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Living under high voltage: May 2014
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Tuesday, May 20, 2014. No, this post is not about a fancy or kinky equivalent of the movie "Red dragon", nor is it about anything that has to do with dungeons and dragons, no. This post has in fact more to do with the pink dragon in the TV series Dora, loved by the youngest kids of this generation. I hear you all think: "Has she gone insane? And I can tell and reassure you: Not more than the usual kind of craziness ;). Links naar dit bericht. I'm so afraid th...
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Living under high voltage: July 2015
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Wednesday, July 15, 2015. So where is that balance point? Not too much stress, not too little. I can feel stress in my belly, boiling there until it reaches its boiling point. It starts out innocently, as a spark in my stomach, but any spark can start a fire, isn’t that right? It doesn’t always have to end in an outrageous fire, but still, chances of loads of damage can’t be discarded. In front of their name: psych. When I’m ready? All these questions overtak...
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Living under high voltage: Going back to university
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Sunday, May 31, 2015. Going back to university. Ha, who is het one enjoying this kind of therapy the most: me, the lousy patient, or them, the well-paid nurses who can go for a run during their working hours? The result is a folder with all kinds of schemes and pages to fill in about different aspects of our therapies. I already get tired by only looking at the pages in the folder! It feels like yesterday that I started university. Why? Nice to meet you!
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Living under high voltage: May 2015
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Sunday, May 31, 2015. Going back to university. Ha, who is het one enjoying this kind of therapy the most: me, the lousy patient, or them, the well-paid nurses who can go for a run during their working hours? The result is a folder with all kinds of schemes and pages to fill in about different aspects of our therapies. I already get tired by only looking at the pages in the folder! It feels like yesterday that I started university. Why? Links naar dit bericht.
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Living under high voltage: July 2014
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Monday, July 28, 2014. Many people don’t understand famous rappers like Eminem. They ask themselves what the hell the guy is rapping about. Well, I. I'm drowning, drowning in this pool of trash. I really have no clue. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but they're hurting mine all day long, day after day. I don't want to disappoint anyone, but they disappoint me all the time. I don't know what I've done wrong. Links naar dit bericht. Monday, July 14, 2014.
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Living under high voltage: June 2014
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Friday, June 13, 2014. It is said that I often aim too high. It is said that I look at other people when I'm frustrated or angry. It is also said that I try to find excuses to justify my behaviour. And what can I say? Well, start with yourself. I should take that message for granted, I know, but it's not that easy. I really have to make a change in my way of being. I have to quit making excuses. But where to start? Mom and dad :). Links naar dit bericht.
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Living under high voltage: Stress sucks
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Wednesday, July 15, 2015. So where is that balance point? Not too much stress, not too little. I can feel stress in my belly, boiling there until it reaches its boiling point. It starts out innocently, as a spark in my stomach, but any spark can start a fire, isn’t that right? It doesn’t always have to end in an outrageous fire, but still, chances of loads of damage can’t be discarded. In front of their name: psych. When I’m ready? All these questions overtak...
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Living under high voltage: April 2014
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Monday, April 28, 2014. They took it all away. It's almost May. May is Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness month. That's why I want to dedicate a post to the treatment of Borderline in Belgian psychiatric hospitals, and - why not? And even then I couldn't calm down, I was so frightened and messed up! So I resisted during this process, which was a sign for them to inject me with all kinds of antipsychotics and tranquillizers. Links naar dit bericht.
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Living under high voltage: February 2015
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Sunday, February 01, 2015. Don't underestimate the power of spoken words! I just barely survived an RM that lasted "only" four monts, the majority of which I spent on the outside of the hospital. However, this time the judge was'n't so lenient. Apart from this, he listened nearly only to the words of the head therapist and took all my hope away: she - the head terapist supposed that the entire treatment would take 5 or 6 years. I can't deal with these kinds o...
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Living under high voltage: October 2014
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Living under high voltage. In Christ I trust. Monday, October 27, 2014. The time has come. This is what Google offered me when I googled on CIB, it seems to be a living room. It's just. There are so many more things I have to arrange: Timo is only one of them, but also, bring stuff from home. Why on such short notice? Why not next week? So, what will await me there? We start with a clean slate, that much is true. There, they don't know anything about me. Hey, they barely even know that I exist! Right, no...
