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unarmed and defensive: September 2004

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004. My roommate loves to gamble. He buys big sweep and 4D numbers. I've watched his endeavours with interest. To be honest, i've had hopes in him winning. Especially since i've a 50% share in his big sweep tickets). The last count was 5 million Ringgit. Which is quite a big sum. Until i realized one thing. Gamblers don't know the meaning of losing. See, people who gamble or bet or have stakes in something. Which basically means the same thing, and basiclaly means me). And use i...

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unarmed and defensive: August 2004

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Sunday, August 29, 2004. Dizzy this time round. It was the rooftop of Lot 10. You appeared with your friends. I didn't notice any. Ironic how i sing to them now about the adventures of Dr. Ez. You were dressed in white, immaculate sight. You took my breath away and you didn't know it. Maybe now you should. You know by now why i didn't talk. I consoled myself with the thought that you were another of those PJ bitches. Those who shriek at cockroaches and glare at guys. Though i know now it's only the former.

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unarmed and defensive: April 2005

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Saturday, April 02, 2005. This is my curse. Tell ya'll something my roommate has told me countless times. You always get what you want and what you wish for". While i've never agreed, i kinda get whatever i want just as long as i want it. But i also get what i wish for, whether i really wished for it or not. And that's really fucked up. Remember the midas touch? If this is some divine game, then sometimes i wish that i could just die and get it over with. See, the irony is that i will most likely do so.

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unarmed and defensive: The Yodeling Fish

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Sunday, March 12, 2006. Some of you may now be aware of my. Site, and the. Songs I put up on it. I've had many people say different things about it, but mostly the question the most people ask is "why do you do it? Frankly, I don't really know. So for the lack of. I've decided to make this blog post a dissertation of why I can't stop recording and posting songs, a practice almost as annoying as my tendency to. Link every single damn site. That's a story I'll only tell if you ask me. But I digress. An ele...

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unarmed and defensive: February 2006

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Sunday, February 26, 2006. Over the Brink Again. Too much has happened since the last post of mine. The more I live, the more I'm lost. Maybe not so much of losing who I am as losing track of time. Mostly I feel as though I'm looking from the outside in, running parallel to but not completely on the tracks of my existence. Learning a new accent, painting something. Stuff that since I was alone, I'd thought I'd treat myself to. Break them, though somehow I do feel a little bit stronger, a little bit wiser...

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unarmed and defensive: October 2005

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Friday, October 21, 2005. Here's to the Nights. Went back sunday evening after that wild wild party.no one was. Around and everyone had some father's day thing on so i thought i'd. Make my way back. the sun was already setting, and for the first time in my life, as i was heading towards the damansara toll, i saw a rainbow over uptown. Learnt that if it wasn't for all of you there would have never had. Been a constant in my life, something i could rely on, something i. My greatest regret is that i don't f...

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unarmed and defensive: January 2006

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Thursday, January 19, 2006. I have to be frank. I am more than obligated to what I deem the. Best marketing communications college ever. This is blatantly biased, but when someone gives you RM 66,000 worth of scholarships one must feel more than gratitude. Servitude comes to mind. And to think I'm not even bound to them upon completion of my degree. How then," you may say, "do you show them your gratitude? Simple. Indulge them for photos,. Hello poster boy for IACT :),. Lost post-secondary school girl.

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unarmed and defensive: March 2005

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005. Posted by ezra at 10:42 PM. Links to this post. Friday, March 18, 2005. Posted by ezra at 2:12 AM. Links to this post. Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia. View my complete profile. What Was and Is. Pitch, Tone, Rhythm, Harmony. Conversations with Cab Drivers. The Story of C. A Friend in High Places. Over the Brink Again.

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unarmed and defensive: December 2005

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Sunday, December 25, 2005. And he’s lonely for Christmas eve. So being in the same boat as he was, I proffered a dinner. He was doing night duty at Quest on Mount, and had a room with an oven, microwavethe works. Turned out I didn’t have to do anything at all. He offered half a dozen beers and a microwave dinner. Might as well, I thought. Anyway Penny was out on her balcony. Hey Penny, er, merry Christmas. Hey, she started up. Erm, you, er, no plans for tomorrow, no, tonight? I could swear there was a guy.

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unarmed and defensive: October 2004

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Friday, October 22, 2004. The remedy is the experience. I've had kinda weird dreams these days. Dreams that make sense and dreams that don't. Her parents kinda found out about me and i don't really feel comfortable. It's been 8 months now and the longer i wait for the revelation the longer i feel uneasy. Had to choose my electives today. And kinda wanted to do all business/marketing ones. Maybe cuz her dad's the medical doctor. And i'm just a kid who does advertising and rides a bike. Links to this post.