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kristik09 | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. The sky’s the limit, and I’m afraid of heights. I look at all of the potential I have and it scares the shit out of me. I have the means to better myself, I could go back to college, or move, or both. All these endless possibilities and I just stand rooted to the spot, more terrified of succeeding and being happy than I am of slipping back into full blown depression. I’m laying in the bath with a candle burning and the fairy lights on. It’s calm peaceful, and this ...Partly becaus...
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“I am getting smaller by degrees” | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. Muted Identity →. 8220;I am getting smaller by degrees”. I’ve been wanting to disappear again…. I wrote this about a month ago:. I want to disappear. I want the Earth to swallow me. I want to become a tree. I want to stand tall. I want my roots to run deep. And sprawl out for lifetimes. I want to know where I belong. And never feel the urge to leave. I want to be a Red Wood. Living for a thousand years. And never once feeling. I want someone to count my rings. Muted Identity →.
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October | 2016 | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. I’m laying in the bath with a candle burning and the fairy lights on. It’s calm peaceful, and this fucked up part of my brain is whispering to me that this would be a good time to go. Just slip under the water. Her to be enough. The sky’s the limit, and I’m afraid of heights. 8220;I do this to myself”. Fake it ’til you make it. Pretty much the same shit I always write about. On “I do this to mysel…. On “I do this to mysel…. On “I am getting smaller by…. Blog at WordPress.com.
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December | 2016 | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. The sky’s the limit, and I’m afraid of heights. I look at all of the potential I have and it scares the shit out of me. I have the means to better myself, I could go back to college, or move, or both. All these endless possibilities and I just stand rooted to the spot, more terrified of succeeding and being happy than I am of slipping back into full blown depression. The sky’s the limit, and I’m afraid of heights. 8220;I do this to myself”. Fake it ’til you make it. The sky’...
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Shedding Skin | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. 8220;I do this to myself”. The sky’s the limit, and I’m afraid of heights →. I’m laying in the bath with a candle burning and the fairy lights on. It’s calm peaceful, and this fucked up part of my brain is whispering to me that this would be a good time to go. Just slip under the water. Her to be enough. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). Notify me of new comments via email.
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Heart Palpitations | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. The one where it’s late and I’m crying again. In which I’m crying in the bathroom before work again →. I’ve beem stressed and anxious a lot lately, which are prime conditions for my heart palpitations to flare back up. My grandpa died because his heart got out of rhythm and couldn’t get back in. So, ya know, there’s something for me to look forward to. Better kill yourself to keep from having to choose or fucking it up.”. It also goes that way when there seems to be no options.
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In which I’m crying in the bathroom before work again | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. Pretty much the same shit I always write about →. In which I’m crying in the bathroom before work again. That feeling when sad, sulky, empty feelings are cycling round again and they’re familiar and you’re used to giving in to them so you have to fight twice as hard to stay above it but all you want to do is sleep and be done with everything…. Yeah, that. That’s what’s coming round today. I don’t know. I never fucking know. I don’t know. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. On “I do ...
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“I do this to myself” | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. Fake it ’til you make it. Shedding Skin →. 8220;I do this to myself”. I’ve been fairly depressed these last few weeks. Partly because of my period, I have PMDD so the week before my cycle starts I become depressed, like full-blown depressed. I’ve probably always had PMDD but it just blended in with the 24/7 depression so I never noticed it. Now I fucking notice it, and it’s awful. Annnnd partly because I still haven’t let go of past events from nearly a fucking year ago. You are c...
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Fake it ’til you make it | Clever Blog Title Here
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Clever Blog Title Here. Pretty much the same shit I always write about. 8220;I do this to myself” →. Fake it ’til you make it. I woke up early yesterday morning and my first thought, after seeing the time, was “Waking up in hate.” I was looking to make myself bitter about getting up 7am for work. I immediately stopped myself, thinking, “No. Waking up in gratitude. I’m grateful for this job and for waking up at all.”. It was a bit forced, but gratitude is always better than the alternative. I can understa...
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