didn't drink, b/c I didn't drink when I was alone with my kids. I told him I wanted him to understand how much the whole thing rocked my world, and how acting like a shit towards me on my bday tells me he's not all th...
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ClarityCase: May 2007
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007. For My Higher Power. That I am sober. My family and I are healthy. I have everything I need. For Beautiful sunny days. J (who lost her sobriety after 18 years) just moved into a shelter was at a meeting this morning and I gave her my number b/c she is not happy at her new "home". A posh woman from my gym drove up to the meeting in her v. posh car, scared sh*tless b/c she was coming to her first AA mtg. and I got to walk in with her. That I am hopeful and happy. Links to this post.
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ClarityCase: September 2007
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007. I am going to give this marriage a year. Not for me, for my kids. If it were not for my kids, I would have been out of here a month ago. I'll re-evaluate everything in a year. I need to finish school. I have this semester and next semester. I need to put all of my efforts into school and my kids right now. Links to this post. Wednesday, September 19, 2007. What to do now. If I hadn't found out, the affair would have continued. He was thinking of leaving me and my kids for...
