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The Painted Music: 3/1/14
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Friday, March 21, 2014. The Thought Of You. Please do not try to kill yourself anymore. for it kills my soul every time you tried to. Please do not use blades to release your anxiety and frustrations. Please. don't. don't hurt yourself anymore. Isn't being loved a gift that we don't deserve in our lifetime? And isn't suffering life's lesson to make us grow wiser? You keep wanting to die. You are so persistent to die. And if you can be so determined to die, you can be be so determined to live, too. The Th...
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The Painted Music: 4/1/15
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Thursday, April 30, 2015. The Biggest Joke Is On Me. I am at my lowest point of my life. No one to listen to my sighs and aches. No one to encourage me to be stronger tomorrow and to be better than today. No one to wipe the tears away from my eyes every night. No one to stop me from hurting myself and drowning myself in booze and blades. I am bitter. I am full of anger. Because of you. Your betrayal to me. Your broken words. Have all left me devastated and a wreck beyond recognition. When you love a diff...
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The Painted Music: 6/1/15
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Monday, June 8, 2015. The other day, you laughed at something funny I said, and the way you laughed, that smile of yours, that dimple that resonates with it, and your dancing eyes, and all of that imagery was forever etched in my head that when I went home all I did was to relieve that moment over and over again. You make me feel so beautiful. You make me grow like the sun shining on the plant. You make me see a future with you together. That all I ever wanted to do, was to love you with all of me. There...
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The Painted Music: 12/1/14
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Monday, December 1, 2014. I wish I could rewind time. To have just one day more with you. To have snow fights with you again. To be loved by you. To talk to you for ages on the phone. To look forward to seeing you. Basically, I missed you. Like a lot. Those were the best days of my life. Never thought I could be so happy on earth. Because now, I am hardly ever happy. So I am going to sleep and hope I live in such a dream. I used to write poetry every time I think of you. I used to play alone in school.
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The Painted Music: The Biggest Joke Is On Me
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Thursday, April 30, 2015. The Biggest Joke Is On Me. I am at my lowest point of my life. No one to listen to my sighs and aches. No one to encourage me to be stronger tomorrow and to be better than today. No one to wipe the tears away from my eyes every night. No one to stop me from hurting myself and drowning myself in booze and blades. I am bitter. I am full of anger. Because of you. Your betrayal to me. Your broken words. Have all left me devastated and a wreck beyond recognition. Jon ALi's BlogJon AL...
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The Painted Music: 4/1/14
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Wednesday, April 30, 2014. When every part of your life and every inch of your heart and every thought in your head is telling you to stay where you are because you're not sure if you're ready to give up the things that make you feel safe, that's when you need to break out. That, is a scary thought. And when you stay where you are and you find that you get worse because the things you thought make you safe don't anymore - that, is a scarier thought. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). CNY food in Melbourne.
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this is my story..: February 2010
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This is my story. Millions of people in this beautiful world, having their own walk of life, good or bad, happy or sad. AND THIS IS MY STORY. I guess it's not too late for me to wish all of you happy chinese new year, because it will be celebrated for the whole 15 days until Chap Goh Mei. my new year was great (except for the black-outs) and wishing you a blessed new year too! And i can have the chicken broth for the soup. and that's easy. These are the ingredients i prepared for the soup:. It's a time t...
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this is my story..: 07.11.2010
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This is my story. Millions of people in this beautiful world, having their own walk of life, good or bad, happy or sad. AND THIS IS MY STORY. It's been a month since i started my new job.new friends, new boss, new responsibilities, new working environment.so many of new things and yet i'm feeling blessed and not discouraged. I'm grateful that my God is always there to comfort and to provide. Labels: the story teller. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, Malaysia. From Tony Pua's blog.
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this is my story..: 05.10.2011
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This is my story. Millions of people in this beautiful world, having their own walk of life, good or bad, happy or sad. AND THIS IS MY STORY. Oh wow it has been so long since my last one.it has been months.sometimes i do feel guilty for abandoning this blog. :( somehow, today is such a special day, that i can not let it passed by without writing it down. 1 Roddy in KL, put on his blue robe and mortar board for the second time. ;') He now holds Master in Public Health.everyone is proud of you! Steamed Tof...
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