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The things I write...: Life made right
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The things I write. The random thoughts and outpourings of my CREATIVE insight. Monday, May 25, 2015. Faith was something she had long given up on. Just like she had given up on hopes and dreams. The cruel side of life has left her bitter and broken. She had no reason to believe that there is still any good left in the world. At least not for her. At 14, she had lost both her parents and two siblings on a car collision with a speeding driver who lost control of his wheel. All she had to do now was finish...
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The things I write...: May 2015
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The things I write. The random thoughts and outpourings of my CREATIVE insight. Monday, May 25, 2015. Faith was something she had long given up on. Just like she had given up on hopes and dreams. The cruel side of life has left her bitter and broken. She had no reason to believe that there is still any good left in the world. At least not for her. At 14, she had lost both her parents and two siblings on a car collision with a speeding driver who lost control of his wheel. All she had to do now was finish...
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Mommy's Girl: The Night Mom Passed Away
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Writings in remembrance of my Mom, Siti Rahey Salehuddin who passed away on November 4th 2010 at age 60. Wednesday, July 27, 2011. The Night Mom Passed Away. Along and Abang at the hospital on the night mom passed away. Mom passed away on Thursday night, just 12 minutes shy of midnight. But in truth, I was expecting that call that night, which explains why I was still awake at that hour. The whole day prior to that fateful call, mom's blood pressure keep spiraling downwards. We arrived at the hospital so...
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Mommy's Girl: Conversation With Mom 39
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Writings in remembrance of my Mom, Siti Rahey Salehuddin who passed away on November 4th 2010 at age 60. Sunday, August 24, 2014. Conversation With Mom 39. It's been a while, I know. Not that I haven't been thinking of you, it's just that I couldn't find the words to say. It's pretty much the same everytime I come in here. I tell you how much I miss you, how it still hurts not to have you around. Mommy, I miss you so much sometimes that its all I can do to fight down the need to bawl. There's a void insi...
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The things I write...: Westlife - Soledad
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The things I write. The random thoughts and outpourings of my CREATIVE insight. Sunday, September 29, 2013. For my delusions. my brothers in BSB, My BFF Taj Jackson, Taryll Jackson, TJ Jackson, Nick Carter and Aaron and the two Princes of england William And Harry, May you remain forever fantastical somehwere well beyond my mind's eyes reach. If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind. If only you could heal my heart just one more time. Even when I close my eyes. Why did you leave me.
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Mommy's Girl: Happy 64th Birthday Mommy!
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Writings in remembrance of my Mom, Siti Rahey Salehuddin who passed away on November 4th 2010 at age 60. Saturday, April 5, 2014. Happy 64th Birthday Mommy! Had you lived beyond your 60 years, you would be celebrating your 64th year today. Happy birthday mommy. Here are some roses for you Mommy. I know you love red roses. I miss you Mommy. Days like today are harder on me because it's one of your special day. I miss seeing your smile whenever we bring out your birthday cake. Conversation With Mom 16.
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Mommy's Girl: Conversation With Mom 38
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Writings in remembrance of my Mom, Siti Rahey Salehuddin who passed away on November 4th 2010 at age 60. Tuesday, March 25, 2014. Conversation With Mom 38. Been a while Mom. You know better than most, what with you being where you are now, what's been going in my life of late. I ask for guidance from you and Allah on a nightly basis and sometimes in between too and I know I'm having a hard time finding my way back. but I feel as if I'm getting back to where I was before the relapse happened. Mommy I love...
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The things I write...: Be Still
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The things I write. The random thoughts and outpourings of my CREATIVE insight. Tuesday, April 29, 2014. Heart be still,. Heart don't break so easily,. Your time will come. When another's beat will resonate with yours;. What you have now is a lie you tell yourself,. Cause you want so badly to believe in love. So much so that you manufacture your own pain. Only to understand love's happenstance. One day heart,. You will know love's true nature. For the real rapture of love's ultimate grace. So for now,.
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The things I write...: My Secret Love
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The things I write. The random thoughts and outpourings of my CREATIVE insight. Monday, July 8, 2013. I know it sounds, and looks like it is coming out of my overactive and delusional mind as it is similar to the situation in my early twenties when I was in love and totally obsessed with Nick from BSB. I know when I was sick then I actually believe that Nick was my fiance and was getting married to me anyday. I know my history and I am not denying it. But this is not the same situation. Even in the begin...
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The things I write...: July 2014
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The things I write. The random thoughts and outpourings of my CREATIVE insight. Thursday, July 24, 2014. For You If You Are There. You know this is for you, better than I know who you really are. You are like a phantom that dodges me or maybe its just my delusional inclination to think of you as actually being there. Even as I write this I want to cringe and stop myself from going further because I know the fact that I am even inclined to tell you this means 99% that I'm still not all there. If there was...