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Shattered Dreams: May 2015
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One step closer to hell. Monday, May 25, 2015. Whenever you're by my side, I take you for granted. It's only when you leave that my heart twists. Your departures remind me of the countless times you would leave me when I needed you the most. And maybe that is why I get anxious and teary whenever I have to see you off. Childhood fears are hard to forget. The years thereafter when you were always the first person who would be there for me did not manage to erase this phobia completely. Vote For The Worst.
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Shattered Dreams: February 2015
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One step closer to hell. Sunday, February 1, 2015. The (troublesome) warrior princess who tamed a (genius) lazy ass. In the midst of battle, she sees in Shikamaru a disposition worthy of the next era's foundation, and decides to create a new ninja world together with him.". I have a weird obsession with romantic undertones in. Movies or shows where the main focus revolves around other dire matters. Take Shikamaru and Temari in Naruto. For instance. There's a scene here and possibly. And perhaps a little ...
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Shattered Dreams: October 2014
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One step closer to hell. Sunday, October 19, 2014. In my final semester of undergrad, one of my tutors told us that not getting into Honours may be a blessing for some. She said:. One day you will look back, and you will breathe a sigh of relief that you failed to get in. Because it led you to a better, more suitable path.". And yet, once my blood, sweat, and tears materialised in the form of three copies of bound thesis, I realised that no, I did not regret choosing this path. And so an adventure begins.
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Shattered Dreams: January 2015
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One step closer to hell. Tuesday, January 27, 2015. The last episode; a first love. I used to always cry and give up. I made many wrong turns. But you helped me find the right path. I always chased after you. I wanted to catch up to you. I wanted to walk beside you all the time. Your smile is what saved me. That is why I'm not afraid to die protecting you. Remember back in the Academy, when we were asked,. Who we'd want to spend our last day on Earth with? I couldn't write anyone's name down. So I may ha...
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Shattered Dreams: August 2015
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One step closer to hell. Saturday, August 15, 2015. Behind closed eyes, my fingers break through the veil of impossibility. I could taste the flavours of life with the tip of my tongue. I could grasp air with the palm of my hand. I could walk up to my deepest desire and tell it:. I want you, more than anything in this existence.". Behind closed eyes, my feet never touch the ground. I am whatever I will myself to be. I pave my own path; I build my own walls. I will vanquish you.". View my complete profile.
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Shattered Dreams: September 2014
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One step closer to hell. Friday, September 12, 2014. Say You Love Me. Say you love me to my face. I need it more than your embrace. Just say you want me, that's all it takes. Cause I don't want to fall in love. If you don't want to try. Tuesday, September 2, 2014. Five years is a long time to pine for someone to love you the way you love them. I thought I had learnt from past mistakes, but like the fool that I am, I gave and gave, and I hoped and hoped. But you did not. You still do not. Created by Delux...
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Shattered Dreams: 17 June 2015
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One step closer to hell. Thursday, June 18, 2015. Do you want to play? Do you know how to play xxx. No, but you could teach me.". But then you'll be better than me. So, no. The words came from a tall, lanky sixteen year old. Lying in bed with his laptop perched on his legs and a perpetual bored expression on his face, he looked every inch the typical "too cool for school" teenager. He was also one of the few patients at the hospital who could speak English. Cynical. Very, very cynical. You are the reason...
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Shattered Dreams: December 2014
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One step closer to hell. Sunday, December 14, 2014. The Crown Princess's Wish. I once had a name and a dream. I have tried everything to make you love me, but your heart has no place for me. Please cast me aside, so that I can live with a man who loves me even if it's just for a day; so that I can die like a human. Your wish will not come true. I will make sure you come back, even if you do not want to. I'm not sure what this feeling is. What have I been doing until now? I've wasted so much time. You're ...
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Shattered Dreams: 185 Empty White Chairs
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One step closer to hell. Wednesday, March 18, 2015. 185 Empty White Chairs. If you haven't already, you will lose someone you can't live without, and your heart will be badly broken, and you never get over the loss of a deeply beloved person. But this is good news. The person lives forever, in your broken heart that doesn't seal back up. And you come through, and you learn to dance with the banged-up heart. You dance to the absurdities of life; you dance to the minuet of old friendships.". 65377;◕&...
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Shattered Dreams: Poldark - Demelza's Song
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One step closer to hell. Thursday, April 30, 2015. Poldark - Demelza's Song. I'd pluck a fair rose for my love. I'd pluck a red rose blowing. Love's in my heart, a-trying so to prove. What your heart's knowing. I'd pluck a finger on a thorn. I'd pluck a finger bleeding. Red is my heart, wounded and forlorn. And your heart needing. I'd hold a finger to my tongue. I'd hold a finger waiting. My heart is sore, until it joins in song. With your heart mating. You know what people say of us. Then let it be true.
