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I never liked you: August 2011

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I never liked you. Saturday, August 20, 2011. Wednesday, August 17, 2011. This is what you wanted and this is what you are going to get. This is what you plotted for, with arsenic, drop by drop. You have done this a million times. In your head it felt like freedom. Yet, why does sadness pour out of your ears, blood from your eyes? The clay you held dear has finally yielded,. It has turned into a beautiful Koel, a Kokila. Who flew in one summer and filled your heart. It must now fly away far west. That yo...

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I never liked you: July 2011

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I never liked you. Wednesday, July 6, 2011. He is sitting next to me. Other times he simply sits there, wondering what i am up to. And then he disappears. Only to come back late in the night. He asks me questions that i can hardly come to terms with. He asks me questions that i don't have answers to. Sometimes he tells me strange stories. Stories of men and beasts. Stories of love and longing. Stories of death and emptiness. And then sometimes, he lets me speak. He listens to me. I tell him about my fears.

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I never liked you: Nailed it, btw

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I never liked you. Monday, March 5, 2012. Nailed it, btw. What are you supposed to say when you happen to bump into someone after ages? Someone you weren't particularly keen on meeting, someone you'd not bothered to find out if they were alive or dead? Hello, long time. Whats up? What are you supposed to say when someone goes two nights later, " oh I nailed that chick last night, btw" between sips? Good job, dude? Its a small world? And silently mutter to yourself, "I said pass a while back"?

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I never liked you: September 2011

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I never liked you. Friday, September 30, 2011. Notes to Myself 4. Thanks to a msg from a friend that informed me about this mega sale at Landmark, I went there and bought books for about 1600 bucks. Jason Lutes - Jar of Fools. Craig Thompson - Goodbye, Chunky Rice. Jeffrey Brown - Little Things: A memoir in slices. William Messner Loebs - Journey - The adventures of Wolverine MacAlistaire. Matt Madden - Exercises in Style - 99 ways to tell a story. Larry Gonick - Cartoon guide to Genetics. SHUT UP, guilt!

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I never liked you: January 2012

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I never liked you. Monday, January 30, 2012. Under the wide and starry sky,. Dig the grave and let me lie. Glad did I live and gladly die,. And I laid me down with a will. This be the verse you grave for me:. Here he lies where he longed to be;. Home is the sailor, home from sea,. And the hunter home from the hill.". Requiem - R.L Stevenson. Encountered these wonderful words as I waited for inspiration. Never will I quote these again. Never will I forget. Monday, January 23, 2012. Now give me money.

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I never liked you: March 2012

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I never liked you. Thursday, March 8, 2012. Tips from a self proclaimed poet. Always skip a couple of words. Write only when you hate. Save the best for the weekends. It doesn't matter where you sit. Speak out loud, but. Create intrigue. change topics mid sen. Flatulence is always a good topic. Never too proud, never too humble. Do remember to pray on mondays. A pattern. usually. When in doubt,. Home is where the heater. With six words, rewrite your resume. Friends are selfish. they usually help. But I a...

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I never liked you: February 2012

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I never liked you. Sunday, February 5, 2012. What is this sense of belonging all about? Do I belong to my laptop with which I spend a major part of my day? Do I belong to my EXcess love about who I wonder about on full moon nights? Am I a part of this wonderful group of friends who I proudly proclaim as mine? Am I a part of this city which gives me this strange sense of security? Is my dad mine? Can I crawl back into my mum? Can I claim I belong to this race? The ones that say I inspire them?

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I never liked you: December 2011

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I never liked you. Monday, December 19, 2011. I am feeling warm and cozy. I am feeling loved and happy. Although it has been my trend,. To signpost the onset of a new romance. And stop writing after that. Because the spoken word sounds sweeter. Has a loving ear. And its effect immediate,. I think it would be a good idea. Dear readers, stalkers, ex-lovers, current ones, curious boys from around the world,. Please to continue patronage. I shall reappear in an old hang out,. In new clothing,. I ain't got one.

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I never liked you: November 2011

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I never liked you. Wednesday, November 30, 2011. My dad is Zen. I have spent a lot of time trying to read about being Zen and detachment and all that jazz. That article has been open in one of my tabs since August. I glance at it everyday just to see if any of it makes sense, to see if I can be Zen too by practicing some of the things it talks about. Do read it sometime. It is thought provoking. My dad is Zen. I kid you not. He is totally Zen. And the best part is. He doesn't know it. Okay here I go, and...

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I never liked you: October 2011

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I never liked you. Monday, October 31, 2011. She sleeps so peacefully. She isn't waking up. She will be alright tomorrow. Sunday, October 30, 2011. Thursday, October 27, 2011. Notes to myself 23. And we try to overwrite memories, in vain. We hope we can do the exact same things, remembering the past, recreating the present, in hope we overwrite the past. It doesn't happen as well as you hope it would. It happens in a way you aren't in control of. I hope you had a good diwali. I pray not to remember you.