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Thursday, March 31, 2005. With each passing day. I've grown to be much closer to u. And i realised dat u noe me so well. My character n all. I've grown to love u more. If i dun see u. I'll miss u so much. And if i'm with u. I dun feel like going back. I've started to be so excited to sit on ur bike. Even to the extent of how i'm going to mount the bike. It is no longer a dream. And it's really going to happen. Erm give it about 3 more months. Have to let u practice riding alone first. haha. I believe in u.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006. My 21st birthday is coming soon. With no idea on how to celebrate it. And lessons on the exact day itself. It is just so depressing. Anyone can provide me with ideas. And tell me how to celebrate it in style. After all. it's my 21st. And i turning to be an adult! Tuesday, July 11, 2006. Try calling someone for over 50 over times. Without getting a response. From early in the morning 6 am all the way to 6.40 am. Wondering if the person is awake. Sunday, July 02, 2006.
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Monday, January 30, 2006. I never knew wat it was like to be admitted into the hospital. Cuz i've never been admitted before even when i was young. And cuz of dat. i used to wonder. Wat would the feeling be like to have ur loved ones visit u. Loved ones excludes ur family members. I used to wonder. How would the other party's reaction be when i get admitted. Will he come and visit me. will be be very worried. etc. Today i got my answer. No i did not get admitted into a hospital. When i got the news of it.
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Sunday, May 28, 2006. Sometimes i just wished dat he does not need to return to camp. Dat he could spend the whole day at home. Dat he could come home everynite. Dat i will be able to hear his voice just before i go to bed. Dat i will be able to call him or hear his voice whenever i wan to. Dat he will be contactable 24 hours of the day. Friday, May 26, 2006. I suddenly need someone to talk to so much. Sunday, May 21, 2006. I'm feeling so moody. Dun feel like doing anything. Feeling so sad n depressed.
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Thursday, June 29, 2006. Saturday, June 24, 2006. I'm back. finally. The last week had been pure torture. Most housemates went home. Leaving only a few of us. Added on with me having 3 papers in the second week! But all is over. On a sad tone. It is not fixed yet. Till den i'll be using my sis's old one. Tuesday, June 06, 2006. Trying so hard to cramp everything into my little poor brain. Worse still. i dun even know wat day of the week we are in. Save my little brain. 17 more days to go back. Yea like r...
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Sunday, October 30, 2005. I cannot do anything about it. I'm told not to do anything about it. Not to be such a busybody. Not to care so much. Juz the answers i expected. I still wonder why. And have a tremendous urge to know. And yet i'm not allowed to do anything about it. I'm not supposed to do anything about it. Wednesday, October 26, 2005. Monday, October 24, 2005. It is clearly not my fault. But why is it dat i get scolded. It is obviously not my fault. But why is it i get blamed. And cuz of it.
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006. Thursday, April 20, 2006. Monday, April 17, 2006. Dat i'm not the best for him. Dat i dun tink for him as i say i did. Dat i do not feel the way like he does. I did something terribly wrong to him. And i'm so sorrie towards him. I know he was disappointed. And upset with me. Maybe i shouldn't jus wan things to be always fair. Cuz life itself is not fair. Someone should be giving in. And i'll be the one. Cuz he is already so stressed up with life. Is different from last time.
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Monday, December 26, 2005. I'm terribly sick on boxing day. Very bad tummy ache. As pale as a ghost. So much so dat i got freaked out by myself in the mirror. Wednesday, December 21, 2005. Saturday, December 17, 2005. Wat if i'm afraid to sleep alone. Wat if i can't take care of myself. Wat if my housemates are In* * s. Wat if worse still Bl* g* *hes. Wat if i can't cook food for myself. Wat if i dun understand my work. Wat if i dunno how to do my assignments. Wat if i dun get good members in my grp.
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Monday, May 30, 2005. Went for my CDS today. Business Mandarin and PRC Culture. And i felt that i was brought into China for that 2 hours. Everything is taught in Mandarin. And i was like oh my gawd. Trying my very best to understand wat the lecturer was talking about. I so need to brush up on my chinese. From next week onwards. Life is going to be busy. Cannot see him so often anymore. Have to go to school. School's on every Monday, Wednesday n Fridays. Monday n Friday at Tampines Campus. Den enrolled f...
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Sunday, June 26, 2005. Jumps For Joy *. My sis is back. After 5 months in perth. Arrived back at home @ 7 plus in the morning on friday. She came back with a present for me. Someting dat i've wanted for so long. Could not put it down after she passed it to me. Immediately when to install the software in my laptop. So now my ipod goes anywhere i go. And i've realised something after getting an ipod. Dat i have so little songs to load up. Anyone got nice songs. Must send me okie. Went out with nes yesterday.
