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SANCTUARY: December 2008
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Thursday, December 25, 2008. Ketika aku merasa cukup. Belum pernah merasa begitu marah seperti saat ini. Sebenarnya bukan hanya kali ini. Sudah berulang kali, tapi aku tahan. Selalu berada pada posisi yang serba salah. Terpojok. Terhina. Belum pernah aku merasa jatuh begitu dalam ke sebuah jurang tak berdasar. Tak mampu berpegang karena tak ada yang bisa dipegang, selain diriku sendiri. Tak menuntut perubahan dan menerima apa adanya? Monday, December 22, 2008.
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SANCTUARY: August 2011
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Monday, August 29, 2011. Marital Rape: Are you the victim? Many married women suffer from marital rape without even realizing it. The only hint is that they suffer from depression, stress and frigidity. Sex is a mutual activity that takes two people and each party has to agree to conduct such action. When it is only one-sided and against one’s will, it is considered as rape. Sunday, August 28, 2011. ICAAP10 in Busan Went Fiasco. 1 Today at 2:00 pm AIDS activi...
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usai.. | Tomorrow!
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You are always a day away. Cerita kita begitu panjang dan bertele-tele, tetapi tidak pernah jelas dan sepertinya tidak mungkin jelas sampai kapanpun. Sementara perasaan terus bermain lincah tanpa lelah ditengah ketakutan akan kenyataan; kita dituntut berani hidup berbeda. Dan kau, tidak pernah punya nyali untuk berkata terus terang, tentang perasaan, tentang yang kau inginkan, apalagi menentang arus. Aku memang ragukan itu, apalagi ditengah perasaanku yang selalu merasa tidak berhak…. NN okt 5, 2012.
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SANCTUARY: The Butterly in Me
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. The Butterly in Me. I am a walking paradox. I lead a multiple-life as a corporate whore, an activist and a woman living with HIV. I love butterfly, not only because it is a delicately beautiful creature that is full of vulnerability; but mainly because it is a symbol of transformation and hidden power. It's not who I am underneath, it's what I do that defines me.". Bruce Wayne in Batman Begins. My own interpretation of the quote above is:. Welcome to My Site.
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SANCTUARY: August 2008
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Saturday, August 09, 2008. One of my dream is to visit Frida Kahlo Museum. And I'm sooo happy that today, my dream had come true. Finally, I got the chance to visit Museo Frida Kahlo in Mexico City. She is one hell of a remarkable female artist, and visiting her house is such an unforgettable experience. Too bad no one was allowed to take pictures inside the house. Centro Historico - Mexico City. This is more like it! Monday, August 04, 2008. Confusions cause...
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Quotes | Tomorrow!
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You are always a day away. 8220;You can turn off the sun, but I’m still gonna shines”. Kegiatan sosial di Lapas Anak Tangerang. 8220;I think that whenever soul is present,. It’s because what you’re doing,. Whom you’re with,. Where you are,. Evokes love without your thinking about it. You are totally absorbed in the place or person or event,. Without ego and without judgment.”. 8230; dan suatu saat kita harus melepas semuanya…. Maka berusahalah untuk tidak terlalu mengindentifikasi diri dengan. Fill in yo...
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Helaan Nafas | Tomorrow!
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You are always a day away. Cukup dengan satu kali helaan nafas panjang. Dan kulempar kau keluar, sekuat tenaga. Segala sesuatu telah di tetapkanNya. Bencana di luar dan di dirimu. Senang di luar dan di dirimu. Semua atas kendali Nya. Tetapi separuh telah Ia benamkan didirimu. Dan bukan juga kekuatanmu. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out.
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SANCTUARY: September 2010
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Tuesday, September 14, 2010. Key Correspondent Promotional Clip. Saturday, September 11, 2010. Reflection on The 18th International AIDS Conference. Labels: Vienna AIDS Conference. Activists's Call Donors to Keep Their Promises. 8222;This HIV issue had been around for more than two decades now, it is not a sexy issue anymore. But this is not about popularity or trend. This is people´s life we are talking about. Cutting off or reduce the fundi...Said Frika, a ...
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Broken Butterfly: Piece of Mind
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The Butterfly in Me. My Fairy Tale Wedding. For many nights and days I’m thinking and asking myself over and over again. “Is it lust… or is it another form of love…” I never knew. And I never tried to find out. Why? I let the starlight possess you. I let the pale and ever-restless wind,. That suddenly changes into a sign, take you from me. I know not when I might have you. 8230; … …. June 23, 2008 – 11.35 PM, accompanied by This Will Destroy You and Sigur Ros. I love the feel of your name on my lips.
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SANCTUARY: Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #6
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Thursday, May 03, 2012. Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #6. Sambungan dari Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #5. Malam mulai beranjak turun. Aku dan dia masih bersama di rooftop. Ini Aku menghembuskan kepul-kepul terakhir dari batang berasapku. Dia? Tiba-tiba laki-laki itu bersuara. Aku menoleh. Jawabku acuh tak acuh. Baiklah. Aku percaya padamu sekarang! Sudah seharusnya." Jawabku lagi. Tapi aku tak suka di sini! Katanya lagi sambil mengepalkan tangannya. Aku tertawa kecil.