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http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2011/01/my-2010-monthly-recollection-january.html
Sunday, January 02, 2011. My 2010: a monthly recollection. January: Was in unhappy mode and failed to enjoy an otherwise rather enjoyable new year on hindsight. . Work wise, busy but motivated. February: nothing much of a Valentine's day can't remember shit actually haha. March: Company trip was definitely a highlight :) still deeply in love with Japan. April: favorite president transferred back to Japan. Work wise extremely busy and struggling to cope. September: for a while, that decision felt right an...
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http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2010/11/oh-yay-finally-acceptance-is-finally.html
Monday, November 22, 2010. Acceptance is finally here! Acceptance of the fact that this person is really not for me and come on let's face it, he'd never be able to give u what u want because he just did not love u enough! So yes. I recognize that I no longer want to be with him. N maybe, eventually I will be happy for the both of u (it'll be easier when I find my own happiness of coz) but ea eventually I think I will. This breakup then, is really a great thing! 3) that our 4 years tgt meant jackass to u.
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http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2010/12/sometimes-i-wished-i-lived-in-bubble-of.html
Friday, December 03, 2010. Sometimes I wished I lived in a bubble of oblivion. How blessed it would be to feel nothing. How liberating it would be to be uncontactable and unable to contact anybody but yourself. Maybe that's how people find peace. I am desperate to find peace now. And to be happy for more than one month. Just one month will do. Everytime I hear Christmas carols I want to puke. What a cheerless Christmas I forsee this to be. Lord grant me peace, grant me peace please. A CUP OF JO.
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MEANINGLESS RAMBLINGS....: Of Valentine's Day and feeling depressed
http://freakster83.blogspot.com/2012/02/of-valentines-day-and-feeling-depressed.html
Because life is pretty meaningless duncha think. Thursday, February 16, 2012. Of Valentine's Day and feeling depressed. Once again, very inactive here. Don't really know who else is reading anymore. Blogs are dying out. But I won't be closing this anytime soon. Sometimes it's quite fun to read your past posts and laugh at your stupid self. And this following post will hopefully serve as a source of entertainment for my future self. Yup FML indeed. Since I wasn't really that close to my friend, I didn...
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MEANINGLESS RAMBLINGS....: March 2011
http://freakster83.blogspot.com/2011_03_01_archive.html
Because life is pretty meaningless duncha think. Monday, March 21, 2011. If there is one thing i wanna change abt me. I wish i wasnt such an angry person. nothing else. i dun wanna be rich, i dun wanna be attached, i dun wanna be whatever. these things, i can work on myself n i know someday i'll get there. I just dun wanna be angry. BUT I REALLY DUNNO HOW. Monday, March 14, 2011. So yes. just tot i would blog this :) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ). Sunday, March 13, 2011. Get off your moral high horse. The reality ...
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JAPANESQUE: 11/21/2010 - 11/28/2010
http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2010_11_21_archive.html
Monday, November 22, 2010. If anything, I am so very utterly upset and disappointed at ur cowardice and the way u have handled this. We certainly could have been frens. But what u r doing now jus does not help. Sure what u r doing now will make us frens maybe only years from now but that's telling too, isn't it? That I obviously don't mean much even as a fren! Come on our lives are much too intertwined for u to do this u coward. Acceptance is finally here! This breakup then, is really a great thing!
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http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2010/12/ure-right.html
Friday, December 03, 2010. Ure right. There is no way we could b friends. Not when I noe for a fact that you stopped loving me and got 'us' out of ur head after just one month. What would have been better? Respecting me n what we had by hesitating. By waiting for this previous relationship to clear n settle before setting forth onto the next one. Of coz it was easy for u to forget me. U had some one else to focus ur energies on, someone else to share ur burden n go out with n talk to all the time.
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http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2010/12/i-thought-my-heart-was-dormant-but-i.html
Thursday, December 02, 2010. I thought my heart was dormant but I guess I still do miss u. Sometimes, images of us still rush through my head and that would make me so sad and I'd put them away so fast coz i Noe they dun ever surface in ur head anymore. It's all boils down to one word: hurt. That I meant so little that u were able to devote yourself to another person quickly. You care? My jackass. Everytime I tok to your frens? All they say is forget about him he never did love you that much. A CUP OF JO.
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JAPANESQUE
http://grinnsky.blogspot.com/2010/11/we-are-just-humans-and-we-cant-do.html
Sunday, November 21, 2010. We are just humans, and we can't do anything about all this suffering. Just time, and new faces. Until we smile again, until we can finally wake up and realize we moved on! Whyisit.taking.so.long.to.get.over.you.when.u.have.already.completely.forgotten.about.me. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Not waving but drowning. View my complete profile. A CUP OF JO. Have a Lovely Weekend. How to not run away from the ones that love you? TheSartorialist.com RSS Feed.
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JAPANESQUE: 10/17/2010 - 10/24/2010
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Saturday, October 23, 2010. Indescribable pain. I can't even cry anymore. Thursday, October 21, 2010. The worst thing is you know exactly how i am feeling right now. You have been through this before. Wednesday, October 20, 2010. For 4 years I always knew exactly what you were doing in your life.what time u ended work, started, took a break etc. How do I break the habit now? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Not waving but drowning. View my complete profile. A CUP OF JO. Have a Lovely Weekend.
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