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Emotional masochism.: June 2006
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Wednesday, June 14, 2006. We took such pretty pictures. There's a certain beauty in death. Posted by Myth. at 1:13 AM. Wednesday, June 07, 2006. I received an unexpected gift package yesterday via the UPS man in the form of a webcam. It's like 1998 all over again. Only, this one works in the dark and makes my hair look blue. I think the contrast monster ate my nose. Posted by Myth. at 5:50 AM.
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Emotional masochism.: January 2006
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Wednesday, January 25, 2006. Whether seemingly fragile or not. Shiny new toys. Christmas ornaments. The zipper on your favorite pair of jeans. Relationships. People. Life continues on. People still breathe oxygen. The neighborhood dog still barks at 4 am The businessman still catches the redeye to Atlanta. Why should it be so different when the things that break aren't so easily replaced? They are a r...
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Emotional masochism.: May 2006
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Sunday, May 14, 2006. Those three words are said too much; they're not enough. I love him so much. I would have spent the rest of my life with him, had he continued to feel the same. Had he asked. But my vision's no longer clouded, I can see my place in his world has shifted. I can see that he wasn't ready for this. I can see that it's not going to work, as much as I wish otherwise. I was a rebound.
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Emotional masochism.: March 2006
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Thursday, March 23, 2006. Who would have thought? He's now met the family and hasn't run screaming. He offered to help my mother in the kitchen, held an extended conversation with my stepfather (a near impossible feat), stood in the rain by the fire singing bad Journey songs with my mother and seemed genuinely amused by the embarrassing stories of me as a teenager. Him My family never. Ever so careful...
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Emotional masochism.: December 2005
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Friday, December 16, 2005. My ex is engaged. They've been together since the moment he left me; she was a rebound. He cheated on her several times, with me. Until finally, sadly, I said the magic words: no more. They've been together all of six months. They've been engaged at least three. And he never told me. I had to find out through other means. Posted by Myth. at 6:35 AM. Sunday, December 04, 2005.
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Emotional masochism.: August 2005
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Friday, August 26, 2005. Posted by Myth. at 11:47 PM. Monday, August 22, 2005. Greetings and salutations, and all of that other trite bullshit. And that I am generally good person. Boy, if they only knew. We all lie sometimes to protect others' feelings. Some of us just moreso than others. I'm not a bad person. I'm only human. Posted by Myth. at 11:58 PM. West Coast, United States. Love is a Cunt.
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Emotional masochism.: April 2006
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Friday, April 28, 2006. The week's been amazing, so much so that I'm waiting for the bad to come.it always does, right? We're still together. Things have turned around. I'm off to enjoy the sunshine. Posted by Myth. at 3:17 PM. Saturday, April 22, 2006. Considering I'd been having one of the worst days imaginable, this touched me more than she will ever understand. Posted by Myth. at 1:14 PM. In a mon...
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Emotional masochism.: February 2006
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Tuesday, February 28, 2006. It's not a secret that I don't sleep well or often these days. That being said, I was awake until nearly 8 this morning. In the three hours after that I managed to fitfully rest, I had the most realistic, intense dreams that I can recall in a very, very long time. Posted by Myth. at 6:46 PM. Of how you are hardly. Of how we are all. Skidding on the ice. Death by jaw,. I Wis...
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Emotional masochism.: November 2005
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Hold me up to the light; you will see poems. Hold me in the dark; you will see light." -Erica Mann Jong. Friday, November 18, 2005. What else is there? I had the most surreal telephone conversation last night. The man I was talking to told me he was in love with me. Our exchange went thusly:. I'm in love with you, you know. You and I are the same.". You're fucking insane.". No, I'm honest. We understand one another, we both share the same fucked-up viewpoints and bitterness. I love you.". So I can feel?
