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Memories Of QOA: July 2011
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Wednesday, July 06, 2011. I hold my heart in my hands. Contracting strongly when in fear. Beating openly and freely when happy. It makes me cry,. When i strangle myself. Within the griphold of fear. Grasping for air,. Hoping for a way. The break the walls of my chest. To let my heart and soul fly away,. Soar up in the open, free. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Fun, Learning, and Helping at the same time! Let's Help Feed People Around the World! Also, please check www.wfp.org. View my complete profile.
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Memories Of QOA: Missing something...
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Sunday, January 27, 2013. I can't help but realize how much i miss you so. To end today's entry, i would like to write the thoughts that i actually prompted me to start this today:. I miss holding ur hand in mind,. Walking side by side. Talking, or even in silence,. As long as i am right beside you. I am able to set myelf free,. With you, i can do anything. Your very presence in my life. Helps me see that more things are possible. And when im with you,. I cant help but think and believe.
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Memories Of QOA: September 2013
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Tuesday, September 17, 2013. Definitely what a day. actually, it's been a "very" active 10 months - active when it comes to decisions, choices, reflections, revelations, and so much more. Changes definitely abound from all those. like any of those changes, another came today. so do i actually lose a friend? All nighter. well, i guess i'll go to sleep now. then wake up again in a short while. hoping that the net will be faster. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Fun, Learning, and Helping at the same time!
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Memories Of QOA: July 2012
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Friday, July 06, 2012. I struggle with my self. With my very existence. Am i not doing enough? Is it alright to be content and comfortable? Moments of beauty together with Thoughts of fear. Am I enjoying myself too much? Without thinking of what's to come tomorrow? Blessed with a comfortable life. Nothing more to worry about. Except life itself -. How will i live it? How will i survive on my own? Trying to live as my heart wishes,. Yearning for more of my dreams to come true. Yet am i really doing so?
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Memories Of QOA: Pondering on freedom
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Sunday, June 17, 2012. Before, i used to yearn for "Freedom" a lot. Freedom to do what i want, Freedom to go out without being questioned too much. It's true - i did think of life in its simplest term, without wondering about the other stuff connected to "freedom" and the term "independence". So i ask myself, "what is freedom? To others, this isn't an issue. To others, this has been unheard of. Again, "what is freedom? Again, am I ready for a big change should things get explosive? One at a time. Yes...
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Memories Of QOA: Prim and Proper...
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Saturday, April 21, 2012. I live my life within the lines of prim and proper. Most of us are brought up that way. Within our civil society, we act the way we were taught. If we are out of line, we are rebuked, criticized, and re-taught. Just to keep us in place. In line to please everybody else. I talk to myself thinking,"but this is just to show respect and equality to others". Is it really that way? We already know the answer to that. As with every single moment, every single day, I wonder when will it...
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Memories Of QOA: April 2012
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Saturday, April 21, 2012. I live my life within the lines of prim and proper. Most of us are brought up that way. Within our civil society, we act the way we were taught. If we are out of line, we are rebuked, criticized, and re-taught. Just to keep us in place. In line to please everybody else. I talk to myself thinking,"but this is just to show respect and equality to others". Is it really that way? We already know the answer to that. As with every single moment, every single day, I wonder when will it...
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Memories Of QOA: January 2012
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Sunday, January 29, 2012. Tuesday, January 17, 2012. More Rubik Cube's Wisdom. Life can break apart and scatter all around(even while in our hands), losing what has been "normal". but you can put it back from scratch, just the way you want it to be. the past will still be a part of you, but what broke you in the present, can help you build your future, if you do your best to try. Even when everything is not in place, sometimes, it is just perfect just as it is. Monday, January 16, 2012. To shine a ray of...
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Memories Of QOA: December 2011
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Saturday, December 10, 2011. In times of silence,. I find times that i look for sounds,. Noise that will help mask away. The chilly and empty sadness. In times of chaotic noise,. When words hurt and irritate me,. I run away to silence,. To quiet my troubled heart and soul. And there are times of silence,. To which its quietness i keep,. Knowing i want to vanish from this world,. Yet holding firmly the string so that i wont fly away. I close my eyes. Please stop worrying, my dear. There is no need to cry.
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Memories Of QOA: March 2012
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Sunday, March 25, 2012. The Heart of My Beloved. Ever since i met you, i have watched you closely, lovingly. How can I look farther away from you? But in the end, I did so, too. You taught me to. And it started bringing changes into my life. Meeting you, I've changed year by year. You taught my heart and soul to expand, to grow, to broaden - much more than I did in the years that preceded. Your Heart, my Beloved, is the very reason everybody loves you. Your love reaches us, and stays with us. Nobody is p...
