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My Crappy Life: I still love you, baby I adore you
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Wednesday, April 15, 2009. I still love you, baby I adore you. Couldn’t sleep so I went out walking. Thinking about you and hearing us talking. And all the things I should not have said. Echo now, inside my head. It just ain’t fair this thing called loving. When one step there and the other feels nothing. I would have done anything for you. I still love you, baby I adore you. I feel something falling from the sky. I’m so sad I made the angels cry. I reach for you.
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My Crappy Life: June 2006
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Friday, June 30, 2006. Blogger did seem empty for a very long while, but the good news I was out of my suicidal brain by then! So here’s a post from Sara’s dead blog,. One of brilliant posts I still have saved somewhere on my hard disk. Read it and enjoy every word as you go thru her brilliant thoughts! Sara's work is licensed under the CCL. Please direct any questions or concerns to her email "Silvershake@yahoo.com". Thank you. Turkish Coffee and a Secret. Finishi...
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My Crappy Life: Time Is Running Out
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Wednesday, March 11, 2009. Time Is Running Out. I think I'm drowning. I want to break the spell. I wanna play the game. I want the friction. Will be the death of me. Will be the death of me. I won't let you bury it. I won't let you smother it. I won't let you murder it. But our time is running out. You can't push it underground. You can't stop it screaming out. I tried to give you up. Now that you know I'm trapped. You'd never dream of. I won't let you bury it.
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My Crappy Life: Wars of a dead man walking
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Saturday, March 07, 2009. Wars of a dead man walking. Maybe we didn’t quite yet understand life like we're supposed to. Maybe its oblivion and superciliousness we reach that makes us feel invincible. Maybe we should have not reached the stage in the first place. Posted on Saturday, March 07, 2009. Thought the post was. This is actually beautiful. 3. Tue Mar 01, 10:28:00 PM. Next post updates here. Mid-east, Saudi Arabia. View my complete profile. Sister Of My Heart.
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My Crappy Life: Still I..
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Tuesday, October 20, 2009. Do you still live there or have you moved out of the country. I pass your house whenever I am lost driving on the streets and have no place to go. Sometimes I cheer myself with a McDonald's meal as my eyes stare at your window. I still haven’t forgotten. No I haven’t. This euphoria I feel when I think of how much time had passed and how much now I have to say; it becomes real when I can almost imagine myself speak to you. Kingdom Of Saudi...
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My Crappy Life: September 2005
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Sunday, September 25, 2005. Be careful what you wish for. (2). I know I gave her bad memories, but I'm a new person now, and I'm able to love her once again as she wanted me to. Anything to win back her love. I wish. a small laugh in my ear and said, ". Too late now you've made your wish, now enjoy while you can, haven't you wished for this so long now, well there she is! I did think of that,. My god! I turned around and told her I'll wait outside. Again! Hours see...
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My Crappy Life: October 2005
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Tuesday, October 04, 2005. Be careful what you wish for. (3). I felt a mixed feeling of joy and sorrow combined, I was happy to see that finally love found its way back into her blooming heart, but I couldn’t avoid that feeling of pain knowing it wasn’t me that made her love again. I just smiled back at her as I watched her talk to this lucky person that made her smile again, and recovered her from those terrible wounds when someone leaves you. The maid told her.
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My Crappy Life: Undo The Silence
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Monday, April 13, 2009. Quiet now, he speaks. What’s it gonna be? Same old private stories. Once again be told. Guess we’ll never know. What really stands in between us. How long will it take to undo this silence? Baby I’m breaking down. Baby I’m breaking down. How long will it take to mend this broken heart? Is there any way we can undo this silence? Baby I’m breaking down. Baby I’m breaking down. Baby I’m breaking down. Posted on Monday, April 13, 2009. 20 years ...
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Demonic LOVE: August 2006
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This Serpents Tail has come undone. Monday, August 07, 2006. You cant see anything in this dark. Feel me breathing down your neck. Feel this steamed heart of mine. Feel this hurtful grin with your own bare hands. Now can you see? Do you see the sparks in my eyes? Do you feel the fear? Yes, I’ve waited one lifetime too long. I’ll do you right this time, fix every wrong. See my eyes glow with red hot fumed colors of revulsion. Feel these teeth of mine flush against your skin. Let your muscles waste away,.
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My Crappy Life: Again
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Its been said, nothing matters no more! Wednesday, October 28, 2009. Built with strength and pride, twenty seven years invested in stretching the achievement of the impossible. Such an immaculate triumph for the world to stand still at its feet. Behold! This hollowness, this defeat where it stands aloof should be the shame of their pride. It no longer exists to conceit; it waved that pride a long time ago. Blasphemy! Posted on Wednesday, October 28, 2009. Thought the post was. Mon Nov 15, 12:11:00 AM.