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Pathway to God | Preconscious
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Asymp; Leave a comment. You’re my light in the darkness. You’re my faith, my belief. From a cynic to a believer, you made a convert out of me. With you, I never stumble. You’re my gateway to heaven. You’re my love, my salvation. You’re the path that led me to Him. Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). Share on Facebook (Opens in new window). Click to share on Google (Opens in new window). Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window). Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window). Apologi...
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Subconsciously | Preconscious
https://mshaiq.wordpress.com/2014/05/28/subconsciously
Asymp; 12 Comments. I know its not my subconscious playing “us” out on repeat in my dreams because I want you. I could never want the man you have become: The man I wanted is long gone or maybe he never even existed. He was an ideal and you were just a boy. So then why the dreams? Why the constant replay of what happened and how? And why bring up all those emotions all over again? Mind: I’ve got news for you! 8211; Cody Gohl, The Soulmate You Deserve. Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window).
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Idealisation and Lessons | Preconscious
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Asymp; Leave a comment. So you did it. You were an adult. You stopped yourself from making any further mistakes and you learned to let go. A lesson you learn again and again yet sometimes, when they take a part of you with them, those lessons you must learn again. Forever learning, forever changing, forever evolving. Lesson: Never settle for a love less than you deserve, less than you want. 8221; and poof! Lesson: Love never ends. Trust, respect, intimacy, hope may end, but love is forever. Therefore, yo...
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Past tense | Preconscious
https://mshaiq.wordpress.com/2014/03/07/past-tense
Asymp; 5 Comments. You know you’d think a person would learn. You experience something and you know how it feels and you know how it ends; and then life gives you something better and your previous decision is re-enforced as correct. So now that you’re back in the same situation a few kilometers down that highway, feeling the same and wanting the same, what do you do? Different face means a different outcome! So what do you do now? Or do you take the adult approach and stop it all? You’re going to ...
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Longing for home | Preconscious
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Asymp; Leave a comment. Do you question it? I do I question it in everyone. When nights ended with you and mornings began with you. I question it. I want you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul. 8211; Charles Dickens,. A Tale of Two Cities. I walk around with an empty space. I try to fit them in that space. That space that’s in the shape of you. No one ever fits. No one ever will. It’s like walking around in the world with a shadow next to you that only you can see. Click to share on Red...
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Blue Polo | Preconscious
https://mshaiq.wordpress.com/2014/04/20/blue-polo-2
Asymp; 4 Comments. You haunt my thoughts. You haunt my dreams. You may be dead but you’re alive in me. I let you go. Why won’t you leave? Your presence here only tortures me. I loved you then, I love you now. But you were gone so why come back? You’re not really here, it’s only in me. A memory turned into a dream. A dream that haunts and won’t let go. You’re only a nightmare now. Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window). Share on Facebook (Opens in new window). View all posts by mshaiq ». Enter yo...
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mshaiq | Preconscious
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June 6, 2016. The age old question… “What is love? 8221; Modern psychologists define it as the strong desire for emotional union with another person. …. Continue reading →. When trust comes into question. May 20, 2016. Before you can even begin to trust your partner again, you first need to trust yourself your inner knowledge …. Continue reading →. March 16, 2016. I haven’t been here in a while. I guess it began with starting anew and thinking I had to close this …. Continue reading →. November 30, 2015.
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The First Law of Motion | Preconscious
https://mshaiq.wordpress.com/2014/11/18/the-first-law-of-motion
The First Law of Motion. Asymp; 2 Comments. It’s a stillness. You wonder if it’s static or just inertia. Then along comes a force: A force that moves you without warning, without want and yet, it’s exactly what you needed in exactly that moment. It’s in those moments that I believe. It’s those exact moments that make me realize why I have faith, why I’ve ever had faith. It’s Newton’s first law of motion. 8211; Taymiya Zaman. Oh yeah. Wanting to lose control and wanting so badly to hang on and stay...