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misunderstood mummy: July 2015
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Wednesday, 22 July 2015. I don't know quite why I feel like this. Obviously the lack of sleep plays a major part. But I've had bad nights with Betsy before. And I've still not felt like this. My depression has been relatively at bay lately, apart from a bad day last week. I look at my gorgeous daughter and wonder how I could possibly not want to be around her. Of course not every day is like this. I love being around her. I love having her. Of course I do. She's my daughter. Friday, 10 July 2015. This ov...
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misunderstood mummy: February 2016
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Wednesday, 3 February 2016. My belated new year resolutions. So, this is going to be the year it happens. Or at least begins to anyway. Determined to do it. I am going to pass my driving test! Yes, i may have said this every year for the last 5 years, but this year i am definitely going to do it. I am going to learn to cook. Obviously i already know. I am going make sure i have 'me time'. I am going to go out more, see friends, do whatever it is that makes me happy. I'm going to be selfish every ...
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misunderstood mummy: My belated new year resolutions
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Wednesday, 3 February 2016. My belated new year resolutions. So, this is going to be the year it happens. Or at least begins to anyway. Determined to do it. I am going to pass my driving test! Yes, i may have said this every year for the last 5 years, but this year i am definitely going to do it. I am going to learn to cook. Obviously i already know. I am going make sure i have 'me time'. I am going to go out more, see friends, do whatever it is that makes me happy. I'm going to be selfish every ...Simpl...
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misunderstood mummy: Anxious mummy monday
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Monday, 25 January 2016. It is 5.34am and I am typing this after a very. Shit night with Betsy. I had another post lined up for today, a positive non moany one, but that will have to wait, simply because i am so worked up and anxious and I'm not quite sure what to do about it. I know to lots of people i'll seem like i am over reacting and maybe once I'm a bit calmer i'll think the same. But right now i am so incredibly worked up about it and i just had to get it out. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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misunderstood mummy: March 2015
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Friday, 27 March 2015. Everything pinned on the big move! So ill start with an update from my last post about Betsys sleeping situation. Everything is shit. She is in with us every. Night From the beginning of it to the end. Her cot is now just a ridiculous joke taking up a large amount of space in her bedroom, reminding me every time i walk into that room just how much i have failed. . Saturday, 21 March 2015. Lost in the bloggersphere! Wednesday, 18 March 2015. Life with a toddler. The risk of hair pu...
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misunderstood mummy: January 2016
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Friday, 29 January 2016. Most of us are judgmental, myself included. We automatically come up with assumptions and opinions of things we are witness to, a lot of the time before we have even thought about it with any sense of rationale. We cannot help it. I cannot help it, despite the fact that i have huge anxiety issues. Friend who always backs out of plans at the last minute,. Despite how enthusiastic they seemed when you were. Initially making those now cancelled plans. The one who never seems to make...
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misunderstood mummy: March 2016
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Tuesday, 8 March 2016. It has been almost 10 months since i separated from Betsy's dad. It feels like a lot longer if I'm honest. To look back on where i was and who i was all those months ago seems strange, like a totally different person. I feel like so much has happened since then. There was so much i was worried about, so much i genuinely didn't think i would be able to deal with on my own. I worried i would regret it. I worried that i wouldn't be able to cope financially. Anyone. Everyone i have...
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misunderstood mummy: August 2015
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Saturday, 22 August 2015. By doing this blog i completely understand that i am opening myself up to peoples thoughts and opinions of me and what i do or say. I get that and i am absolutely fine with that. I know people aren't always going to agree with me on some things. And i totally respect that. And what irritates me so much is it is people who have NEVER experienced any form of mental illness that are so SO quick to judge those of us who have. I am so completely and utterly sick of hearing it. 2 Stop...
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misunderstood mummy: Me and my one
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Friday, 22 January 2016. Me and my one. I'm in a totally different place now to where i was a year ago, and i cannot believe how much has changed. I never ever would have imagined i would be living by myself with Betsy and actually. Enjoying my time with her, no longer counting down the hours till bedtime. Well, at least not as often as i was! I am finally enjoying being a mummy. She is the reason i wanted to continue this blog. To let anyone else who feels the way i used to feel know that it.
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