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I’m Okay | Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. August 18, 2015. But, no, really, I’m okay. My house probably isn’t bugged. I can’t know what my family is saying behind my back unless I go all Spy vs. Spy on them and bug their houses, but why? And I suspect it’s illegal. My friends have unlikely found this page, and if they did, who cares? Water isn’t full of mind control drugs, and psychiatric medications are to prevent those feelings. Really, I’m going to be okay. Well That Was Unexpected. If He Catches Me, I’m Dead →. Nika Cola t...
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EverydayDusty – Everyday Dusty
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Thoughts, Musings, Interests, Etc. of an Everyday Girl. Old-Fashioned Heart Ramblings of the Claury. Via Old-Fashioned Heart Ramblings of the Claury. Share on Facebook (Opens in new window). Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window). Click to share on Google (Opens in new window). Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). October 10, 2016. October 10, 2016. Regrets…or Lessons Learned. I’ll make a list:. 1) Deciding at age 14 that I had found “the one”. As a mother of two little girls, I pl...
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Those Thoughts… | Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. August 19, 2015. That seems like a lifetime ago. I was a very different person back then, more of an idealist, believing anything was possible, if only I worked hard to get there. I was dedicated to my classes, worked to push through my fears, and became completely invested in making a future for myself. Why the eff do I care? Why am I even trying anymore? What happens when mom starts having a hard time getting out of bed, or refuses to leave the house? If He Catches Me, I’m Dead.
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Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. August 7, 2015. It’s not just that, but everything is either wonderful or horrible. There is no in between. Either I’m doing well at something and can’t stop obsessing about it, or I lose traction, get bored, or fail. My past is full of projects I never finished. I don’t know how to stop that cycle. Yet I’m already looking at giving up again. The dog? Obsession Really Doesn’t Help. Next Post →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public). Only See Yo...
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Fear Mongering Isn’t Nice… | Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. Fear Mongering Isn’t Nice…. August 14, 2015. Because people are counting on that to get them out of their restriction for owning a pet. Still, because I was having so many problems with shelters, I decided to see what I could find for programs. The resulting answer? It’s Easier to Play the Game. Well That Was Unexpected →. 2 thoughts on “ Fear Mongering Isn’t Nice…. August 17, 2015 at 12:18 pm. The trainers that trained my service found him at a shelter. Well, the shelter found him...
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How Much More Could Possibly Go Wrong? | Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. How Much More Could Possibly Go Wrong? August 11, 2015. I had a whole list of things to do today, but I ended up spending all my time hiding away. I fell asleep for a good three hours because I was exhausted for no reason I could figure. It took up my whole afternoon. I don’t normally sleep when I’m depressed, but today was different. I just couldn’t function. Until then, I think I’m going to try to get some sleep. I can’t promise I will, but at least if I try, there...I know how yo...
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Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. August 8, 2015. Today, it’s not a good one. It started out okay, but then it fell to pieces. I feel like I’m losing my connection with reality itself. My grip is failing and I’m about to fall, sink beneath the water to drown. The worst part? The other woman is trying to force me to get a job, but I can’t handle it right now. I don’t want to leave my house ever again. If that’s how I feel, how the hell am I supposed to work? Then we went to the beach. I was so excited! What if it belong...
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If He Catches Me, I’m Dead | Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. If He Catches Me, I’m Dead. August 18, 2015. With that, if you’re up to stick it through with me, journey on behind the cut…. For years I’ve been afraid of the dark. I joke about it now, mostly because it’s embarrassing for an adult to be afraid of the dark. I’m a mom. I have kids. I should be the one telling them not to be afraid, that the monsters aren’t real, and that they’re safe, but it’s hard. I don’t believe it myself. I’ve already mentioned in I’m Okay. It’s extra difficu...
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Well That Was Unexpected | Eden No More
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A Fall From Grace. Well That Was Unexpected. August 14, 2015. Having this hanging over me this morning was hell. The house was in no way ready. It was a complete and utter disaster. There was no way I could have my case worker here to inspect the place, just no way! Wouldn’t it figure that she canceled on me? Not exactly a tear jerker. I’m so emotional, it’s frustrating. Fear Mongering Isn’t Nice…. I’m Okay →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public). Written from t...
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