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Grieving Angry Widow: March 2012
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Speaking from the heart about widowhood and grief. Tuesday, 27 March 2012. The sun is shining and I don't give a shit. It's 10 weeks today. 10 weird, confusing, frustrating, angst-ridden weeks. I still can't believe he's gone. I can't believe I'll never see him again. How can that be? How can we go through life spending 95% of our time thinking about trivia when one day, in the blink of an eye, it's all over. Forever. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Love and Hope...
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Make A Wish | P.S. I love you
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PS I love you. Continuing our love story hope your internet connection works well, wherever you are . . . May 12, 2013. At 1:18 am by letterstoelias. Being a Mother isn’t always easy, even under the best of circumstances. I know some pretty amazing Mothers. Many, who have had to be Mothers in ways they never imagined. Mothers who fight for a better life for their child with special needs or medial conditions. Mothers who take care of both their child/ren, and a spouse with an illness or disability. Sitti...
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Grieving Angry Widow: June 2012
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Speaking from the heart about widowhood and grief. Monday, 18 June 2012. Yesterday was Father's Day. Like we needed another reminder of what we've lost. I went to the grave with my 15 year old and 8 year old. We stood in the rain and put a plant and flowers on the grave. Our hearts broke. What did my children do to deserve this? Fuck off life. You suck. So I took it off, put it down and later that day I saw the chain on the floor with no ring. Oh god! I really thought the dog had swallowed it or somehow ...
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Seasons change… | I Lost You: My life after sudden death
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I Lost You: My life after sudden death. A journey into the world of widowhood, and how I simply don't want to be here. July 7, 2013 in personal. Healing after death of a spouse. To those faithful readers…. I know that it’s been more than a year since I’ve updated here. After my mother’s death, things became difficult in ways I was not expecting. It made it difficult for me to update properly, and quite frankly, I just wasn’t motivated to do it anyway. I’ll probably start a new blog one of these day...
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Grieving Angry Widow: April 2012
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Speaking from the heart about widowhood and grief. Wednesday, 25 April 2012. I'm the mother of an adult! My son turned 18 yesterday. I couldn't be more proud of him. A day of such mixed emotions. My handsome, talented boy turning into a man and his Dad not here to see it. I made a Mars Bar cheesecake. It turned out great, if I do say so myself! I am grateful that my children are healthy and here with me. I am trying not to let the grief consume me now. Links to this post. Monday, 23 April 2012. Overall, ...
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Grieving Angry Widow: August 2013
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Speaking from the heart about widowhood and grief. Saturday, 31 August 2013. Grief, you shall not pass. well okay so, just for today. It's a slow and tiring day and another one that has caught me by surprise. I regularly decide to knock grief on the head - it's been 19 months after all. Yeah, I know grief has no timeline, it's different for everyone, it can't be rushed yada yada yada. Yes it's sad that he's gone and I'll never forget him. But what if I start here? Right now. Start fresh. I don't really u...
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Grieving Angry Widow: May 2013
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Speaking from the heart about widowhood and grief. Thursday, 2 May 2013. The Shallows and The Deeps. The hardest part of this awful grief experience has been the broken promises, the awkwardness, the thoughtlesness, of some people. Knowing someone cares, having someone go out of their way to help, having someone who rings up out of the blue to say "I reckoned you're having a bad day, I care" because it's a birthday, anniversary etc, it's worth so so much. And here's the thing. it's not a question of ...
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In a nutshell | You're gone
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A widow's blog. Pretend it’s ok. You’re gone, and so am I →. June 11, 2011. Evening, my love. A wordsmith. Who is also a widow has given the crux of my problem with life clarity I can’t summon. If grief is just about me (and perhaps someday I’ll get to the point where it is only about me), then it’s not my place to care about my life mate being gone from this earth. But if life is worth living, how can I not care that it is being denied him? But I’d just as soon not dwell on that. I’d hate to go th...
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cancerwidow | You're gone
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A widow's blog. My husband died on 11 Feb 2011. I'm trying to figure out where I go from here. You’re gone, and so am I. June 12, 2011. Evening darl. This means of trying to stay connected to you has been a mistake. I can’t be honest with you or me. I can’t say what I really think. I’m talking to you but others read my words and … Continue reading →. Life doesn't know shit about playing fair. June 11, 2011. Pretend it’s ok. June 11, 2011. Numb; better than bereft. June 9, 2011. June 8, 2011. June 7, 2011.
