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Waiting | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Patience is definitely not your best suit. Why are you waiting for them? What could you possibly see that would make you think that passing by all other opportunities put in front of you makes sense? Was it that special? Was it that special for both of you, or just you? Do they know that you are waiting? How do you know? No thank you, I’ll wait. Caring so much as ...
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The Journey | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Finding ways to overcome fears is not easy. Some of the returning soldiers turned to alcohol or drugs. Many turned to extreme sports such as martial arts, skydiving, racing, or fighting. Some were trying to use things to forget about the pain, some were trying to find ways to mask it with adrenaline. A few turned to writing. I close my eyes. My hand holds the pen.
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Trapped | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Sometimes in life giving up seems to be the only answer. Things would be so much better if only I were gone. We all know this to be untrue, however sometimes the demons push us farther and farther into the darkness and we get lost. We turn the corners and there are walls. Every turn a wall. Panic overcomes us and we have to leave, but how? The air is sucked out.
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Little Drops of Water | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Little Drops of Water. For the wives that suffer along with them. Little drops of water, oval and clear. But the thought of just one, will make the biggest man fear. The loss of virility, it takes away his strength. It leaves his mind empty, unable to think. Little drops of water, so small and serene. Shows a semblance of caring, but he’s just to mean. She will ho...
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A Poem for You | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. A Poem for You. Never give up on the dying embers. The moonlight shines softly on her lovely red hair. The look in her eyes, the depth of her stare. Emotions are heated, passion runs high. The curve of her back, the touch of her thigh. The warmth of her kisses, fill a void from within. The parting of lips, the soft brush of skin. Neither forgiving, neither a fix.
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Up or Down | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Sometimes footprints don’t wash away. High upon on the mountain top. You can see it all. Hold tightly to the safety line. And pray that you don’t fall. The air is clear and crisp up here. But the clouds are rolling in. Time to make a decision love. Continue up, or go back down again. Tougher choices can’t be found. Tears fill those pretty eyes. October 19th, 2012 ...
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Uncertainty | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Will I ever see you again? How can I tell you which way you should go without looking you in the eye? Time passes slowly, sleepily by. Waiting, wanting, needing. Thinking, wondering, worrying. Hoping, praying, crying. Waiting for the answer. Waiting for a sign. Hoping to see you. Hoping to hold you. Time passes slowly, sleepily by. Waiting, wanting, needing. Augus...
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Cigarettes in the Sky | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Cigarettes in the Sky. Mortality can be an eye opener. I stand at my post like a good little soldier. When I find that my mind is beginning to wander. Back to a day three years in the past. When a few little words told my love it would last. We said I do, knowing that I would. Go into the Corps, it would do me good. God, Country, Corps, and Family. Tonight is the ...
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Life and Death | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. The easiest thing to do is give up. Death is being loved. Life is loving in return. Death is a hug of habit. Love is a hug of want. Death is being happy. Life is making someone happy. Death is marrying someone who loves you. Life is marrying someone you love. Death is seeing through a glass. Life is the hammer. Death you appear to enjoy. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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Trash | My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog
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My Life as an Armenian Fish Farmer's Blog. A collection of writings about lifes whimsical twists and turns……………… by: Earnest Gene Lawrence Jr. Waiting and wishing for the love that is gone. But was that love ever there? It’s my dream, leave me alone. Vacation on the beach. Away from the scene. Brings solace for some. Brings sadness to me. Will put things back. Forget all that happened. Like trash in a bag. But the trash is still breathing. The bag is not tied. She still hears it speaking. You are comment...
