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My Little Teardrop: January 2010
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Saturday, January 23, 2010. Happy Birthday sweet little baby! It's been 2 years since I held you in my arms. Those beautiful and cherished moments I got to be your momma here on earth - I wouldn't give them up for anything in the world. Those few hours I got to hold you close to me, I now hold closely to my heart. What color are your eyes? I never did see your eyes. I know one day my dreams will come true; God says it's really. There is even cheesecake for dessert! I'm sorry this is kind of scattered....
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My Little Teardrop: Thanks for not forgetting
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Sunday, June 13, 2010. Thanks for not forgetting. An elderly lady, who is a patient in our hospital, recently lost one of her daughters. Some coworkers were chatting about how horrible it would be to lose a child, young or old. I was present in the conversations but not really participating until one of them looked at me and said, "you lost a child didn't you Jen? Kind of taken aback by her comment and the fact that she included me in that category, I just gave her a 'Thanks for remembering' smile. Im 27...
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My Little Teardrop: More I wishes
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Saturday, May 29, 2010. I wish I could have been more prepared. But how do you prepare for the death and burial of your wee infant son? Other then just going through the motions. I wish I could have gone shopping and picked out a sweet little outfit that we could have dressed you in, instead of finding the smallest onesie (that unfortunately has a cat on it) in the limited selection of newborn clothes I had in the drawer. Oh the 'I wishes' and 'what-if's'. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Together we ...
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My Little Teardrop: July 2010
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010. I thought I'd be ok. Many thoughts but not many words. Week 36 as we go through. Today' we found out. 'Tomorrow' he was born. Grateful for and relishing the kicks and wiggles as the memories of stillness flood me. Thursday, July 1, 2010. I crept into Kellan's room last night to see if he was sleeping and to take one last peek at my little boy before bed. It was hard to pull away from that sight. A glimpse of my sweet first born. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Waiting For The Day.
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My Little Teardrop: October 2009
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009. 1 Something that is carried. A Something that is emotionally difficult to bear. B A source of great worry or stress; weight. 3 A responsibility or duty. Greiving is painful and heavy. Times of darkness and feeling lost in the unknown. Wishing yourself to wake up but the brightness of morning never comes. God has placed so many beautiful people in my life that have walked along side me (us), sharing this. And numerous times have I heard a Grandparent say accidentaly "Brennan&#...
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My Little Teardrop: April 2010
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Sunday, April 25, 2010. After way to long, Brennan finally joins his brother on the wall. For the longest time I've been meaning to get a framed picture of him done, so now it's complete. It's not *perfect* but it will do for now. My beautiful little boy. Wednesday, April 14, 2010. I'm pretty sure that question pangs every Mom who has lost a little one. How many children do you have? And I can bet that each of those Moms struggle with an answer to that question. I'm not exactly sure what my point is here.
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My Little Teardrop: Brothers
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Thursday, July 1, 2010. I crept into Kellan's room last night to see if he was sleeping and to take one last peek at my little boy before bed. As I was gazing at his sweet face I felt like I was looking right into his older brothers face. The angle and the tilt of his face created a shocking resemblance. It was hard to pull away from that sight. A glimpse of my sweet first born. July 1, 2010 at 9:34 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). To ready his story and arrival. Babies in heaven blog list.
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My Little Teardrop: June 2010
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Sunday, June 13, 2010. Thanks for not forgetting. An elderly lady, who is a patient in our hospital, recently lost one of her daughters. Some coworkers were chatting about how horrible it would be to lose a child, young or old. I was present in the conversations but not really participating until one of them looked at me and said, "you lost a child didn't you Jen? Kind of taken aback by her comment and the fact that she included me in that category, I just gave her a 'Thanks for remembering' smile.
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My Little Teardrop: November 2009
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Friday, November 27, 2009. My house is decorated for Christmas and I'm getting excited to start the festivities and watch Kellan take it all in. Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow. Has a new meaning for us this year and it's good. I haven't hung the stockings up yet. I'm a bit hesitant because I know one of them will be empty. I feel like I need to fill it up to validate his life. Monday, November 16, 2009. A belated and long awaited gift. But this past week as I was walking through Toys R' Us I stopped...