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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: August 2008
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Wednesday, August 20, 2008. Waiting on a bitch with change. I also hate when what I end up deciding ends up being wrong based on variables I did not foresee. First, variables are unfair and are generally douchebags. Secondly, I hate being wrong as a general rule. The Shaw's in Wakefield (artist's rendering). Why, you ask? Andy, how could it have taken you five minutes to buy four items behind a lady only buying three items? So, to recap the scene in front of me. Once the c...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: November 2008
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Wednesday, November 26, 2008. A year ago I was in Jersey, spending the holiday with her family. I spent most of the day playing with Pete and Bridget. Dickens Days in Clinton. It's not so much her I miss, because I don't. She isn't worth it. It's her family I miss. It's the memories I have of times I should be treasuring forever that will never shine as brightly as they once did. Seriously, fuck you. Choke on your goddamn turkey. God bless us, everyone.but you. I just took...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: October 2008
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Thursday, October 23, 2008. A Moment of Morbidity. I've always been fascinated with death, mostly because it scares the shit out of me. I am so afraid of dying that I can barely step into a doctor's office or a hospital. Of course, that's also partly attributed to my fear of needles and being "under". And what right do people think they have to judge others based on their beliefs? Will "God" be revealed to me? Will I have time for my last words? And maybe I won't be able t...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: April 2009
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Sunday, April 26, 2009. Where no one notices the contrast of white on white. A great weekend, but one that scared the crap out of me. It was GORGEOUS out this entire weekend; the sun was out, it was warm, no wind or significant rain in sight. I grilled. :-) I also feel like I gained a lot of insight and managed to stress myself out at the same time. I think a lot of the time those two go hand in hand, insight and panic. So it gets stuck on me. Maybe the ones that truly are.
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: "Are you an idiot?" "No sir, I'm a dreamer."
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Tuesday, January 12, 2010. Are you an idiot? No sir, I'm a dreamer.". I was sitting on my couch tonight, just relaxing in silence. No lights, no television, no music, no commitments; just me and my thoughts. There are times when that precious little slice of peace is the best part of my day or week. Other times, it's torture. I guess it all depends on where my mind wanders. Inside that good vulnerability lies hope. I want to feel invincible. Safe. I want for someone to see...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: Where no one notices the contrast of white on white...
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Sunday, April 26, 2009. Where no one notices the contrast of white on white. A great weekend, but one that scared the crap out of me. It was GORGEOUS out this entire weekend; the sun was out, it was warm, no wind or significant rain in sight. I grilled. :-) I also feel like I gained a lot of insight and managed to stress myself out at the same time. I think a lot of the time those two go hand in hand, insight and panic. So it gets stuck on me. Maybe the ones that truly are.
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: Abundance
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Tuesday, April 14, 2009. So I wrote something last night. I'm not sure if it's a song (because it doesn't rhyme), a poem (because I didn't follow any sort of rhythm), or a story (because it's not terrible coherent). I guess it's a jumbled mess, and it's my mess. And it's called Abundance. And now I know how you know I'm gay. I have so much anger inside of me sometimes. That I just want to punch right through the wall. Instead, I work out and I strain myself. And then I los...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: January 2010
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Tuesday, January 12, 2010. Are you an idiot? No sir, I'm a dreamer.". I was sitting on my couch tonight, just relaxing in silence. No lights, no television, no music, no commitments; just me and my thoughts. There are times when that precious little slice of peace is the best part of my day or week. Other times, it's torture. I guess it all depends on where my mind wanders. Inside that good vulnerability lies hope. I want to feel invincible. Safe. I want for someone to see...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: October 2010
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Tuesday, October 12, 2010. I'm starting to think that everything I thought I knew about other people and the way they think is completely wrong and honestly.it scares the crap out of me. I have found out recently that the way I think about life is overwhelmingly wrong, and it's eating away at me. I feel like I'm in an emotional crisis and I'm not even sure why. I think that deep down it's not like I didn't know. I guess I'm more mad at myself than anything because, even no...
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Statler & Waldorf's Paradise: January 2009
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Statler and Waldorf's Paradise. Monday, January 26, 2009. I think that there are way too many people throwing around the word "change" right now. I get that our new president was elected based off of a campaign rife with promises of "change", as if anything really changes in the long run. Sure, there might be less torture, less taking away of civil liberties, maybe even a shred of diplomatic and domestic decency.for a time. Will be the line we never cross. And then this. One And then this. People don't c...