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When He is Happy, What’s That Left Me | The Departed Soul
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When He is Happy, What’s That Left Me. April 12, 2015. So one day the pain was taken away. It wasn’t his pain anymore, but then it became mine. It took me countless weeks, to come to realization that maybe my wish was granted after all. It was just not transpired on earth. Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). Share on Facebook (Opens in new window). Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window). Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window). Click to share on Google (Opens in new window).
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My name is Deisy Fitriana, a mother of three boys from Indonesia. My oldest one is an eternal child, and this blog is created after his death by suicide in January 13, 2015. This is not a blog about grief, nor it is a ventilation of my emotional tragedy. But this is the reflection of my new life, the life without my oldest son, Aga. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). Notify me of new comments via email.
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Deisy SofiasSweet | The Departed Soul
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All posts by Deisy SofiasSweet. September 2, 2015. 8220;He is looking at us,” my friend said as she keep peering off my shoulder, towards Aga’s room. It was two weeks after I bury my firstborn child, I missed him terribly. She helped me talked to him in his room. A meaningful conversation that would make any mother in grieve have a little peace in her mind. Was it really him? 8220;How can I help you? 8221; that was his first word, softly. I clenched my teeth. HELP me? Do not tell me that I should accept ...
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I Didn’t Know Where You Were | The Departed Soul
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I Didn’t Know Where You Were. May 9, 2015. The day of your funeral, I want them to bury you as soon as possible. You were not inside there anymore. You were anywhere but there. I am sorry baby… I didn’t know where you were, so I just look at your lifeless body, the discarded casing of your soul. I hope you’d found my eyes and looked at it when I said I love you. Coz, It’s just felt awful not able to look at your eyes and said my final goodbyes. The hardest part of the that day is realizing that I can no ...
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The Beginning of an End | The Departed Soul
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The Beginning of an End. April 6, 2015. Only two days after he went back to school, his life ended. My sister called me at dawn January 14. My son had been living with my mom and my sister six months prior, when I had to move to other city. A note on his notebook:. 8220;Have you ever wondered what dying feels like? Every second we live we #(a word crossed here)# slowly fade away into our miserable existence”. I thought we shared everything? Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). Notify me of ne...
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A Mother’s Poem | The Departed Soul
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A Mother’s Poem. April 6, 2015. Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). Share on Facebook (Opens in new window). Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window). Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window). Click to share on Google (Opens in new window). Click to email (Opens in new window). Click to print (Opens in new window). The Beginning of an End. When He is Happy, What’s That Left Me. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public). April 23, 2015.
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The Story | The Departed Soul
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The Beginning of an End. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email. Notify me of new posts via email. What are you doing here? April 23, 2015.
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I am Lost in the Night, Blinded by the Daylight | The Departed Soul
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I am Lost in the Night, Blinded by the Daylight. April 19, 2015. The sentence that once broke my heart. My son wrote that a a beginning of one of his poem. I use it as the title of this blog to remind me how we can easily lost unless we found the ladder of hope. Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). Share on Facebook (Opens in new window). Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window). Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window). Click to share on Google (Opens in new window). Mystery W...
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Why Now, Why Not Later | The Departed Soul
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Why Now, Why Not Later. June 13, 2015. 8220;Mamy why you should insist on photographing mount Bromo early dawn tomorrow? Any other day is the same whether you took it on April or June or October …”. Why should you make the 1st as a monumental? You could make any other date as important? Finally, after this old brain busily spinning, I said: here. Kak, we did not celebrate your birthday on October 24, April 5, right? Two weeks later, these conversations were very much on my mind. If I realize I’...8220;Du...
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